I'm Just a Toy

thirty seven

early in the morning Rania who was finished with homework.buru hurriedly took the bag that was still in the room. with a slow he went out of the house. his father called him

"where are you going Rania??" asked the father when he opened the door and saw Rania who had just turned to leave

" wherever I go, it's none of your business" Rania turned around and stepped foot again with a big bag.

in the heart of Rania hopes her father does not ask about the race that brought her, but hope lives hope.His father instead holds Rania's hand.

"where are you going, trus why bring such a big bag. anyway I'm still your father.you should answer the right questions father" Sinta confused what to answer to his father.. no maybe Rania is honest, anyway Rania does not want the house people to know.

"sorry, but since when do you have a child like me. The feeling of your child is only the Sinta. while I'm here is only a maid, oh it's not possible I was never in this house.. after all, I was always alone and never knew who my father was again. But I still have a mother who loves me very much, but she also has gone to leave me" said while remembering his mother's affection

"Rania, please don't be like this to my father. Daddy loves you guys"brush Rania's hair and try to get closer because he realized all this time he had been wrong

"lepasin.don't touch me anymore.I'm not your son. Sana just go to Sinta. Your son is just him" Rania began to get angry

"listen to my dear father...."

"that's enough. Don't come near me anymore. I don't like you coming near me. So as usual. don't know me, or if you want to just hit me. I'm better like that.. never mind me. I don't like it" Rania then leaves her father alone

"sorry father son, whatever I will do so you will apologize father son" father said but Rania still did not want to listen.

when Rania was in front of the alley Rania called Risa and said she would leave her bag at home before she left for Australia..

when it was finished there was a car approaching and stopped in front of him.. Rania knows the car belongs to the knight, but Rania doesn't care. the knight comes out and sits next to Rania

"you're still mad at me Rania" the question came straight out of the mouth of the knight, but there was no answer

"Rania, I beg you to forgive me. I know I'm wrong, but right I love you. please don't break up me well."there's no answer

then there is a bus passing by Rania standing up and will stop the bus, but the hunt satria hold Rania's hand so that Rania can not get on the bus.

"you what the hell is a satria" Rania finally opened her voice as well.

" please don't throw me like this Rania. I beg you. I can't let me down like this"

"you're going to college, let's go together and get Rania into her car" the knight wondered why Rania was carrying a big bag. the important thing is now that Rania wants to forgive him first

meanwhile, Rania who could not bear to see the knight finally wanted to get in her car and let the bag be put behind

"i want to go to Risa's house right now" said the word that came out of Rania's mouth when the car was on its way.

finally they arrive in front of Risa's house. and Rania will get out of her car.Satria also want to come out to accompany her.

"you're here, I'm just here for a minute, please open the back door I want to grab my bag"

then given a nod by the satria

Rania went out and took a bag and went to meet Risa who was waiting for her, while the knight waited in the car while continuing to look at the face of Rania who was so beautiful in her eyes.

"i'm just right away Risa, we meet on campus again well" Rania went straight home after giving the bag to Risa

"why don't we go. I'll get the bag upstairs"

"but I have to go somewhere first to buy something for me to bring tomorrow. sorry yes.we will meet again later on campus. ok" Rania smiled and went out of Risa's house

seeing Rania who has finished.Satria immediately opened the car door for Rania. and Rania entered the car..

" thank you guys" Rania tried to smile. Rania is actually still disappointed in the knight.

"now where are you going" asked the knight

" i wanted to meet my mom because, because.." Rania did not speak

"because what is Rania, telling me the same story?" Rania just shook her head.

"i'll tell you later. Now I want to go to the cemetery first. I don't want you to come with me later in my mama's tomb. I want to be alone" and then taken by a knight. even on the way, Rania just kept quiet not answering questions from the knight.

after Rania and the knight arrived at the funeral Rania went straight out and entered the cemetery alone..

after Rania had been at his mama's meal, he prayed and then confided about what he would do next.. Rania is sorry if she has to make this decision and hopefully her mom will support her..

"mah, hopefully what I'm doing will be good for me, mah. please support my decision. I already have a way to get out of them. actually I want it to follow mamah aja. but I know suicide is also a sin. I'm afraid we won't meet there. So maybe in this way. I can find my happiness and won't remember them anymore" while crying Rania poured her light..

after he finished meeting his mother. Rania also returned to the car satria.satria still faithfully waiting for her. Rania also invited the knight to walk to the beach, but before going to the beach Rania will go to campus first to take care of the files needed tomorrow..

while the knight who did not know Rania's departure was happy because Rania herself asked to walk with her. on the way to the beach satria stopped her car at a restaurant. because Satria wants to invite food first before arriving at the beach. and Rania according to when invited to eat first. because Rania is actually also hungry and from the morning she has not eaten anything..

seriate..........