
Before dawn oma Santi was awake, preparing breakfast at bik bik Jum.Oma Santi planned to go to the accident site this morning.
Before long Farid also woke up and after tidying himself directly towards the dining room.
"Farid, take our breakfast to the accident site again yes, hopefully there is good news about Tania" said Orma Santi.
"Yes ma, last night Rasya nanyain Tania ma" Farid said.
Oma Santi stopped her eating activities and looked at Farid.
"Trus what did you say" asked Orma Santi.
"Farid didn't tell me about Tania's accident, but Rasya said he had a bad feeling about Tania" Farid said sadly.
"The inner blessing of Rasya and Tania is indeed strong, so far he is there can still feel what happened with Tania here" replied Oma Santi slowly.
"In the meantime we don't tell us what we used to say about Tania, because last night she told me that the project was just starting today" Farid said.
Oma Santi nodded.
"Fear Rasya was not focused and decided to come home as soon as possible and leave his job and responsibilities there" Farid continued.
Oma Santi was silently pensive.She could not imagine what if Rasya knew what happened to Tania.
Oma Santi knew how much her son Rasya's affection for Tania was.Rasya was even willing to sacrifice himself for Tania's happiness.
"Mama can't imagine what if your sister found out about Tania, Farid" said Orma Santi.
"You know how important Tania is to Rasya.Tania is like half her life Rasya.Mama's life spirit.Mama can not imagine if Rasya knows about Tania" said Orma Santi in tears.
Farid approached his mother and hugged her.
"Patience, we pray that Tania will be found safe" Farid said.
Farid and his mother went straight to the scene and hope to get good news today about Tania.
Arriving at the scene turned out to be a lot of people gathered there.
Today rescuers found one victim of the accident in a state of insecurity.
Oma Santi and Farid grew anxious thinking about Tania's condition.
*****
It has been almost four days since the search was conducted, but Tania and two other students were declared missing.
Oma Santi and the family of Tania's two friends cry hysterically.Farid who also held back her tears tried to calm her mother.
"Ma, we love Tania ma, this is all the destiny of God.We must patiently live it.We better go home ma", said Farid.
Oma Santi was still crying as they pleased.By Farid papah they walked slowly towards the car and they left the scene.
*****
"Ma, Mama now lives with Farid aja ma?" ask Farid.
"Thank you son, but my mother wants to be here" replied Orma Santi gently.
"But mama will be lonely" said Farid.
"Mama is not lonely, there is a bik jum here", replied Mama again with a smile.
Farid just sighed.Farid actually knew that his mother was heavy leaving this house.
This house has many memories about Tania.Mama almost every day cleaning and tidying up Tania's room.
Since Tania was declared missing, Mama always daydreamed and would sit for hours in Tania's room.
And Rasya, until now he did not know about Tania.Farid and his mother deliberately have not told him.
They plan to explain to Rasya about Tania when she returns to the homeland.
Farid and his mother are always looking for information about Tania.Mama believes Tania is still alive.And mom continues to look for Tania's whereabouts.
Rasya occasionally called her mother and always asked about Tania.But Farid and mama told Rasya that Tania got into the boarding school.So it was a bit difficult to contact her.
And Rasya believed what Farid and mama had told him, even though in his heart he felt something uncomfortable.
******
Farid and his mother have resigned and no longer continue the search for Tania.
Today, Rasya will return to his homeland.Rasya very happy will soon meet his special woman.His longing that has been buried will soon be treated.
After getting off the plane and taking care of everything, Rasya rushed to walk out of the airport.Hasped a small box that will be presented to his beloved woman.
Rasya's smile was engraved considering Tania, the only woman who had filled his heart all along.
Outside the airport he saw Farid pick him up, alone?"Mana Tania", her inner.
Rasya immediately hugged and greeted his brother.
"Tania where mas, koq do not pick up", asked Rasya directly.
Farid was silent and let out a long sigh.Rasya felt confused.
"Come, get in the car" Farid replied briefly after putting the suitcase into the trunk of the car.
Rasya complied and immediately entered the car.But Rasya felt really confused, seeing the change in his brother's face when he asked Tania.
Rasya felt an unpleasant feeling.
"Mas, did something happen to Tania?" rasha asked worriedly.
"After arriving home, you will explain everything" Farid replied seriously.
Rasya's heart immediately beat fast.
"Surely something happened to Tania" inwardly.
During the journey from the airport to Farid and Rasya's house just silence each other.They daydream of their respective problems.
Arriving at home, Mama was waiting for him in front of their house.
Mama immediately hugged Rasya, let go of their longing.Tiba arrived mama cried as much as she hugged Rasya.
Farid invites in while carrying a suitcase.Mama takes Rasya into his house.
When Rasya entered the house, why did Rasya feel that the house was very quiet.
Farid and mama took Rasya to sit on the sofa.Mama continued to hold Rasya's arm.
"Yes, there is something very important that I will share with you" Farid said.
"Mas hopes you are strong and you listen well to what you will say" continued Farid .
Rasya increasingly restless and anxious.Mama increasingly tighten his hand grip on Rasya's arm.
"Sya, three years ago Tania had an accident during a study tour with a group of one school", said Farid slowly.
Jed!!!!!
Rasya was struck by lightning hearing this news.His tongue was confused and only speechless to hear his brother's words.
"Tania was declared missing and has not been found yet" Farid continued.
"I'm the same mom still looking for it for two years, in the third year we were tired and resigned to our search.We stopped the search" Farid continued.
Rasya was still silent and mom was still crying.
"I'm sorry we had to lie to you" Farid said.
"We don't want anything to happen to you there" Farid continued.
Rasya finally cried after thinking about everything her brother had said.
Mama hugged Rasya to calm him down.
Farid continued all the stories as completely as possible on Rasya.
Rasya was really hit and he ran to Tania's room.The opening of Tania's room, nothing changed but there was no smell of Tania in the room.Tania really does not exist.
Rasya was sitting limp on the floor of Tania's room, taking a small box out of her pants pocket.
"You should have worn this ring Tania" he said softly.
Rasya lay on Tania's bed, his eyes closed for a long time.