I'm Back To Take My Heart Pain.

14:14

Pov Saras

"Six years passed, after alin was kicked out of this house, because of the fitna I had with mama planned. Indeed personally I'm a little afraid yes afraid of being caught" .

Do what evil else planning pemb**an against my own eyes, if following my conscience I do not dare because it do**a great that can not be forgiven God.

"However, if you follow the human mind and the desires of the flesh, you also want to be happy with the one you love".

"Because my mind was still branching out everywhere, finally there were whispers from set**n to incite me to do the evil thing. Because honestly I envy the same mbak alin as mbak alin beautiful, smart and achiever, soft and also mbak alin is a cheerful person.

That's what makes eyang and papa very fond of him, especially eyang, seen from the eyes treat mbak alin. Gently makes me suddenly grow hatred in my heart even though mbak alin never evil there I, mbak alin always treat me as his sister well, mbak alin,

Although at first I hated the same mbak alin, but that's because I always fight so that the hatred was not to master it.. And not terbesit. In this mind to commit a crime.

"Because I thought, it was natural because her mother had died. If I don't hear wrong, he said he died in an accident and his car went into the ravine".

That's what makes papa and eyang more dominant attention to mbak alin, but I know that the eyes with papa also love me very much, but with different things.

"And one time I heard an eye-and-father conversation, about matchmaking mbak alin with the son of a business friend who said rich and handsome papa.

"I became curious because I like the son of papa's business friends as well, even though I have not revealed to papa and mama.

After I heard that mbak alin wanted to be in a mate, at first I was happy because I thought that if mbak alin was married automatically he did not stay here again so I was free. but that made me surprised, but it made me shocked, when papa invited prospective family members to the house, for dinner together.

" There I just found out that it turns out that the man who wants to be paired with mbak alin is the son of a married couple Pak Sanjaya and Anita's mother, Jhovan, he's also the man I love."

".When I found out the harsh reality, my heart grew hotter, and I wondered why it wasn't me who was fooled by Jhovan".

Why must have to mbak alin.why I always lose to mbak alin, all his wishes are always fulfilled, even though I know you mbak alin do not want to accept the matchmaking. "But also can not refuse, because it's a request from the eyes and also papa who clearly mbak alin just pasra and accept because mbak alin do not want to make eyed and papa sad and embarrassed".

From then on, it was not as long as before, every time I spoke with mbak alin I always answered with ketu, and pitched high."

Like this morning, "Ras today you have a promise not to the same people"?. Ask mbak alin in a soft tone and seasoned with a smile, name dissected with me I replied with a ketus".

" Ebu why the hell mbak, reve deh, it's up to me to promise with whom".

" Race does not mean if you do not promise people, yuk accompany mbak to the mall anyone wants to buy". Still answer sincerely

" Ah lazy, if you mbak want to go yes, please just go alone do not need mbak, sok-saon ngajakin me" said I sewot

" Oh Ras, it's good intentions, anyways if you go the same mbak right mbaktir you buy whatever you want, as long as you are happy" said mbak alin smile.

"Hes, I've not used the same attention-grabbing me, anyways since when I understand my feelings, will not be so not pretentious to care. I passed away leaving mbak alin to look at my departure, actually I do not have the heart to treat mbak alin like that but I can not fight the envy and hate in this heart.

"From that moment on, my relationship with mbak alin has begun to cool and keep the distance, even though mbak alin still treat me well and even if I am jah**t same mbak alin but still response he's good",.

"Until one day, I heard again that in three months' time mbak alin with jhovan will be married."

Obviously I can't accept and can't stay still, I have to find a way to get them to break up and if necessary go out of the house. Evil right?

"And suddenly I had the idea of gi*a in my mind, but I didn't act right away because I didn't want the chimney and I got the stone."

"Finally, I ventured to talk to my mom about this. At first I was afraid that my mother would disagree, and was angry but it turned out that my guess was wrong, after I said where I meant.

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"After I knew, if my mother agreed to help to launch the Renacana, I agreed with my mother to trap mbak alin. Because this is the only way to get out of this house.

"The room is on the second floor, facing my room, if your room with papa is some distance away".

And usually every morning at seven o'clock as big as the eye is built and prepared with the help of mbak alin, so that the eye can go down to bring it, because later want the morning clothesline outside.

"So I've memorized the activities of eyang and mbak alin before mbak alin go with jhovan, because three months later they want to marry so plan to fit clothes".

And it just so happens that today papa is busy being very busy so he said a little late to home then a great opportunity for me and mama to plan everything.

After a long discussion with my mother, I will finally react tomorrow.

" I usually get up at seven but this time let my actions go smoothly at six I'm up and ready to wait for the eyes out.

" Now the one in waiting arrived I saw that he had come out of the room and headed toward the plane, carefully I stepped slowly fitting I saw mbak alin appear I immediately with a quick push eyed quickly.

"And I ran, went back into the room but unfortunately I lost fast, so I saw me. Trus he shouted clearly I was shaking in the room, I was afraid to be found out as papa could run out me".

Adjusting my breath well and I put my face as if I do not know what trus I came out with jhovan also came, I pura lung shocked to see eyeang already drenched in blood under the stairs, the stairs, and I make sure it's not alive. I looked at Mbak instead of crying hysterically calling the name eyang.

" Suddenly the mama with papa appeared with a face that was not always surprised, what else papa was immediately angry and asked who did that.

"At first mbak alin silent, but because papa nanya trus finally mbak alin said that I pushed eyang.

Makes me shocked and scared, but immediately I alibi and back in his defense, I said that I saw mbak alin who was raised eyed kebawa, I said, my confession made my mother smile cynically to mbak alin and it also made papa angry... And

Plaque plaques...

"A brash kid dares to hurt your own eyes, you son don't know yourself..

"Mbak alin who can slap from papa reflex gripped his cheek, with tears that flowed so but with the look of the eye from mbak alin to me was different from before, this time it was hateful eyes".

"Pa is not me who pushed eyang I swear to believe the same alin, with a trembling voice mbak alin still defending himself but not in the same hands again papa. Though mbak alin to prostrate and plead".

" Now also, "I ask you to leave this house, and do not ever come back again because from now on my son is only one saran no other and from now on I assume you have ma**i",

"My father heard that it felt like my heart was rejoicing, but dissecting with mbak alin he stood up, and he looked at us one by one and said.

"Ok if you guys don't want to believe in me, it's okay but don't regret that someday, I'll come back to avenge my heartache".

"After saying that, Mbak alin passed away, but he stood up for a moment and looked at Jhovan and said, "you are not surgical away from them, I regret knowing you".

" And passed away. After the departure of mbak alin we took care of the dead body and buried it..But all was not finished at first I plan to destroy the cctv in the house was gone, because it turns out, I was fast so there were people who took it.

" I don't mind, though, because I think I'm all done and I assume that Mbak alin's threat is just a joke".

Because from where mbak alin can get money, so he can avenge him. He also has no solid evidence, so what should I be afraid of, and from that day on, I went through the days ahead better. Likewise with my relationship with Jhovan but we did not get married immediately because wait for me to finish college first just married.