
Mas Farhan called me out of worry because I didn't come home yet.
"Rin, you're not coming home? Same time Rifa's home, when's she coming home?" Ask.
"In a moment, Mas, I want to persuade Mbak Risa first." My reply.
"Yes, let's not be late, Kasian Rifa."
"Yes, it's."
"Who's calling." Risa's voice surprised almost my phone fell.
"Rifa, crying will be accompanied by a booby me." My lie is that Mbak Risa wants to sleep this hour of rest but he is reluctant to sleep many reasons he replied.
"I asked who was calling! I'm not Rifa!" On the face, I was surprised to see his angry facial expression. It turns out that people who never get angry continue to arrive angry serem also yes.
"Emm, my mom called."
"Lied."
Being yelled again makes me hang, if I don't get laid I've lived from there.
"I didn't lie Ma'am. Now go to sleep, it's night, right, want to heal up continue to meet mommy and dad did not miss them," I continue to persuade the old baby who likes to be angry.
"Mama, papa?" Answer's short.
I nod my head.
Ms. Risa looked sad at the ceiling of the hospital room, there is a sense of disappointment that can not be expressed when he needed the embrace of a mother but the two of them do not want to visit her again let alone visit admit her again is not willing.
"Ri." Sluggishly.
"Yes, Mother."
"Am I going to get well? Is Fatah coming back to me? Mama papa will accept me again?" His question confused me, the desire to be cured for sure as long as he does not dissolve in solitude and sadness. For the second and third questions I cannot answer them.
"Ri." Risa's mother turned her body to face me wanting to ask for an answer.
"Mbak Risa must be healed, now it's night sleep yes," I tried to divert the conversation that I can not answer.
"If Fatah did not want to be with me again, how my next fate, mom and dad must be ashamed to have a crazy child like me." Empty look.
I embrace his thin body, Ma'am why you are thin, if my position is the same as yours for sure I will also feel what Mbak Risa feels.
Why should a woman's child be in trouble? If only I could choose I wanted to have a child, but fate said something else.
Mbak Risa and Mbak Septi are both fertile there is no problem why they have to delay pregnancy, her husbands expect them to get pregnant. I'm a little hard to get pregnant still expect when I'm pregnant.
"Stttt." I put my finger on her lips.
"Surely Ma'am, they will be happy if Mbak recovers, who says Mbak is crazy? Mbak just-"
"What only? I was really depressed when I found out that my first love was double and he's now a father...." Her crying broke again, when will she sleep? I was also tired all day accompanying her without eating my stomach ache, like her ulcer relapsed.
I press the button near the patient's bed so that the doctor comes and injects a sedative. Shortly doctor Sandi and the nurse came.
"Dok, Miss Risa," pointed me towards her.
Doctor Sandi nodded while holding the injection then approached Mbak Risa.
"I'll check first?" Hearing her soft voice, Risa smiled and nodded.
After being injected Risa Mbak slept, ah relieved finally slept as well. I went out of Risa's room to the parking lot.
While walking in the corridor of the hospital, Dr. Sandi called.
"Sir, can we talk to you for a minute?" He asked by running towards me.
I looked at his tired face.
"It's about Risa."
"What happened to Risa?" I asked back.
"We're talking there!" Doctor Sandi pointed at the garden overgrown with various flowers, I nod and tail behind.
Doctor Sandi let out a long breath before speaking.
"Emm," looks confused doctor Sandi he looks at me making me confused made it.
"Actually Risa can go home, free here too, the only way she should know why her husband left her and why. That's the only answer Risa can recover from."
"You don't get me wrong, not that I can't afford to take care of her just-"
"What's Doc,"
"Yesterday she told me everything about her husband's serial marriage, she just wanted to know where her husband was."
Uh. Explanation, it makes sense. What is it with Mbak Risa and doctor Sandi whether they are planning something to avenge his heartache Risa Mbak, only they know.
"Tomorrow I picked Risa's mother home, there's nothing to talk about anymore, because I have to go home."
"Please" he replied with a smile.
Tonight's trip is crowded not usually, decakku by lowering my head on the steering wheel of the car. My drowsiness began to attack, the crowd on the road added to the congestion alone.
What is it, not usually many people crowded? There's cops too, there's gotta be brawls. Sure enough from a distance the young men ran after each other with the police, no doubt my guess was right. Some were injured maybe before the police came the two gangs hit each other.
What would this country be if the youth who should be the successor to the nation were even brawl among the youth. There is no deterrence for them.
The state of the house is quiet, must have slept because time has shown at half twelve.
I opened the door slowly because I brought the spare key so there was no need to wake the house.
Shit, the lights I turned on I looked around the room. Slender. Now I headed to my step room stopped when I saw Farhan and Rifa sleeping in the living room with the TV on, the two hugged each other a sweet smile on my lips developed my longing for them was reciprocated, gone my tiredness paid off when I saw them.
Ku toel Mas Farhan's cheeks to wake up, kasian Rifa sleeping outside is not good for such a small child.
"Mas, wake up." My whisper.
Mas Farhan rubbed his eyes and let go of his embrace.
"Why is it this late?" Mas Farhan woke up from his sleep.
"I should be the one, why sleep here? Kasian Rifa."
"So Rifa fussy, cry nanyain you continue, miss the same time you, keep me taking a cartoon," he replied occasionally he yawned.
"Not you guys who watch TV but the TV that watches you. Move to the room, let me carry Rifa." My love.
"Don't be heavy, let it be." The ban makes me pout.
Because I don't want to argue the night, Farhan was holding Rifa and I brought her favorite Barbie doll when midnight woke up then the doll should be in her arms.
****
"Mas, said doctor Sandi Mbak Risa already can go home," said I.
"Then?" He said while chewing fried rice.
"Why is the answer that?" His frown with both hands rested on the table.
"Well, cringe." Farhan poked his nose.
"Seriously Napa Mas." Decisively
"You want to take him home, please don't bring him here" he said.
I became confused myself, indeed, I should not be rash to enter careless people even though my sister-in-law is still not good, there is a saying brother-in-law is my death so, so, I don't want to risk tomorrow I'll take Miss Risa to your mom's house or to her dad's house, Mr. Darwin.
"I understand Mas, anyways I don't want to be bothered by him."
"Bother why?"
"We can't jump jeep if there is him, he whispered right in his ear.
"Hahaha," his laughter broke making Rifa dumbfounded at the behavior of her mother's father.
"Dad, Mom?" Call Rifa me and Mas Farhan look at each other ah smart boy.
"Sadly dad, why? I ate it" asked Farhan to his daughter.
"Well, mamam is easy" he said, his speech still slurred.
"That's a real worry, mother's son, here's mommy's cradle." Rina carried Rifa to the front porch.