I'm In Love With My Niece

Understand Something That Is Not Said

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Somehow when it rained I felt very sad, not sure what it felt like to cry blame and scold everyone, vent all the emotions, run, scream for yourself. The rain that fell began to slowly drip water droplets loudly in his ears as he banged himself against the roof of my house, in the room I began to enjoy the sound of the rain, the cold begins to puncture the skin feels repeated not all over the body that feels cold but this heart begins to feel very cold, as if tears begin to soak the Heart.

Not much I felt when it rained, this heart remembered something that made old wounds scratched back, whether until when this heart felt like this, it continued, tired of sure every time I hear and feel the cold rain I remember something. Again, I don't know until when I keep getting all this. Not much has to be done to change everything to be simpler just enough with the word Ikhlas alone will all be completed but it is easy to say or write inversely proportional to do it is not as simple as writing it.

It's just a matter of a sense that reminiscent of the past that I don't know much about what actually happened can only analyze everything that has happened following the rhythm of the heart, what makes me feel anxious is probably my partner's past that makes me feel like I don't have him completely, although it's just a feeling, all natural happens because I am also an ordinary human being who can not be separated from the same feelings as normal humans, have feelings of sadness, jealousy, anger, pain, pain, and a taste of the like.

Sometimes this heart begins to ask whether I am special in the eyes or the same in the eyes of his old lover or no different I am with his former partner, he said, or maybe he went through a routine and extended it to me, sometimes this heart waits for an explanation from the partner so that the heart is calm, but on the other hand I realize his ability is not the same as mine, and I have to really understand something that doesn't have to be said and felt to be understood, between love and trauma until when this will happen.

Though as far as I will be a father, hopefully when it all happens and it is near when the rain falls I no longer feel the same sadness, he said, since there is one thing to be kept at least that bond becomes tighter, maybe someday when I hear the rain will not feel the cold of the heart remain a cold body without the heart feeling it, he said, if today continues to run the same slowly I torture myself and burden the problems that have ended anyway.

It is true as the wise man said if one cannot make peace with his past or the past of a partner it is certain that it will damage the future, I will continue to try to train my heart to stay strong and get used to all this pain, at a time like this also feel that the present self is not who I was, there is no longer a heart as hard as a rock, no longer a heart as hard as a rock, the peaking ego does not want to lose and sadness is easily ignored. Now I'm a fragile adult, the more powerful the more fragile the day.

I want to be as strong as ever in the face of all the pain including the heartache of old wounds, though I have to reduce this love to regain the heart I was going to try, but if it doesn't work out I won't give up that easy though it's hard this is not the time to give up let these tears drip when it rains , or to wait for all my tears to dry because I cry too often.

Every beginning there must be an end I don't want to feel like this all the unimportant things being a destroyer of times where I will continue to grow, stand, run and die, now I should be grateful for all the blessings God has given me for my prayers during these 12 years at least God has given him for me now, If all is enough I want to throw away all my dreams, hopes, hopes, wishful thinking of my life's dream that this brain stops and no longer breathes at least after I can be grateful for all the wonderful gifts that the Creator gave me.

My job is to take care of him, let each rain stub bear witness that these tears will drip like falling rain even though I am in a different place and in a different atmosphere it will be a stub it means a lot to me. The Princess is now officially a Wife but whether it is intentional or not She often tells about her bitter experience with her ex especially when we rained on the sidelines of our laughter without realizing the tears of the Princess fall when it rains.

My wife said, "We continue the journey not to stop" and I replied "It's raining a lot right now" without her noticing the princess saying " Ah it's common to rain like it's even much worse" without realizing it even without me asking on the motorbike he told me about past incidents of trauma before getting an abusive ex even he used to want to get married before meeting me.

In the story, he was once left rained for hours by his ex for misunderstanding, sometimes he tells in the rain often left to go alone even though the Princess persuaded by staying in one place hoping the lover to pick him up and persuade him but until the rain subsided no one to pick him up, although his bad ex behavior continues to be felt but wants to be said to survive with the condition to just maintain the relationship.

As a husband who listens to the wife's curses on the bad behavior of other men who hurt with attitudes and words, and, I also felt very angry and wanted to beat up the man for wasting people as good as the princess, in the same condition I kept restraining myself even though I saw the Wife telling me the pain of the past when in this little heart I felt jealous to hear the story.

But I kept trying, it was the first time The Wife told me about the bitter experience of being left behind in the heavy rain especially when the travel conditions were still far away, it turns out that it is true that until now the Princess has not been able to forget the memories of the past even though soon she will become a mother of my child, still the past continues to make him feel very sad, especially when it rains at the same time he must cry remembering about the past is often seen in the rain.

Whether what I had to do as a husband, to rebuke or say that the stories of the past made my heart jealous and cry, until now I kept what was being felt, he said, even though in my heart it feels like saying that the story of his past that is often remembered and told now makes me hurt. Until when did he hear the rain he cried.

I really want to say that all that has passed do not let the past ruin this future, but again until this writing is made still the words are not able to come out of the mouth, he said, Maybe it is true that I must really understand or understand something that is not said but must be understood, may the Wife read this writing, know that her tears are now my tears as well. I realize that the past Wife is either bad or good happy or disappointing often if told will hurt a husband.

And in the end I was really hurt, now when it rains I shed tears because I saw the Wife could not tell about the time, I'm sure he didn't mean to hurt this because sometimes I secretly noticed my wife's tears unwittingly falling down on her own when she heard the rain, maybe the trauma was so intense, know that it is the past and now there is more important than just the past, namely the future of the Husband and Child Candidate. It felt like saying that I was very jealous but this mouth was unable to say despite trying it repeatedly. Let the Wife also understand something that is not said, that all of it without her knowing has hurt this heart. All because I love him so much.

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