I'M NOT HIM (We're Different)

second chance.

erlita approached alvin, but his presence was not realized alvin, because alvin looked seriously pay attention to the face of the toddler on his lap.

"mmm..."

alvin was surprised and turned to the source of the voice. "erlita."

"om gian came home."

alvin was stunned for a moment. "do you want me to go home too?" ask her in a soft voice.

erlita was silent, not answering Alvin's question.

"if allowed, please allow me to hold babby R even longer. I love him very much." lirih alvin. his words made erlita moved to shed her tears.

"if you want, you can come here whenever you miss him. From now on I will not forbid you to meet with babby R." said erlita.

"really?" at once the look of alvin's once grim face now changed.

"yes, I must not be selfish because however babby R is your biological child, and you also have the right to pour out your love for him." said erlita while turning to babby R. "babby R seems comfortable in your lap.if he can talk, I'm sure, if he'll say the same thing."

alvin stared fixedly at erlita's face. "does that mean that you've forgiven me?"

erlita gave a small nod. "tell alviandra too, if I have forgiven her as well." erlita said softly.

***

after getting permission from erlita, alvin also almost every day to visit his parents' house, to meet babby R. alvin also contributed to help erlita to take care of babby R.

the relationship between alvin and alviandra also began to improve after a few months of estrangement.and alviandra will also give up alvin with erlita if they return it. alviandra has indeed fallen in love with erlita, and, but he should not be selfish. because the man who has been loved erlita is alvin, not himself.so with alvin who loves erlita so much.

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a few years later, the dark erlita days were covered with black clouds, now seemed to return to light due to the sunlight that illuminated his life.

today is the 3rd anniversary of Rayen (babby R). erlita held a party that is quite lively. some of the invited children are already in attendance, which of course is accompanied by their parents.

not to forget, all friends like rayen games give him a different gift.some give him cars, planes-treatment, shoes, clothes and others. rayen also got a gift that is quite expensive from bu dita, pak kevin and bu indri.

"rayen." alviandra squatted against the rayen then rubbed the tops of his head. "happy birthday ya." he said, giving a big box to him.

"thank you uncle" said Rayen with a sweet smile.and took the box in alviandra's hand.

"be careful.it's pretty heavy" said alviandra.

"it's okay uncle, I can take him, I'm a strong man" said Rayen, so that makes the people who are there smile gauntly look at his behavior.

"rayen.." call alvin.

rayen turned his head and ran to Alvin.

"don't you want to open a gift from papa?" ask alvin.

"papa bring me a gift too?" tanyakanya.

"of course! you are papa's favorite child." said alvin while stroking the two cheeks rayen a little translucent, because rayen was doyan snacking.

"nih, you can open the card now" said Alvin. rayen enthusiastically and immediately opened it.

"wow... Great, the robot is very big and can move." exclaimed rayen.

erlita laughed at Rayen's funny behavior. "the robot is even bigger than your body" he chuckled.

"you can press this button" said alvin while pressing the button behind the robot and show it to rayen, so that the lights are flickering even the robot was making a sound.

"wow, the robot can talk." cried Rayen, he looked very happy.

"what did you say to me?" erlita.

"thank you papa." said Rayen.

"thank you for that? you don't want to hug papa?" alvin pinta.

rayen hugged her, "thank you papa."

alvin gently rubbed his head, then kissed his forehead.

rayen turned to Erlita who had seen him. "mama didn't give me a gift?" ask rayen.

"sorry baby, mom is too busy preparing for your birthday, so mom hasn't had time to buy gifts for you. Tell me what you want? mama will buy it." asked erlita.

"bad mom! mama does not love me." said Rayen who pouted, turning her back to erlita.

erlita and alvin looked at each other. Alvin squatted to balance the height between himself and rayen. "rayen, you can't talk like that, of course your mama loves you very much. Now tell me what you want?" alvin stared into the plain face of his son.

"rayen wants a gift from mama" said Rayen, turning towards erlita and looking at her.

erlita followed squatting to balance her height with rayen. "say what do you want? mama will definitely obey him." said erlita.

"would you obey all my requests?" rayen's convinced.

"yes." erlita nodded.

"i want you to be able to keep going with papa."

deg. Rayen's speech made erlita a little surprised. "what do you mean dear? it's not that mom and dad are always the same" said erlita.

"i want papa to stay with us." pinta rayen.

"can't love." said erlita.

