I Love You In Silence

Chapter 4's

When I was at the door I saw Devin chatting seriously with my girl friend in class. Princess ya is a girl who is with Devin is now in the corner of the classroom together while talking about something. I don't know what I feel I'm confused by my own feelings I'm actually just a friend of hers but why I feel something I shouldn't feel.

I was eager to call Devin away from the princess because I didn't like to see her close to the princess, but I can't do that because I'm the same she just knows why I'm jealous of her if I love her but I can't possibly like her, she's just my friend.

(my words in my heart while looking at Devin and the princess who were chatting seriously.)

I daydreamed at that and I woke up from my daydream because I heard the sound of bells that had been asked to go to class.

Me and my ² friends entered the classroom when I entered the class arrived² daughter approached and whispered

'' from now on Devin has a cave so please help you farin Devin ya ''

after he whispered like that I was confused what he meant but yasudah I just want to go down her I males arguing with ya.

Dewi heard her saying she was upset because the princess spoke like that until ² she was angry with me because I was silent when the princess spoke like that to me.

''Nana knp lu diem hah lu knp jirr''

''he wants to take Vin from you''

''continue you diem so follow what he wants''

''nana pliss deh don't be too good''

''gua tau you hurt to see Vin sma tuh grandma attached together right''

''you don't have to be nana''

''ah Nana stupid''

''tolol''

''bego''

that's the Goddess who gets angry when someone does something bad to me. I did not answer all the words of the Goddess because what was in my mind at that time was empty nothing. The goddess will talk rudely when she is angry all her rude remarks are her affection she is the same person she cares for.

''I'm why can this be so yeah why I don't like when Vin's too close to another cwe I why the hell I. I'm confused as to myself I'm this why'' (i spoke to myself long ago my heart)

Loving you is a very difficult word I say to you.

I'd love to say that in front of you but I'm afraid you'll be angry with me because I'm so brave to love you, like you and love you in my home I know I was wrong because I dared to do that but do you know if I have liked you too long what you are or how tormented my heart when I see you with others even if it's just a friend I'm jealous.I will always love you in my silence. I always hoped that you would know this that you would never know and that I would always do that until I found my true love....

From Yoona who will always love you in silence