I'm Loved By My Teacher
from the heart
In my heart, yes that's a phrase that fits my current mood. But how else.. I have to accept. Having a handsome husband is a burden to me personally.
When I cry like this, I think a lot of things. After so many things that happened to us not long ago, made me think, is it appropriate for me who is a nobody is liked by him, is it worth loving him, is it worth me now at his side..????
Question after question suddenly appeared in this brain. Makes me not know what to say and explain.
“Oh sir Chandra, suppose you knew what I was feeling right now?!” I murmured in my heart still crying
“Darling, please feel as much as you feel it can make you feel more relieved.” Her voice softly still hugged me
After a long time I cried, I also began to feel calm and take off Mr. Chandra's embrace
“Darling, what's up? Why are you crying like this? Have I made a mistake that could hurt your heart, baby?” she was worried and I shook my head
“Mas, why did Mas choose me? I don't know what I'm like yet. I have no advantage whatsoever. I'm a fool, I'm a bitch, I like a labile. But why do mas like me and even choose me to be a wife mas?” my words tried to express the question in my heart and Mr. Chandrapun smiled
“Ai, listen to me carefully. Baby, it's not my fault I chose you. I don't really know how you are. But.. My heart has appointed you as my companion. I don't want anything else.” Obviously Mr. Chandra
“And for the advantages, who says you don't have the advantages?! Every human being has their own advantages. Whether it's being realized or not with the person himself. And just so you know, you have an advantage. Your advantage is very rare. You know what it is?” ask Mr. Chandra and I shudder not knowing
“Your advantage is that it can treat this pain in the heart, giving me new hope so that I can start everything from scratch again. You understand Ai?” Obviously Mr. Chandra
“But I am stupid, ignorant and unstable? Are you not tired of facing my attitude like this?” much
“Ai, if you are stupid, then I am even more stupid because I love fools. If you are indifferent, it means I am more indifferent because I have accepted you as you are. And if you are unstable, then I am more unstable because you often make me so messed up with all your attitude.” Obviously Mr. Chandra is serious
“Well, are you satisfied yet with my explanation? Or is there still something stuck in your mind?” ask Chandra to make sure and I shake my head.
“Keep now replace me with nanya and you answer honestly.” Said Chandra sir and I nodded
“What makes you like this?” ask Mr. Chandra
“Mas, when I was in the hall, I heard that Yuli turned out to like the mas from first class and for this one year, she will try to make deketin mas.” Evidently
“I admit I am jealous but I am also worried in case things like that time happen again. I'm afraid mas. Afraid of leaving me.” Evidently
“Ish, stupid girl. True also yes you are stupid.” god Chandra sir
“Mas..!!” say
“Iya.. Ja.. Honey, I'm not leaving you. Whatever happens. Ok.” Answer mr. Chandra
“Appointment.?” say
“I promise baby. No need to be sad and jealous again.” Say it again while tucking my forehead
But at the same time...
‘tok.. tok.. tok..” car door outside.
“Oh no.. Yuli..!!” I shouted in my heart
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Kira – guess what happens next huh. Waiting for the next episode...😉
Resume...👇
