I'm Not a Grabber

Chapter 55: Regrets And

A quick chat with the Doctor, makes Danish feel better. Feeling guilty for his actions in the past few days. He did not expect. If Shena's health is at stake for her doubts. Regrets always come too late.

After getting permission to visit Shena. Danish rushed into the nursery of the wife who was immediately transferred to the VVIP room. The facility is complete with nurses and doctors who will monitor for two hours. Whatever he's gonna do, for Shena's sake.

The door that is pushed inward shows the view of a room with a hospital-style feel. White walls, with light blue curtains cover half the glass windows that illuminate the room from the sunlight. Shena lay on top of the gurney with a blanket covering part of her body.

A pale face with white lips without a sari. He saw a face that looked so grim. Moreover, the circle of pandas that shows, his wife has a sleep disorder or maybe, often stay up late. I don't know, but the guilt is getting bigger with the condition of concern for the wife.

How did the Shena family react? If he knew, he would not care for the princess who had been entrusted and became his responsibility. Does the problem between them become a drama mess in the family later? One that disturbs his mind. Should you inform your family of the condition of the hospitalized Shena?

Confused until his hands tremble can not touch the white cheek rubbed the wife. His guilt increasingly pierced hurt his beliefs. Is he a responsible husband? When in plain sight, say he is not a reliable man

The dilemma between regret and disappointment is worry. Instead of trying to fix things. Danish is drowning in her own emotions. The man forgot, right now Shena desperately needed support and not solitude. What does husband mean? If it is not a place to go home so that it can lean in submission.

Sometimes people focus on what has passed. We live to the front. Wrong way to fix yourself. If there is no self-control, then calmly think about the next step. Problems will not just end, but can at least make anticipation to prevent a greater impact.

Two hours passed. Danish who was busy waiting for Shena in the hope that the girl's consciousness could quickly return, began to feel bored. Not because he was sitting alone staring at his wife's pale face. However, he can't wait to apologize to his wife. The man waited for the two to make up.

Unfortunately Shena is still asleep in a dream playing with the clouds in pseudo happiness. All of that thanks to a sleep drug that is deliberately injected so that patients get a lot of rest time. Of course, after the examination results come out, and explain if the patient has insomnia for the last few days.

The door opened, distracting him. It turned out that a doctor and a nurse came to say hello, then did a re-examination. Do not forget to write the diagnosis of the patient. It only took five minutes, the nurse was left to leave the room leaving Danish and The Doctor.

"OK, Doc. I will faithfully wait for my wife to come back to her senses and the first person she has to see is me. Her husband's. So, the doctor can go back to work." Reply Danish emotionlessly, he already felt at the point of patience to begin the wait.

Sure enough, the doctor's departure from Shena's nursery. The man was still sitting fixed on the chair that seemed to have been in the glue. Though not. It's all about determination. Yesterday was a lot of wasted time, not even having time to say hello to Shena.

This time, there should be no more mistakes. Hand held by the wife. Occasional wiping of spoiled and warm kisses. He misses the attitude of Shena who is too fast to mature. Regret is not about abandonment, but also a memory that always comes uninvited.

Today, Shena went to the hospital. Danish who panicked to forget, if his wife's college permit is still not taken care of. While the girl's phone was left at home. No one can find the existence of the couple, to the dismay of the hearts of those who know as family.

The campus canteen, at half-twelve in the afternoon. Naina and Siti refuse to bribe their favorite meatballs. Unusually, Shena disappeared. Wanted to find out, but they forgot to ask for Danish's phone number. Completely wrong, until appetite is washed away in the blink of an eye.

The two girls' anxiety. Increasingly, Yuni asks about the whereabouts of the missing Shena. How do they both know? If the friend has promised a proposal to be submitted to Mr. Ibrahim, while they are also busy looking for ways to know the situation of Shena.

"Just this, Yun." Naina took a stance to end her heart dilemma, not to bear with Yuni's face that was like a walking mummy. "Explain the details of the grand event to us. I'll try to get the proposal ready today, but later when Shena is found. You can exchange it for our best friend's proposal. How's it?"

A tempting offer, but there was doubt in Yuni's heart. It is not unknown, if Naina and Siti are in agreement with Shena. It's just that, the senate representative has given up on making a grand event proposal. Then, how could the two girls in front of him work without knowing the ins and outs of his history?

Understand with Yuni's doubts, making Siti hum a dangdut to dispel her emotions or impatience. She's not the genius Naina, or the mature Shena. His heart is good, but it burns easily. The best diversion is only dangdut songs that can repel the seeds that stifle the chest.

"Yun, do you have any other choice?" Naina asked to make sure the time could not be delayed any longer, a glimpse of the observation that the proposal should be sent today as well. "There's no time, is there?"