I Love You Mr (ILYT)

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Jea remembered the incident. Once again Jea opened her eyes, convincing her to believe the facts. He looked back at the two beads of Kelvin's eyes fixedly. "So you're the big brother back then???"

"Yes, I'm the big brother...." Kelvin smiled broadly without any burden.

"I've been looking for your existence for a long time, never thought we'd finally meet sweet sister again.." Kelvin's last words made Jea soar. It felt like Jea's heart was about to be dislodged from its place.

"W-how did you know???" Although nervous, Jea tried to ask what felt had made him curious.

"After the incident of your time, ah that afternoon. So I hired a good detective, let me know who you really are. And I didn't think you were my little Lita. If I had known it, I would have married you.."said Kelvin with all his honesty.

Jea's soul is getting challenged now. Yeah, Jea was a kid back then. So he didn't take the incident too seriously. But Kelvin's honest words made him even more confident. Jea is no longer awkward. Didn't Kelvin find out about himself? That's a special Jea sign, isn't it??

"Then, then, why don't you just marry me, sir???"

Kelvin shakes. "All too late Jea. I'll be married in a month." Kelvin explained. The answer is regret.

"Cancel that engagement sir, I'm willing to take his place."a request that feels really crazy, because Jea feels her love is avenged.

Kelvin breathed heavily. "Can't be Jea, it's about a lot of people's lives and honor..."

Kelvin felt guilty. He also loves Jea. But fate did not go according to both of them.

"Clara, he's gonna kill himself. I have a history of Jea heart disease. If mom's okay, maybe I'll marry you this second. Just so you know Jea, I won't accept our marriage..."

"That's impossible sir, Marlina's mother loves me..."

"Yes, loving you is just a child. No more than that!!!"

"Why can't it be more??? Son-in-law is just like a child too, right???"asked Jea with her innocent look.

Kelvin raised his head. "Statusmu Jea, you're a widow. I never approved of it...."

The phrase that Kelvin had just uttered was like a great blow to Jea.

Jea held onto her chest which suddenly felt tight. He is no longer able to be here. Stupidly he was expecting too much Kelvin earlier. Stupidly again he did not remember the status of his widow. 'Oh Lord...'

Jea out of Kelvin's room. He paid no more attention to the human voices calling out to him. His heart really hurt. Just now Kelvin made him soar into space. But in the next second Jea's soul felt blown away.

"Dam!!! Actor,,, why??? Nangis??? Ck ck, ck, pity your fate.." said Yuni who was deliberately waiting for the arrival of Jea.

Jea's appearance that looks not okay makes Yuni feel victorious. Yuni guessed it, Jea must have been scolded all out by Kelvin. 'Let know the taste!!!' the cynical smile from Yuni made Jea even more heartache.

His vengeful soul reappeared. 'One moment I want to repay you.' Inner Jea while passing away leaving Yuni. Making a sound is so hard for Jea. His voice was like stuck in the throat. He did not expect to have a very bad love fate.

Instead of going straight home, Jea walked the opposite direction away from the restaurant. Her tears kept pouring out. After nearly 5 meters of walking, Jea clung to a fence wall in front of a nearby house. Jea closed her eyes while regulating her emotions to return to normal.

It was thought, Marlina sincerely loved him regardless of status. But in fact, this Indonesian widow status must be considered low.

When Jea closed her eyes. Jea felt a burly hand rubbing her hair gently. Jea gave a smile. 'Sure Kelvin.'in Jea sumringah.

What a disappointment Jea, when the third second was. Jea opened her eyes and who was she??? He is Axel.

Jea threw out his face. His heart was really fragile now. Her crying is becoming more and more.

"Sssstttt,, I'm here!!! you'll be fine..." Axel grabbed Jea's shoulder. Rub it slowly. Jea needs a backrest, she also receives the hug that Axel gave her. The hug was only a few seconds away, but Jea's burden was slightly reduced. It's true people say, if someone is crying, immediately give a hug. That would reduce his burden a little. In fact, it did make the burden of Jea reduced.

"Thank you," said Jea, taking her one step away from Axel.

"Let's come with me...."

Jea just resigned with the orders that Axel said. If Jea refuses, it's free. Because Axel was already clutching his wrist. So possessive.

