I'm Not the Son of a Prostitute

Abortions

Since the incident, Ita's attitude changed.Suddenly she was so attentive.The woman always prepared breakfast, lunch and dinner her son.

Every time the adhan reverberated Ita always rushed to the mosque performing prayers.

One night Kasih had seen his mother pray tahajud while crying lamenting his sin. In the heart of love is filled to cry slowly.This time Love is like getting the figure of a true mother who has longed for.

Yes, It has changed. She lives more often at home.Also often read Islamic books.Beauty is more soothing with a radiance of such a beautiful aura.His attitude is really polite like a real mother.

If the love is still filled with worry, now he feels calm living his job as a cleaning service.

Stepping on the eighth day, Ita approached Love who was relaxed in front of the tv.

"Honey, you are taught to cooperate with the team to open a cafe, do you support mama?"

"oh, yes" replied Kasih flatly

" Yeah, it's a strategic place once .the edge of the highway"

"Okay ma, I support you"

"Yes, but mom has to be capital .And now..."

"Hem, you want to borrow my money?" Ask me a Slow Love.

" How much cash do you have? mama pinjem ya"

Love shakes.

"I haven't paid ma"

"hooh ah, you don't want to actually minjemin mama"

"In fact ma, you only have 500rb .mama patient first yes ..then if Kasih has already been paid .when the money mama holds"

"Alright if it is.mama want to go to the room first" said Ita while leaving Kasih.Tampakan a streak of disappointment on the face of the mother.

*******

The day when Kasih wants to go to work.Kasih kisses Ita's hand.

"Love to work first ma"

Ita nodded then smiled.

"what time do you come home?let Mama eat your favorite food"

"don't know ma, later if it's time to go home you will send a text to mama."

After the departure of Love, Ita smile that was originally a sincere smile slowly turned cynical.Huru rush him into the house.Grabbing a mobile phone and contact Siska, his coworker.

"Sis, we meet at 11 o'clock yes.in the usual place.ok" the conversation was interrupted.

Ita immediately changed clothes, dressed quickly then grabbed her small bag and stepped in a hurry .

******

The usual place that Ita said turned out to be a classy cafe.Indah building.dominated line of ornamental bamboo on the left right side of the cafe .

In front of lta, sat a woman of the same age.Cafe is still very quiet from visitors.Only they are the ones in the cafe today.

" You think again well Ita, if it's not wrong this is the second time you have a fetal abortion.I'm afraid later what will happen to you.Can be , you will not be able to have children again"siska said seriously.

"I know that, after all, at my age I am also lazy to take care of the baby.Someday I may have menopause.I hope you do not change your mind to take me to that place. This is not Hermawan's son anyway"

"Obviously not.Keven know , can I be lectured"

Siska shook her head.

"I'm amazed by your way of thinking.All women want children .But you?Pregnant do not want.Are you still going to live this life forever?you don't have the purpose of Ita's life?"

"I don't know Sis, maybe working while having fun .Same with you"

"Now I don't want to anymore.I want to repent.Capek I work so.I realize what we do is really despicable"

"Tumben you think you're sane?"

"I want to live a normal life, like before such work, I want to start learning to make one man happy, my husband!"

" Can you.While I am?? you know my husband's behavior was just drunk and even then I almost killed him.If only there was no love, I've left him"

"Don't tell me like that, after all Hermawan is still your rightful husband and you should respect"

"Indeed, But if it continues with him.can my flea die.What have I gotten from him all this time since he was unemployed? Inner breaths are not.Will be born moreover.Sometimes I think when I will be free .You can make a lot of money every day"

" you're not afraid of sin?"

"sin?Are we not female sinners, have you forgotten that"

"You are really crazy Ta" said Siska

Ita laughed, quickly connecting with a new sentence,

"Have Sis, come and take me to that place.don't you now change your mind"

"sorry, I can't take you there.I hope you don't have an abortion"

"What?! never mind if you don't want to anterin me there.where is the address let me go there alone".

Siska half-unwillingly wrote down the address of a clinic.With a cynical smile, Ita left Siska .

*****

The clinic address turned out to be quite far and took an hour to travel.The clinic was not far from the construction of an elite housing complex.

Ita rushed into the clinic.There were 3 patients who were waiting since then.

Ita immediately registered at the counter and continued to sit gracefully on one long white bench.

From Siska, Ita knows that this clinic receives fetal removal at a fairly cheap cost.

Only 1 million he said is guaranteed to have no impact.

Almost 2 hours Ita waited.His heart palpitates when he heard a patient's groan of pain.

Suddenly a doubt arose in his heart.But he brushed it off.he did not want to thwart his mature plan.Any pain he will endure.Selagi late imagine the pain of his name called.lta also went into the room.A few minutes later heard a slow groan from the mouth Ita.

Long enough Ita was inside .The doctor had a little difficulty because the fetus Ita has been 4 months.After completion of the appointment.Ita given a special herb to prevent bleeding.He was told to rest for a while and then welcome out.

There was another feeling that hit Ita's body.His face looked pale .

"Why is this abortion more painful than it used to be?Is it because I'm old.And my head why dizzy." hiss Ita limped out of the clinic.

With pain, Ita headed for a small road in front of the clinic.His face was getting pale.Tayapun many times closed.So far as the roadside ,His sight was suddenly dark .Finally his body collapsed into a small trench.