I Love You Brother

*Episode 51

"I'm not staying, Ma. I'm coming, " said the Lord as he moved along.

Kania just smiled at the behavior of her children. Sometimes, the two indirectly make Kania's heart feel jiggled as well. Love each other, but not being honest with their feelings. Some are honest, but when there is a problem, do not want to trust the heart but instead trust the eyes.

Finally, after passing through several rooms, they arrived also in front of Zaka's mama's room.

"Well, mom, papa. This is Zaka's mom's room."

"Go in, yuk! Mama must have waited."

"Come, brother Zaka."

Zaka then opened the nursing room door excitedly.

"Ma, look who I'm taking to mama's room."

Kania and Brian went straight into the room. Instantly, their eyes met. The smile that Kania gave before, disappeared instantly as he looked at who was lying on the bed.

While mama Zaka. He looked at Kania with a look of disbelief. The tributary that began to dam, immediately spilled space flowed across the cheeks, like a waterfall that fell from a height.

"Sir .. Kak Kania. You ... You're coming, brother."

A feeble voice that sounded raucous, was now barely audible when it mingled with cries. His hands were trying to reach the person far away at the door. Intentions want to hug, but can not because of obstructed conditions.

"Sir .. I'm sorry. Zaka .. put mom down."

"What's this, Ma? What the hell is going on?"

"Don't ask Zaka too much. Quickly put mom down."

"Doctors prohibit you from using a wheelchair in the near future. So my mom couldn't .... "

"Zaka! Justjust please. Lower mama!"

"Ma .... " Yola looked at Kania with a confused look as well as groveling. It was not until the heart saw mama Zaka who was trying to reach his mother.

"No need to come down, Zara. I will approach you" said Kania in a slow tone.

"Darling, are you sure?" Brian seemed worried about Kania's intentions.

Kania did not answer with words. Instead, just answer with a look. Brian understood the meaning of the gaze, he resigned to what Kania wanted to do.

Kania then walked closer to the bed. Zara soon reached out to the youthful body. He hugged the body with regret.

"Sir .. Finally, God heard my prayer. I met you again after a long time apart. I just wanted to apologize to you, brother. Please brother Kania forgive me. I beg .... "

Slowly, that actually soft hard heart finally melted as well. Kania raised her hand with a hesitant feeling. Then then, he stroked those unkempt matted hair.

"Forget over .. forget what has happened in the past, Zara. I have forgiven you. So, you don't have to feel guilty for me anymore from this second."

"Sir .. thank you very much."

"That's it. Don't talk about it anymore." Kania then loosened her embrace. She smiled with a sweet smile while looking at Zara's face.

"Everything that happens is fate, Zara. Look at! I've been so happy with my life all this time."

"Don't talk like that, Zara. What you're going through may be trials, not karma."

"Oh yeah, how's mama Salma doing? Is she okay?"

Zara was weak.

"Mama .. Mama is gone, brother. He committed suicide in prison after being locked up for five years. Maybe my mom didn't hold up there. Life's punishment was severe for him."

"Mama's dead from suicide?"

"Yes, Brother. But, that might be the best fate for mama. Surely, the destiny that you chose yourself."

"I'm sorry, Zara. I'm the one who might be the cause of all this."

"No! You are not the cause of everything, brother. But me and my mom. We deserve all of this because of our past actions. Deeds .... "

Zara could not continue what she wanted to say. Because when he remembered the evil he had done in the past, his heart was suddenly embarrassed. The feeling of regret approaching enveloped all body and soul.

"Zara, already. Forget everything. Hasn't that all passed?"

"Oh yeah, is that your son?" tanya Kania tried to divert their subject by asking Zaka.

"Yes, brother. That's mychild. The only family I have. Only he thinks I'm on this earth."

"What do you mean by the only family? What happened to your household? Where is Brother Dafa."

"My house is destroyed, sister Kania. My life is a mess after marriage."

"I-I mean you?"

Zara lowered her head again.

Then, he told me everything that happened after he married Dafa. Of course, with tears that never subside.

After he was discharged from the hospital, his life changed completely. The Dafa that he thought was full of warmth, turned out to be a cruel man who had no heart. Not to mention the two Dafa parents who completely blamed him. Consider herself a pesky carrier woman who came to curse their family.

He was treated arbitrarily at all times in the uninhabitable hut house. Every time you eat your liver, every moment you have tears.

Slowly, Dafa's jerk attitude became more visible. Not that it's getting better, it's getting worse. Every day his work is just wandering and in fact, busy with gambling and drunkenness.

Zara is forced to work to meet their needs. Whatever he can do, he tries to do. As much as possible, he tried to do work that he had never done before. As a result, it is also used as the backbone in the family.

Right one night, Dafa came home staggering drunk. Unknowingly, he touches Zara for the first time. And so, Zara became a vent when she was in the entry state.

A few months later, Zara became pregnant. Instead of being happy, Dafa hates Zara even more. He accused Zara of using her drunken self.

Mirisnya, the two Dafa parents even went along to blame Zara. Zara's suffering grew with their treatment.

But Zara was not desperate. He remembered how Kania managed to get through the difficult times very well. It became a force for Zara. He was even more excited to live his life that was too beautiful.

Even nine months he went through with great sorrow, because there was almost no like in it. Finally, she gave birth to a child through surgery.

After the child was born, he again felt disappointed with his hope that did not come true. Because Dafa and his family did not consider the child to exist at all.