***

15 Minutes away, Jea was dropped off right in an old, multi-storey building. Not creepy, it's just that the building looks very quiet.

"Why am I brought here???" jea asked looking at Axel from the side. Jea also did not care where Axel came from to know that Jea was sad earlier.

After passing a few stairs. Now Jea and Axel have reached the top level.

Jea was close to the clouds. The wind swept the skin of his face and hands.

"Shouted Jea.." Axel's voice sounded like an order.

Jea looked at Axel who was looking at him. Axel's gaze was really like a lover worrying about his heart. Jea's heart warmed a little then nodded.

"Yahoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!"

"Yahoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!"

Jea smilingly closed her eyes as she spread out her hands. Maybe if it was Kayla, Axel would have hugged her from behind. Kissing his shoulder and neck. Gave signs there and aah kissed her lips. Axel's mind drifted wild, but baby. The woman in front of him was not Kayla but Jealita.

Precisely because this woman is Jealita, Axel will always try to protect her. Making him happy is most important.

Axel decided to just walk right next to him. Both of his hands were already in his pants pocket. "How's it???"

Jea opened her eyes. Staring at Axel with a casual look. Honestly, his heart was relieved. But his love for Kelvin right now feels strange to Jea. His love for Kelvin is almost the same as his love for Andrew. Maybe love because you feel a lot of debt. That's what Jea's love for Andrew was like for Kelvin.

You see, after shouting loudly earlier, the love felt eroded by itself. How quaint.

"Hmmm, enough.."reply Jea while thinking a little.

"Do you want anything???"axel asked gently. Jea did not expect, Axel was always gentle with her. It is clear that she is not Kayla. But Axel still treats Jea sweetly.

"I don't know, sir, I don't think I want anything..."

"Well, I'll take you to enjoy a roadside hotdog.... How???"

A tempting offer for Jea. But Jea is not Kayla. "Don't you hotdog, sir, how about egg crust??" Jea likes that betawi speciality food.

Axel thought a little. Actually the name of the food that Jea had just spoken sounded foreign to his ears. Because to make Jea happy. Axel finally smiled widely before opening his voice. "Okay, that can be, too..."

Until both of them have now brought the crust of eggs in their hands. Jea ate it with gourmand. "Why Master??? Come on to eat??? Is this delicious???"coax Jea while continuing to feed the egg crust into her own mouth.

Axel hesitated at first, but after eating a piece. His tongue is also slurred. Jea's laughter broke. "Hahaha, is it good, sir???"

"Yes, good Jea. So deliciuus...."

The food was gone in an instant. Got Axel running aground too. It didn't feel like the two were throwing smiles at each other. Without Jea noticing, Axel felt relieved. Finally Jea accepted his presence.

Axel looked at Jea's mouth, but there was food left there. Axel's hand reflexes stretched out on its own. Her thumb was already stuck to Jea's lips. Jea who had been laughing was instantly silent for a moment. His whole body feels stiff. He thought Axel would pervert him. Maybe Jea will let Axel kiss her. But Jea's guess was wrong again.

"Sorry Jea, there was food left..."

Jea salting himself. Axel is different now. Maybe he used to play nyosor because he thought Jea was Kayla. Yeah, maybe it's like that.

"Aah yes..." Jea immediately lowered her head. Her cheeks were hot from thinking about that again.

***

"How about we marry Jea???"

Both men are currently in the car.

"Are you proposing to me sir??? I'm sorry I haven't been able to sir, I just got heartbroken. And I'm a widow, just so you know!!!"

Axel chuckled in response. "Why a widow??? Isn't a widow better than a virgin???"

"Master!!! I'm not kidding..."

"Well, I really want to marry you Jea... Are you ready???"

Jea closed her eyes. Kelvin's getting married next month, right??? Would Jea still be worthy if she hoped Kelvin's marriage would be void?? Like when his engagement was canceled because it had helped him. I don't feel those tears coming out of her eyes anymore. Axel was panicking.

"Jea, I don't want to force you. I'll be willing to wait for you."reply Axel who immediately embraces Jea back. Jea was still crying with her head down. He refused to return Axel's embrace again.

"Give me time to think.."reply Jea in the middle of her stuffing.

Axel understood and finally nodded.