I Love You Oh Friend's

ILYOF #1

This year we are 17 years old and in the next year of course we will be known as students.. 7 More years passed with us at the same school and 7 more years I loved Kai in silence.

I admit that, loving someone in silence is very difficult, holding the anger of jealousy and even hiding what we really feel is very troublesome. Sometimes I think, what if I just express this feeling, but.. I thought again if I was rejected or our friendship broke up, no! I don't want that to happen.

At least if he's not mine, he'll be by my side.

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The afternoon is late until night. After finishing the bath Ayesha left the room to join the dinner. While eating..

"Assalamualaikum" cried someone who was at the door

"Goddessalam.. Uh, Kai? Enter son! We eat together" said mama when she saw it, while I who saw it just stared flat.

Usually if Kai comes at curfew like that he wants to tell me something, whether it's his frustration at home, at school, if he's sad to come to me and tell it like a brother.

Kai came in and sat down on a chair near me, before Kai had time to look for me, whether it was a ritual when we met the point of a little bit of a fight, better, fight, fight, better again.

"what the fuck!" I snapped with squinting eyes as he touched my head.

"you have legs don't know the rules at the dinner table??" Reveal it casually while sitting.

I was angry to hear it, can't I? the feet are raised on the chair as well. It's invisible.

Dukk*

"There you are! Don't sit near me!" I said while continuing to kick him to fall on the floor, Sorry if rough but this Ayesha style that is always free.

"Ayesha!" yelled at mom and dad who could only shake.

"it's better not to eat if you just want to fight, Ayesha you go to the room! Mama never taught you to be rude to others" he continued in a tone that began to be upset with my behavior.

"That's it..!" I cried with a face that sulked like a child. I don't know why I'm like this, I strongly refuse to be scolded or lectured.

After some time I headed into the room, it turns out Kai tailed behind me. I've guessed it Cat! Even though they have been chasing and fighting still follow.

"why? Don't come eat you same bokap nyokap me?" I asked him, not caring

"have eaten" he answered briefly and sat down.

The atmosphere of the room was silent, thus making Ayesha lure him to speak.

"By the way you want to talk, do not be quiet that way" I said began to be upset with him, because my meal time was lost because it appeared.

"It sounds so upset, he's wrong"

"if you want to mengesamah mengingan you out of my room, I'm uncomfortable to hear it"

"Huh??!" he replied in surprise, and was surprised by Ayesha while holding her mouth so wide.

"isn't it usual for you if you want a book to stay the message does not need to come to his place? Tumben you want to go there, what's up??" he continued so consciously and closed his mouth that had gawked.

Kai is one of the outstanding students at school and is very fond of collecting books and reading them, only he is so lazy to go to his place or center directly like in the library or in the book, or in the middle of the book, usually, they only buy online.

"Why are you so surprised, I just want to buy a different book" he replied with an unconvincing face.

"for??" ask her again

"you don't know anyway, I want to do a book for someone" he replied by patting his tongue upset.

Once he heard the answer, it was like a broken voice was made, "Again??" I said deeply, this is how many times Kai is like that, maybe this time he wants to give to someone who is birthday but.. I hope he doesn't express his feelings so quickly.

I wonder, how can many people in this world who can immediately express their love for someone and arise new feelings, whether the feeling is true or just a toy? Then why is it different from me, who still endures the same person??

"do you want to shoot him?" ask me in the end.

Kai nodded with certainty and confidence.

One end of my lips was waiting...

"hahaha, what is Serly? I'm guessing you'll be rejected like before!"

Ayesha laughed in a strange tone but still with a mocking touch, as well as the words that were thrown in her lips.

Serly is the second-ranked student in our class after Kai who is the first-ranked, many other students are indeed praising their togetherness and some are even making a fool of him, I thought it wouldn't affect Kai, but it didn't..

Seen on the look on Kai's face that was provoked by the emotion of hearing my words.

"Why do you say that? Not that you support my relationship but instead you expect us not to be together"

"Basar boy alay, you go home.. I am lazy to take care of your relationship" he exclaimed in a tone of judes.

"okay!" he said it also firmly and then walked towards the door.

"Oh yeah, don't tell me that your relationship with Serly is more important than mine!" Ayesha immediately hid herself under the blanket, Kai came out after tightly closing the door.

Finally, the fight closed with a fight.

While mom and dad Ayesha only shook their heads to see two lovebirds who fought each other.

"Based on stupid children" they said one thought.

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