I'm a Hina Woman

The Heart that is Hurt

In the morning in a room of the Raharja family residence.

Tit. Tit. Drttt. Incoming message on Amel's phone.

Amel grabbed his phone opening the incoming message. How shocked Amel when he saw some photos that went into his number. At see Riska who slept together with Adit without wearing clothes, their bodies were only covered with blankets.

Amel wept, his heart ached so much to see his own husband with others.

"O Allah is this sick what it feels like to be left behind, why is my destiny so bad, what was my fault all this time, why did my husband treat me like this?.Is it wrong if I love him, if I love him, what is my fault, is it wrong if I'm selfish to want to get her love, is it wrong that I wish for her. Lord I hate this situation" said Amel.

Holding his chest because of the pain he felt.

"What kind of presence you have will change everything, what your presence means is nothing" Amel muttered in his flat stomach.

Amel tried to calm himself down, stepping towards the bathroom to cleanse himself and cool his mind.

A few minutes later Amel came out of the room.

"Amel do you want to eat something, son?" Ask Rudi's father.

"No Dad, I just want to take a walk to the park" Amel replied.

"Well son, let's go with Daddy" holding his daughter-in-law's hand.

----- In the Park.

"Amel, I know your relationship with Adit is not so good, I know everything, I'm sorry Dad who used to ask you to be the wife of Daddy's son" Rudi's father told Amel.

"Dad is all the destiny of the Almighty, whatever happens to me is his will, never feel guilty just because of me" Amel smiled.

"Dad is so grateful that you became Dad's son-in-law, you're the woman Adit needs, I'm sorry that Adit hasn't been able to see you"

"No man is perfect, all have their own nature and God will not test his people at the limit of his ability" Amel said in tears.

"If one day you want to go looking for your happiness, then Dad will always be at the forefront, I will try to help you find your happiness"

"If it were that easy Dad, now that I'm pregnant with Mas Adit's son, whatever Mas Adit did to me, I would accept it, I would accept it, now not only me but there will also be a child born between me and Mas Adit" Amel said, wiping away her tears.

After a warm conversation between Amel and Rudi's father, Amel returned to the big house, Amel was hungry because he had not had breakfast.

Because she was full, Amel returned to her room to rest.

--------------- In the residence of Bu Ratih.

"Son, I know you love Amel so much, I know you're trying to forget him. Forgive the selfish mother for separating you from her" said Mrs Ratih. While looking at Aron's photo album, Mrs Ratih cried.

"Tante" call Mira.

"Egoistic aunt Mir, all this time my aunt thought Aron would be happy even without Amel"

"Aunty, everything has happened, we can not turn back time, maybe fate has not united them" said Mira then hugged Bu Ratih.

"I'm sorry aunt, because aunt forced you to be a aunt's daughter-in-law, you're stuck in this situation"

------------- A week has been Adit's departure out of town. Adit hasn't told Amel. Adit doesn't seem to care about Amel's pregnancy.

"It's a shame I'm bored here" Riska said spoiled.

"Let's go for a walk" Adit took Riska's hand.

In the car. "Where are we going, baby?" ask Riska.

"As far as you go, you said you were bored at the hotel"

"We're just going to the beach, baby"

Adit just nodded with a smile holding Riska's hand.

------- Two hours later Adit and Riska have reached the beach. Because the hotel in Adit quite far with tourism makes them hungry because long on the trip. They finally decided to have lunch.

"What do you want to order"

"Just like your order"

Adit looked around at a pregnant woman eating at her place, Adit recalled Amel who was now carrying her child.

"Have I been too selfish with her all this time?, I enjoyed my day with Riska but I tied Amel to this marriage. He is also carrying my flesh and blood" said Adit.

Seriate.........

Sorry less long, the author is having a headache because today the author is breaking up.

the man who the author loves, loves, believes, breaks off the relationship unilaterally.

Isn't that selfish??? but the author also cannot bind someone who does not want to be with us.

Forgive the author so vent, but it feels left behind is very sick.😭😭😭