
“Mas Kenzie was again worried about his heart and brain. He sank as eternally as himself until making his heart misunderstand.”
Aqilla frowned. He did not understand Alysa's intentions. “Meaning Brother? Misunderstand what?”
Alysa smiling. “Actually, Mas Kenzie is not angry with you or your sister-in-law.”
The statement that Alysa made successful made everyone confused. These include Robert, Reva, Rayhan, and Jessie. In fact, before, all four had understood the actions of Kenzie which was fairly reasonable.
Which big brother would let his little sister be harassed?
The story that Kenzie managed to master himself just because the promise Aqilla just said had made Rayhan not believe. If he were in the position of Kenzie, Rayhan would immediately finish off the men who had desecrated his sister even though their condition when ‘ connected’ equally aware.
“What does Big Brother mean? Ken's brother isn't angry with Lala?” aqilla asked confusedly.
Alysa smiled. Currently, the woman who is Kenzie's wife is trying to be a neutral party, not choosing any stronghold to defend. Because as a psychologist who directly studies the human mindset, Alysa has her own perception.
It's just, Alysa is hard to reveal. The reason, the husband is so strong with the conclusions he made himself. In Alysa's eyes, Kenzie and Aqilla were both stubborn.
Alysa chose to sit next to Aqilla. He glanced at the Refalino family who seemed curious about his explanation. “According to Brother, Mas Kenzie is not angry with anyone, My Brother Darling.”
“Whose to stay with?” tugut Aqilla's.
“Same herself.”
Silent whack. Aqilla silently heard her sister-in-law's sentence. Kenzie's mad at himself? Honestly, Aqilla doesn't understand.
“You two have lived together since childhood, Lala. Since then, Mas Kenzie has always put you first in any context. I remember back then, you had little money. You want to eat cilok, but because you have to save money, you do not buy.”
Alysa smiled as she recalled their memories from High School. “Mas Kenzie without a doubt directly sing in front of many people, make money through the compassion of people. Then the money to buy you a peck. Remember not?”
Aqilla nodded. It was one of his best memories that will never be forgotten. Kenzie is the one who keeps it everywhere, at any time, at any time. Aqilla has always felt lucky to have Kenzie.
“From a long time ago, in the eyes of Mas Kenzie, you were the jewel, La. For Mas Kenzie, you are everything because you are the only family he has. Mas Kenzie loves you more than he loves Brother. Believe, deh.”
Aqilla was just silent, she listened to all of Alysa's words seriously.
“So I know how you are like Mas Kenzie. You guys are often bickering, often disagreements. If that's the case, the peace is difficult because of your equally stubborn nature,” said Alysa continued his speech.
“In the eyes of Big Brother, Mas Kenzie the same you have their respective error rations.” Alysa turned to look at Rayhan. “Including sister-in-law also.”
Alysa chuckled at Aqilla's confused look. “Fault portion sister-in-law, yes because she can not hold her own na. I understand that men have their own na* limitations. Sometimes, if indeed they are tempted, yes men can be tempted.” Alysa smiled slightly. “But, a good man is a man who can hold his na*sunya if indeed the situation is wrong.”
“Adik Ipar should know, in the future, you will be the head of the family. You will lead your children's same wife to the right path. If you can not lead yourself to remain firmly principled, how will your family later, hm?”
Alysa's words really struck Rayhan's heart to the deepest point. The man was pensive, thinking about the barrage of words until his brain and heart allowed in silence.
“Keep, Mas Kenzie's portion of the blame, yes about the perception he's making, honey. Mas Kenzie thought that what he concluded, it was true. Man is the place of wrong and sin. There was a time where Mas Kenzie was wrong, there was a time where Mas Kenzie was right.” Alysa breathed a moment. “In your eyes, Mas Kenzie is angry with you guys, right?”
Aqilla nodded in disarray.
“But, no, dear. Mas Kenzie has never been angry with you.” Alysa tidied up her little sister-in-law's slightly messy hair. “Mas Kenzie disappointed in himself. She's a lot more angry with herself than you and sister-in-law. Because what?”
Everyone was silent, not daring to interrupt.
“Because Mas Kenzie feels he is not acting on you, darling,” continued Alysa while rubbing Aqilla's cheek.
The deg!
“First time heard about your news with sister-in-law, Mas Kenzie was shocked. He locked himself in the room. Big Brother look with his own eyes, how Mas Kenzie continues to delude your parents. Mas Kenzie said, ‘Sorry, Mother. Sorry, Dad. Kenzie failed to take care of Lala’. That's what he says every night, honey.”
“Mas Kenzie fell ill for days because of his lack of intake. Look at his eyes empty. She often hurts herself out of fear.”
Alysa stopped her story for a moment. “But everything changed after Mas Kenzie found out you were pregnant, La. Mas Kenzie was angry, he shouted that he would kill his sister-in-law. In Mas Kenzie's eyes, the sister-in-law was wrong because she had already desecrated you. If there is a case of abuse, the male side is always to blame. It was commonplace because at that time Mas Kenzie did not know the real story.”
“Mas Kenzie shocked after knowing the real story. But, still, because of the disappointment in himself is also the same you make Mas Kenzie can not think clearly. He would do anything as long as he could eliminate the feeling of the berserkness in his heart. And, the way he knows is by killing Rayhan.”
“For so long, it's not just you who feel guilty, La. Kenzie as well. He always watches over you as your children. Quietly unbeknownst to you, Mas Kenzie hires a bodyguard for your kids when you're away. It was as a form of his effort to eliminate his guilt, Darling.”
“Mas Kenzie is a father, he knows exactly what it's like to live without parents because he is experiencing it firsthand. Kenzie watches everything you do. Including your plans to come to Indonesia, La.”
The deg!
Aqilla looked at Alysa in disbelief. “Kak Kenzie knows if I want to go to Indonesia, Kak?”
Alysa nodded firmly. “Yes, he knew from the beginning, La.”
^^^To be continuous...^^^