
...Bleak......
...How dark is my life......
...How grim my fate is.......
...In this world.......
...Maybe... ...
...It's been my life......
...It's my fate......
...Without love and love.......
...What steps should I take...
...In the course of my life...
...Sometimes I ask...
...I was born into the world...
...Only to suffer.......
...Bleak.......
...How dark is my life......
...How grim my fate is.......
...In this world......
...Sliver......
...The days are getting quiet......
...No one accompanied.....
...When I was like this......
...Lord.......
...Give Thy Grace...
...In this life......
Sena returned sobbing. He heard the radio voice who had it. Sena also sang Evi Tamala's song with tears.
It was one of Sena's favorite songs. He was once the online first champion on one of the dangdut radio.
Sella was aghast because Sena was crying. "Alpa... Who set that song!? Matthatin!!..." Sella Shouts.
"Nobody is set! I'm buying rujak! Rujak's brother is a set!" Shouting Alpa.
Sella sighed. "Cause... You don't melo... Is it really the song?" Sella wiped Sena's tears.
Sena nodded. She's still crying. Rizki was sleeping, she was tired from the long journey.
"Why is Sena crying? Why?" Suddenly Alpa was already in Sella's room.
"What the hell is that." Sella.
"Cause.. Sella... want to runjak not? Nice seger, hot like this." Tawar Alpas.
"Cause... You want? I'll order it again." Sella.
Sena nodded. He took the money in his bag. He handed it to Sella.
"You keep it. I have it." Sella.
"Don't Sella... I don't want to take your medication. I've been given a ride, I'm grateful. Your snacks are also out of money." Sena said while giving a piece of money five thousand.
"All right..." Sella said she received money from Sena. "You wait here. Pedes right?" Ask Sella.
Sena nodded.
Soon she arrived at Sella's room. Sena, Sella and Alpa eat rujak together. Rizki awakens to hear the laughing sound of Alpa and Sella.
"Mama...." He rushed down from the bed.
"Daich Sena... His son is a real pinter, he can get out of bed by himself." Puji Alpa's.
Sena smiled. "Yes... I taught you to get off her feet first."
"That's really your son's machine." Said Alpa who pinched Rizki's cheek.
"A.u.m..." Rizki.
"Pedes... Haammm." Sena.
"Youuu..." Rizki whining.
Sena choose fruit that has not been seasoned rujak. Rizki took it and ate it.
"Huhaa. edes Ma..." Rizki said but she still asked for it.
"Yes my....Doyan pedes huh?" Shouting Alpa.
"Alpa... By the way don't scream." Sella.
"Yes... Rizki likes to be surprised when people scream. He thinks he's getting scolded or someone's fighting." Sena.
Rizki kissed Alpa's cheek.
"Chiyhhh... So sweet really you..." Canda Alpas.
Sena and Sella smiled. Sella saw Sena who came back smiling. Sena who was jolly in the eyes of Sella turned out to save a lot of suffering.
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Sena's phone is ringing. Adzan isya just finished reverberating.
"Cause... There's a phone." Sella.
Sena saw the name on her cell phone screen. "Sister Mita..." Sena Mumbles. But Sena refused to lift it.
"Who's Sena?" Ask Sella.
"Sister cousin Gw." Sena.
"Cock not lifted? Lift your... Probably important..." Sella.
Sena sighed. The drought stopped. But it didn't ring long again. "Mas Fajri's...." Sena Mumbles. Sena threw her phone into the bed.
"How did you get thrown?" Sella took Sena's phone.
"Don't lift!" Sena's pinta is a little hard.
Sella saw the name on the phone. "So you said your cousin, how come he's calling now?" Sella's confused.
Sena shrugged her shoulders. Sena tells Sella not to mention Fajri's name in front of Rizki.
Sena's phone rings again. Sella sees. "Sir Mita here..." Sella hands her phone to Sena.
Sena hurried to pick him up and went out of the house. Rizki followed Sena. Sella too, holding Rizki's hand.
"Cause... You where?" Ask Kak Mita without saying stale.
"I... I have Brother." Answer Sena origin.
"Cause... You go to the house, brother." Said Brother Mita. Mita's sister heard the noise of a vehicle passing in front of Sella's house.
"Where the hell are you Sena? How much of a race? You're no longer on the bridge, are you?" Mita sounded worried.
Sena put her index finger to her lips so that Sella would not make a sound. But Rizki even whined for a carry. "Mama... Sasnope..."
"Cause... You where? Let Mas Tito pick you up! Mas Tito was worried. Mas Tito was angry, why did you leave the house not come here!?" Brother Mita Panic.
"I'm okay, brother. I got a stall to get some sleep..." Canda Sena's.
"Oh Allah, Sena... So you were right under the bridge?" Mita panicked even more. "Now you say where are you? Let Brother and Mas Tito pick you up!"
"Sister.. Hello. helloo..." Sena pretended to be unclear with Kak Mita's voice. Sena cut off the phone.
"Worse Lo, Sena... Why don't you say, If you're the same as Gw?" Sella doesn't like it.
"Biarin. Let them worry. I want to know, there's still a sense of care not Gw family same Gw!" Sena.
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"Where is it?" Tanya Mas Tito's.
"Do not know. I asked Sena not to answer. I said the bridge, yes he said. Oh my God... How's this? I'm worried he's doing it. Women are alone with toddlers, it's night again..." Brother Mita sobbing.
"Try calling again. Let's pick him up tonight." The Pinta Mas Tito.
Brother Mita is snuggling. He called Sena back but she was inactive. "Not active..."
Mas Tito sighed. "We just pray that it's okay. What did Jose say?" Tanya Mas Tito's.
Sena's family decided to look for Sena's whereabouts through Bang Jose. Jose said that Sena went north.
"Whose place is it to?" Ask Mommy.
"Fajri kali?" Said Brother Mita.
"So Sena returned with Fajri?: Said Mother.
"Not knowing about Bun. No way Sena's coming back with Mas Fajri." Nina.
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Fajri keeps calling Sena. But Sena refused to lift it. Sena is already hurt because Fajri really does not care about Sena and Rizki.
Sena's phone was shaking all night. Sena can't sleep because of the vibration of her phone.
Fajri also sent a message. "Dec... You where? Let me pick you up."
But Sena also refused to reply. Finally Sena's phone is silent. He's already very sleepy. He's not good with Sella sleeping anyway.
Fajri sighed. Throwing rough. "Where are you Dek?! Why not send me an SMS? Why didn't my phone get picked up?"
"Are you angry with me? I just woke up, not sober." Inner Fajri.
At the same time.
"Yes Allah... Protect my daughter and grandchildren wherever they are. Forgive Me, O Allah. Servant has never paid any heed to her misery all this time." Mother wept in her long prayer.
Mother woke up in the middle of the night. He was reminded of Sena and Rizki. Ordinary clock this time Sena will wake up making milk for Rizki.
But tonight there's no activity visible from Sena's room.
Mother is also very tired today. Sena Warung is quite crowded. Many Sena merchandise are already empty. Mother saw the Sena trading money box empty, only spare change.