I'm Not Human Any More

CHAPTER.4 Flashback

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it has been 5 days since I picked up tutu and stayed at my house.usually I spend time after school to go out the same 2 sohib I, the same eza keisha.

but lately I was too focused on playing the same tutu until the invitation to play them I refuse to continue.kasian also they I cuekin for days.let alone the same keisha when he is sure I make a concert at that time unfortunately, I unconsciously rejected it.

I really like keisha, how do I say it....yes anyway he love my first sight since I first entered Junior High.she was the first girl who made me hang the new first we met.Hangunannya tuh not mean fluttering because of falling in love but because I ketar-ketir at that time had made him embarrassed in public.gue still guilty really until now had done it but because it was also I can deket same keisha.

I tell a story from the beginning deh, usually if you just become a student student of Junior High must have a name MOS to welcome new students, new students,not only in SMP doang anyway.all school levels must also have a program so right for the introduction of the school.nah in my place must also exist, MOS in my place already I took the exam class hell because they are not giving real direction even jailin new students.kalo just ask for a signature to the osis or bring the provision of weird² anyway is still the reasonable limit mah, this is even the student in asked to find a student/girl who is up to the trus in order to send nebak(nyatain love) to his girl.we are only in love time 15 minutes doang crazy!.if his love is rejected auto in the law that his man, the punishment is told to stand in the middle of the field trus must jog for 5 minutes.

haahh...kakel(grade brother) damn(¬_¬).

I see his junior is miserable.

I don't want to waste² time to menggeladenin kakel crazy but if I diem only here I will also be in law entar.Hhh...have to cepet find the target first deh trus immediately shoot already finished.lagian I'm definitely not going to be rejected right? where there are girls nolak cogan like me.

here every new child is all told to write their name on a large paper trus should be on the necklace on the front so no need later their name.Pinter is also the idea of this kakel.so it's better if you call it no need to pack _hei oi woi ~.

well sip I already met the target, the name keisha sabhira this tall girl as shoulder as I like, his name is keisha sabhira,my distance is the same she is not too far anyway maybe about 4 meters away.from far away was already looking saucy that girl clear glistening so her face when exposed to sunlight...uuhh to charm me ╮(╯▽╰)╭

I have to rush chasing tuh chick keburu ngilang at take people.gue run call his name let him ga where..

"his name is keisha!! don't go anywhere!!!I want to talk!! ".I run towards him while shouting call him let him not go from where he stands.gue just focus on him who again see me run until I do not realize if I have become the center of attention of students schoolgirl.

I stop right in front of him,gue squirms him from the tip of the foot to the coconut and I was glued for a moment to the same face.bening pisan eiiyy(≥_≤)...

"so say no?!".he talked while natep tajem me, not make fear that the face even make gemess.gue ga conscious had seen his face a long time ago.ok time now shoot him.

"anu.it...gue wants to shoot-"before I finish my talk he even directly puter back and want to ninggalin I.reflex my hand narik him to stop but instead I'm wrong narik.fucking! I even pull the rope bh the back.gue surprised not play the same what I hold.he same I arrived² so the statue does not move at all.my body is already hot cold between fear he is raging or will cry because of shame.all the students see us both again.arghh!!! I have to do what I let go of my hand.

"bocah bego.. cepet freelance fucking!".his eyes glimpsed me from the side while talking in a soft voice to me.he told me off right.yeah I release directly now

CTAS!! _O_O;)

Anjirt his voice is very loud.all students including teachers at this giggling laugh.wah the problem is added this big mah.

"anu.sory I wasn't intentional that was..gue just..-"

eh he immediately ran away, no matter how he must be embarrassed because of earlier.gue chased him but arrived² he said, saying,I'm looking everywhere also ga met.wah zooooo loh already made a girl embarrassed on the first day of school, what kind of hoo zio.

but not long after the incident my name is the same keisha so famous in the school area.there is also a photo of me the same kei on a small poster on the school's notice board, caption his "greatest couple ever".luckily no one bulli keisha because of yesterday's incident.from the day I confessed the mistake until now I have not stopped apologizing to him,whether it's me directly samperin him or I spam chat he continuously to apologize.don't just me dapet his number from where.gue painstakingly find his contact info to children who know him.

he cuekin I only until 2 weeks doang, doang,maybe he's uncomfortable I disturb every time so he invited me to meet in the park to apologize for my behavior at that time.pas want to go home I ngajak he stopped by my house because the same garden distance my home just difference 2 houses doang.lagian from earlier nyokap I saw the same keisha together in the park want to ya have to stop by my house first.the habit of nyokap I tuh if for example I dapet new temen should be known as ortu let me get familiar he said, it was me just dragged keisha to my house all eat at my house,already feel like I know the prospective ghost yes this mah.si keisha also like already familiar with my nyokap when the first conversation.

well anyway from there I became the same deket keisha.and unfortunately since I know more deket same keisha I even stuck friendzone now.aisshh I have already fallen in love with him but I dare not shoot he's afraid he refuses me how to try?trus abis that if our friendship broke up how?I'm so confused about this, ma'am,want to shoot but afraid.ga really gentle me so a guy.which I can do now just standby on his side if he again need me.my guess anyway like he again likes someone but I also do not know who.e it me if want to shoot think first, yes I know the feeling to him while he likes the other person.that there I immediately rejected him.

but I also won't give up even if he has a doi,if his status is still single right I still have a chance to make him look at me.so I plan to play with him every day if I say a day doang he immediately nyariin me,kayak in drakor² that if his guy arrives² says his girl will feel lonely trus nyariin his guy, nyariin,already that later the girl will also know the feeling she kecowoknya.hehehe ga know why I just thought that way doang to dapetin doi.but if I think this way works anyway because I have already said for 5 days and also as long as I say he did not stop my chat even to call me nanyain my existence,ngajak I meet or ngajak I play.kalo at school anyway we actually meet every day but I'm the same he's different class so the meeting is fitting to go home the same school doang.gue same he different class, different class,he's in class B while I'm the same eza in class A.Semenjak picking up tutu I came home more flat than them,I just want to cepet² met tutu doang.gara² play the same tutu I so forget the same me temen², me,this I have to apologize to them now before they get angry because I cuekin for days.forgive me friend:)