
Kinara just stared intently at AL, she was really shocked at the actions of AL who suddenly grabbed her palm even squeezed it gently.
But AL, as if he did not understand if Kinara was confused about his attitude, instead he squatted in front of Kinara with his hands still faithfully clasping tightly Kianra's palm.
His eyes straight looked at Kinara's face with very soft eyes, Kinara could not say anything about receiving treatment at that time.
Only his heart continued to beat faster than usual.
To calm her heart, Kinara breathed deeply several times.
“ Ara.” call soft AL, by staying on your knees and staring at Kinara.
Kinara just stood still and looked at AL, really she could not talk anything, her body seemed to freeze looking at the gaze of AL at that time.
“ May I say something?.” Al started talking again.
That time Kinara began to respond but only by nodding her head.
“ It all started from this school, where we spent a lot of time together, where I could see you every day, even though I wasn't talking to you, but at that time I was really happy because I could see you every day.” AL stopped his talk for a moment and looked at Kinara deeply.
Kinara was just waiting for an extension of the word AL.
“ Until the day I had to leave this school and you, that day was the toughest day of my life.” AL started to open the sheets that day.
“ Why?.” Only then could Kinara respond.
“ Are you sure you want to hear my answer, why did I say that day was so hard for me?.” AL asked back.
“ Of course.” sahut Kinara mantab.
AL smiled at a glance, but for a moment he did not release Kinara's hand from his grasp.
“ Because I have fallen in love with you.” Said the honest AL.
Deg, Arrived Kinara's heart jumped hard because it was shocked not stupid.
He really never expected that, especially as long as they were friends AL never said that.
Due to her surprise Kinara, she subconsciously pulled her hand quickly.
Then Kinara stood up from her seat.
The Navy stood up and they faced each other now.
AL grasped both of Kinara's arms gently, as his eyes straightened out Kinara's eyes.
Kinara was getting nervous about being made, so she couldn't do anything, to stand back or stay away she couldn't even, let alone move, to talk even she couldn't, his body and mouth were locked.
“ But that's the reality of Ara, I love you.” continued AL.
Kinara took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly, this time she was already not so nervous anymore.
“ Te, but it was kak.” that was the word that Kinara could say, and even then with great difficulty.
“ Yes it was Ara.” Sahut AL slowly.
Kinara breathed a sigh of relief, because all the AL talked about was the past, not the present.
“ It's been 6 years ago kak.” said Kinara began to talk normally.
“ Yes it is true once.”
“ I don't understand why brother says it now, not his first.” Kinara was confused.
AL took a deep breath.
“ I used to want to say it to Mu Ara... ”
“ Then why not be.” Kinara cut the AL talk with that question.
“ The day I decided to speak honestly about my feelings for you, that day I felt a sense of heartbreak for the first time.” The tone of the AL voice trembled slightly as he recalled that day, until now he seemed to still be able to feel the pain.
“ Brother intent.” Kinara asked not understanding.
“ Yes Ara, that day I also know that you already have a lover, your heart has been given to others, and that means my love is only one-sided love aka love that claps one hand and will never be reciprocated.” Clearly AL.
Instantly Kinara's body became limp.
“ That day after hearing the announcement about my graduation, I decided to let you know if I graduated and I also wanted to tell you about my feelings, which is why I was looking for you, too, but you're not at school, I'm trying to get to your house, and I found you're with Eagle, your girlfriend.”.
Kinara just widened his eyes to hear the words of the AL that time, he did not think that the AL knew all that.
For a few seconds there was only silence between them, Kinara could not say anything and AL was still dissolved in his mind who remembered about that day.
“ From where kak AL knows about Eagle.” Ask Kinara slowly.
“ Sinta.” sahut AL also slowly.
Kinara just nodded her head.
After that again they were just as silent.