I'm Not Grabbing It

eps 8's

I immediately sent a message to the baby so that he does not contact me anymore . I do not give the reason .krna I ykin he already knows himself from his lover .

One incoming massenger that turns out to be from the baby

"tlong don't stay with me, I already love you, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to stay away from you. From the beginning I met you sngat liked you, and that love began to grow in my heart . you're the most beautiful"

the message made my heart even more messy .no I deny I started harboring a sense in him tp how can I be happy over the suffering of others??

I chose to retreat I did not want to be the third . I know the pain was betrayed. Because I did not want to be a thorn for the relationship.

My day2 at school is still as usual, it's just that I'm now a little quiet usually . I feel like my spirit is gone.

arrived2 someone called me from the front door of the 'class, and he was tough on my ex-lover

how dare he come to my class ? what's up, huh? (my curious feeling), but let it be, maybe he'll meet someone else in this class.

" please call mita I'm waiting in front!! (talk to indri)

"that someone called you??

what's up if he's pgn bcara sma me.

I went out and tried not to look at him.

"what is the need here?( tnyaku flat)

"are you still mad at me?( tnya rigid)

"no,!!! I tried to catch it)

why do I miss him, my heart

I was his first love, while of my ex's variety, he was the person I loved the most but the circumstances that made us part .he knew I still loved him, I also know that he loves me. It's just that his ego is still so big that even though he never asked me to come back

"sorry I can't give you no me, can ko hub me through a messenger aja, nnti if I'm perfect bales (i'm trying to show my sweetest smile)

stupid it turns out you .you sacrifice your feelings for others .I didn't expect.(my inner self)

it turns out that there are still men who want to approach me, do I need men to shift my pain

sypa tp? ap ak bsa cruel it, mnjdikn sseorg sebgai impingement.

my phone vibrated and a message came in.

"tlong later you go to nia's house, later ask anterin nia to kaka's house, we need to talk four eyes"

message from ka ita, what else isn't it all over ???

After returning home I rushed to change clothes and headed to the house nia . nia one village with a baby and ita . I also played at home while studying group.

after arriving at home my intention immediately asked him to make me go to the house mba ita, it turns out the distance is not so far, only need 5 houses to pass.

when I was in front of the house mba ita I was surprised why there is a baby motor here.there is what yes ko I deg2an.

I was greeted at the door, by the door,

"Here goes in, sorry yes kaka mess lgi ga dandan.(happily)

"yes mba, why are the babies here mba?? (to the point)

" yes, I apologize, or myself if he is wrong hahhaa(laughs)

I don't know what the max of all this .he tried to make out in front of my eyes, even the baby himself did not dare to look at me. they both continued to hold hands ,seakn2 wanted to give me a signal that they were so in love with each other .

it hurts my heart to see this sight