"why?" tanyakanya.

"mama and papa are not married couples, so we can't stay at home" Erlita explained.

"i want mom and dad to be husband and wife.I love mom and dad! I don't want to be away from mom and dad." said Rayen, hugging her parents together.

"pa, can I samperin my friends no? I want to show them this robot." he asked.

"yes." alvin nodded.

erlita and alvin look back. Erlita looked a little awkward after hearing a statement from Rayen, if she wanted herself and alvin together.

"hakhs? how's what?"

"about rayen's wish?"

"emm, I, I.." his words hung down his throat, erlita confused what to answer.

"i hope what I feel, you can feel it too" said Alvin.

"what do you mean?"

"just like Rayen. I also want us to live together, and start from the beginning" said alvin.

erlita was stunned for a moment. can not be denied that she still has a great feeling for alvin. "i do not want to repeat the mistakes I have made with you." his instantaneous remarks surprised alvin. "i don't want to repeat it from the beginning.I want to go straight to the final." he continued.

alvin was stunned to hear his words. "you mean?"

"i don't want to date! I want us to just get married" said Erlita, who immediately made alvin seem to stumble at his smile.

"are you serious?" alvin assured.

erlita nodded lightly while smiling.

alvin immediately hugged her warmly. "thank you! I promise you, I'll never leave you again, no matter what the reason is" Alvin said.

***

...a week later....

"pa I want to propose erlita, papa will take me to talk to his parents." pinta alvin.

"can't."

"why? don't you respect my relationship with him." asked Alvin.

"before you marry erlita, papa wants you to help papa, so that papa can refer to your mama" said mr. gian.

"what seriously?" alvin looked happy.

"yes. papa would love to re-build the household with your mama. Papa realized, if your mama is too valuable for papa to waste.you want to help papa?"

"of course it's pa."

a week later Pak gian and bu indri also held a wedding at the mosque, which was only attended by sodara and some closest friends.the word "Sah" was spoken from the mouths of witnesses present there.

alvin clasped erlita's hand tightly, he did not want to let go for a moment, while alviandra seemed to hold a beautiful woman whose age still looks a dozen years old.

"well now, who wants to follow papa to the kabul ijab table?" ask gian sir.

"i.." replied alvin and alviandra simultaneously.

"i was. I was your brother, how could you step on me." desus alvin.

"don't be arrogant! we are only five minutes apart, we are the same age." said alviandra.

"honey.." the woman seemed to pinch the hand of the alviandra in her hand.

"aww.. sick darling." pekik alviandra to her boyfriend.

"your end is difficult. I am still in school, where can I marry you. Or maybe you already intend to marry another woman, right? come on, say me." said the girl.

"yes, baby, you're the only girl I love."

erlita smiled at the behavior of both of them.he was happy because finally alviandra was able to move-on from him.

"pengulu sir please marry my mama and my papa." cried rayen to the ruler who had just married the oma and her op.

"can not deck, married can not be that fast. mama and papa adek must first prepare the letters and conditions before the wedding" said penghulu.

rayen approached alvin. "papa quickly prepare the terms pa." pinta rayen.

all who were there laughed amusedly, looking at the cute behavior of the three-year-old boy.

***

today is the day when erlita and alvin will be married. alvin immediately brought erlita and rayen to live with him in his private house.

nightfall.

"sad it's night, now you sleep in your room huh?" erlita told rayen.

"rayen wants bobo here." whine.

"rayen why?" ask Alvin who just came out of the bathroom after cleaning his body.

"rayen's fussy again, he doesn't want to sleep in his room" said erlita.

alvin holds the tiny body of rayen and sits him on the edge of the bed. "rayen want to have adek no?" asked alvin. erlita seemed to wrinkle her forehead hearing alvin's words.

"pengen pa." he said slowly.

"if rayen wants to have adek, rayen must learn independently to sleep alone" said alvin.

"why is pa?"

"rayen is a sister candidate, Rayen must be able to be a brave child, to imitate the younger brothers rayen later." persuaded alvin. finally rayen also obeyed his father's speech, and, he went to his room with Babby looking after him.

"why don't we just let Rayen sleep here tonight?" ask erlita.

"can't! you heard that Rayen said he wanted to have a sister."

"no. it was you who offered it."

"but rayen's answer is to."

erlita smiled at the attitude of her husband who looked a little childish.

"so, are you ready?" ask alvin.

erlita put on her smile and then nodded.