
Kay pov
I'm busy getting my clothes done and having to carry them later. Mama who had been sitting watching me just stared sadly at her youngest child.
"Dad! Do you really want to leave your mom?"
I don't know how many times Mama Karin asked me that. His heart was sad because it had to be far away from me, because we had never been apart let alone had to be in a long time.
I hugged my dear mother, softly.
"My dear mother, I will go to pursue my ideals. Mama should do'ain me to succeed in achieving the ideals." I asked mama.
"Kalo do'a must always be mama pinta at the end of every bow mama do'a best for brother and adek, also papa."
"But Mama, don't be sad. I'm thinking about it." I said softly, pretending to be sad.
"You're the same brother has never split long with mom, deck, so mom is sad. Mama is sad thinking how will you eat it? Who's gonna notice you there? You can't connect with me every day, deck."
I try to smile. Mama was right. We will certainly not be able to contact each other every day.
"Mama believes I can be independent, right? I'm a guy, ma. I need to be strong so I can be someone useful later."
"Mama believes Adek can definitely succeed. Mama wants to be happy. Mama will always pray for good deeds and will always be supportive."
"Thank you, ma!" I hugged my beloved mother again as if it was hard for me to release her who had always been loyal, dear and love me. She was my first love.
"Sorry, beib! Even you made it second after mama." I joked to my heart.
Alya pov
I don't know what happened to my heart. Trying half-dead I forgot Kay, and tried to set my heart. But, it turns out that reality is not in line with expectations. It's not easy for me to forget Kay. His soul seems to have ingrained my flesh.(sorry lebay dikitš¤). The shadow seemed to keep dancing in my eyes.
"I miss you, Ngil."
I cried when I remembered Abby's words on campus.
"Cay to Magelang, Al. He wants to be a cop he said."
I looked at Abby, clingy.
"Sure Kay is like this because of me, right, By? Kay is angry with me so she deliberately chose to stay away from us. I'm sorry, By." I'm sitting lethargic in the garden chair.
"Hopefully Kay is successful and healthy always" I said, steady.
"Lo don't want to talk to me, Al?" abby asked while looking at me, deep.
I smiled and shook my head.
"Sir, By. I don't want to add to Kay's mind burden anymore. Let him calm down through his education." I said, lirih.
Abby nodded in understanding. Then,
"How about Lo ama Om Sandy, Al?" ask Abby about the continuation of my relationship with Sandy bang, umnya.
"We're doing fine. Go through everything slowly."
"There's nothing weird between you and Arkan?" again Abby looked at me suspiciously.
My breath is heavy.
"I don't believe it very much, boy."
"Sorry yes candidate ponakan budek plus make sultry. How many times have I told you that me and Arkan are just friends. There's no pa-pa, okay?!" I convinced Abby again.
"It's really just a temen?" Abby looked at me suspiciously. I also nodded steadily.
"It's not ttm_an, is it?" abby's not sure about me.
"Lo still can't believe it, By?" I'm sniffing annoyed.
"Not that, Al. I'm just..."
"Bodo very!!!" yells annoyed.
"Hahaahaha!!!" abby's laugh made me even more upset.
"Not entertain me because left adek lo, By, even lo bully me all-out. You Abby lucknut!!!" my swearing is offered to the candidate, even if only in the heart.
"Prophey! Patience!"
I breathed heavily while stroking my chest.