I'm Not the First

Chapters. 33

"Hemm what are you doing Asti?" Ask Fajar.

"A-ku a-nu is okay," he said Asti who covered up the reality that was happening was thinking it.

Dawn sat next to Asti with a deep smile seeing the anxiety of Asti's heart. Although neither of them knows the truth of that fact.

"You're not good at lying, it looks clear on your face, I'm your friend for almost two years, so please speak honestly maybe I can help you," he hoped Fajar.

Asti was silent for a moment and thought long what he should do, whether honestly or not necessary. A few minutes later, though, Asti also decided to speak the truth because it will have a bad impact also anyways he thought hopefully by talking about the problem can all make him relieved and unencumbered especially she is pregnant.

Asty took a deep breath and exhaled quite loudly," I married my employer's son at first I did not agree but because my mother-in-law was willing to marry her child and with the request of her two children I finally accepted, my husband had been in a relationship with another woman for a long time and I foolishly accepted this match and a few days ago when I found out that I was pregnant and the plan was to break the news I was glad to see my husband with his secretary,"

Asti stopped for a moment what he was doing and tried to toughen up, because this is a matter of disgrace to his household.

Asti held back the pace of his tears and tried to toughen up even though in his heart he was quite unable to hold back his tears so sad if he had to continue his words.

"I really love you, but you already have a husband and are pregnant, but I will try to make you happy even though you are already the wife of another man,"

Asti wiped his tears so unreliable if his heart turned out to be very sick if he had to recall the incident a few days ago. Dawn pulled Asti's body into his embrace.

"Crying if you are sad does not need to keep images and be ashamed if you want to cry" he added.

Anjas promises himself to look after and make Asti happy even though Asti does not return his love.

"I'd better go home and ask for a divorce from Mas Yudha if I don't deal with this immediately I can't afford to live in the shadow of another woman," asti said as she wiped her tears.

"If you've decided to end it all, it's your right, me and others will always support your decision" Anjas said.

"Thank you very much, I was wrong to be present in their relationship, I will meet with Uncle Danuadji and Aunt Wulan to ask permission to return to my in-laws' house, I feel very sorry for my future son and his three children Mas Yudha but I cannot live like this in sharing a husband, I may be selfish, but I can't live sharing a husband because I'm sure Mas Yudha can't choose me," she said Asti then walked towards the house of a couple who had kindly received and accommodated her.