I Love You More Than Myself

episode: 5

Hanbi didn't know what to do.

He is always afraid to embrace Jungkook, because he will remember a past he hid.

But, this time he also could not lie that he really missed the figure of the man before him.

So, he dispelled his fear and ventured to hug Jungkook.

Hanbi threw herself into Jungkook's arms.

Jungkook immediately returned the embrace of Hanbi and vent each other's longing.

like the most beautiful place to go home.

Jungkook felt his heart warm because Hanbi hugged him very gently.

"Jungkook-ahh" whispered Hanbi in Jungkook's arms

"Hmmm"

"I don't know how much I'm gonna pay to hug my idol like this"

Said Hanbi as she closed her eyes, feeling the warmth of Jungkook's embrace.

Jungkook smiled faintly, then rubbed the back of Hanbi's head.

slowly bring her mouth closer to Hanbi's ear and whisper softly

"you can't pay with money, you can only pay by being by my side forever."

Hanbi heard it clearly, and somehow it cut her heart.

It was too beautiful for her to hear, even sounding like expectations were too high.

it made Hanbi secretly grow dark in her face to the chest of the jungkook field.

nope.

not because of shame or shame.

but, because he was trying to hide his tears from Jungkook.

Tears of fear.

After more than 20 minutes of hugging.

Hanbi let go of both of their hugs.

Jungkook seemed not to want to let go of his embrace, but it was already night so they had to sleep.

2 Weeks later

They are living their relationship as usual.

Jungkook is very busy due to his preparations for their new comeback, but he still took the time to meet Hanbi even if only briefly.

For example, right now, they're in caffe.

"do you really want to go back to the village tonight?we just met."

Honestly, even though I met and talked a few times.

"of course, it'll be my grandmother's birthday soon. So I'd better be there."

"what time is your train ticket?"

"at 10pm"

"and you're alone?"

Hanbi frowned, seeing Jungkook's overreaction

"why, I'm used to it."

"you'll get there even more nights, and you're alone"

Hanbi sighed and smiled because she saw Jungkook was very worried about her.

"i'll be picked up by my cousin up there"

Jungkook can breathe a lot.

"right, yeah"

Hanbi nodded "of course"

"Well, when are you coming back?" ask Jungkook.

Hanbi twirled the straw on her glass

"hmmm... don't know either. usually at an event like this the whole family will gather. maybe I should stay two or three days. I can't go any longer than that because I have to save time."

Jungkook stopped chewing on his desert cake.

"is your whole family gathered there?" ask her enthusiastically.

Hanbi nodded "why do you look happy?"

Jungkook immediately swallowed the leftovers in his mouth

"in that case, I also want to go there"

"uhhuh!what!!?" Hanbi widened her eyes

"isn't that a good time to make amends for cancelling an appointment with your family?"

hanbi quickly shook her head

"Can't!"

Jungkook was surprised

"Eoh, wae? are they still angry at me? didn't you say they fucked him and—"

Hanbi was shocked and agitated

"mom-not that. I mean..."

"what's Hanbi-ya?"

Hanbi gulped her spit. nervousness suddenly hit her. Her mind was suddenly in turmoil.she was very confused what she should say.