
''You why? You're crying?'' asked Devan who saw Cezy's puffy eyes.
''No sir, maybe the effect of long sleep, '' Cezy said.
''You don't lie to Cez, I know you're hiding something, '' said Devan, who was suspicious of Cezy.
''Really sir I'm okay, ''' said Cezy.
''Yes already. I waited in my room, Devan said out of the room.
A few moments later, Cezy who was neat, returned to Devan's room to ask to be taught even though he was very lazy.
Tok to tok.
The sound of the door being knocked from outside.
''Come in, '' said Devan from inside the room.
Cezy opened the door knob. He immediately walked towards Devan. Devan painstakingly teaches Cezy patiently because Devan knows that Cezy is not doing well at the moment.
''Where's Cez? You understand that?'' devan looked at Cezy. But the one in the face instead stared at the picture frame in the corner of Devan's workbench. Yes in the picture frame there is a photo of Devan and Salsa at Devan's house yesterday.
''Cez,'' call Devan.
''Eh, I am sir, how?'' ask Cezy.
''You why? your hobby is daydreaming? 2 times I repeat it, but again you daydream like gini. Actually, what is Cez, '' asked Devan, frowning.
''Does Mr. Devan and Brother Salsa have a relationship?'' ask Cezy who's a little scared. Devan who was asked like that just nodded his head slowly.
''He is my lover. In 2 weeks we will get married, '' Devan said.
Like in a lightning strike. Cezy's heart hurts so much. He said it was the most painful day he had ever felt. Unknowingly her tears fell by themselves.
''You why Cez?'' ask Devan.
''Um sa say it's okay sir. Excuse me, said Cezy passed away leaving Devan with the map he was carrying earlier.
''She why? Is it true that Salsa told me that Cezy loves me. But that's not possible said Devan.
Cezy who reached her room cried until as much as she wanted. He did not expect if a man who is coveted all this time will get married within 2 weeks.
''Cez, you shouldn't love her, '' said Cezy holding her chest in pain.
Cezy couldn't contain the tears that fell on her cheeks. He hoped this was all a dream.
''Forget about him Cez. Forget it!'' say Cezy again.
After nearly 1 hour of crying, Cezy ventured to go to Salsa's room.
Tok to tok.
''Come in, '' said Salsa from inside the room.
''Excuse me, brother, I want permission to go home first. It seems I am not feeling well, said Cezy asked permission to Salsa.
''Cezy why? Looks like she's been crying? has Devan told you our relationship?'' salsa looked at Cezy.
''How's Brother? Can I go home first?'' ask Cezy again.
''Why are you Cez? Any problem? Try the same story Brother, said Salsa.
''Em Cezy ngak papa kok Kak. Cezy did not feel well, said Cezy reasoned.
But Salsa does not believe in the reason that Cezy made.
''I'm not a kid anymore, Cez. If you have a problem you can talk to Brother, Salsa said.
''Forgive Cezy Kak, Cezy can not tell everything to Brother, said Cezy.
''If you can't tell me. I will ask you, Salsa said. ''Do you like Devan?'' ask Salsa.
''Look me in the eye, Cez, if you are talking to me, '' said Salsa firmly.
''Ma sorry Brother,'' said Cezy bowed.
''I know everything about Cez. But I'm sorry, Devan can't repay his love for you, because Devan chose me. You're young, beautiful, smart. You can get a guy your age, Cez. The only love for you, not a widower like Devan, said Salsa hugging Cezy tightly.
''Forgive Cezy for loving your future husband, '' said Cezy with tears that could not be contained.
''It's okay. That's every Cez's right. Now remove your tears. I don't want to see you disappointed like this, I know it's all very painful. But how else, whichever soul mate knows Cez, said Salsa looking at Cezy deeply.
''I will try to forget Mr. Devan Kak. Cezy promised, '' said Cezy and replied to a nod by Salsa.
Salsa allows Cezy to go home first, she does not want to see Cezy sad like that.
''It's all my fault, if I don't accept Devan's love, maybe Cezy isn't this sick, '' Salsa's inner self feels too egotistical.
''Forgive Brother Cez. Brother also loved her, Salsa's inner self again.
With slightly puffy eyes Cezy left the company. During this time, Cezy thought the closeness of Devan and Salsa was only as a superior and subordinate. But what I thought all along was wrong.
In his car he continues to curse his stupidity that already loves his own prospective boss husband.
''Oh, laper again. It turns out heartbreak also needs energy, said Cezy turned to a nearby restaurant. After he got out of his car. He was looking for an empty seat in the restaurant.
Cezy also ordered her favorite food. After a while, the food he ordered was neatly arranged in front of him. Cezy ate it voraciously.
''What a laper?'' ask someone who is suddenly sitting in front of him.
''You?'' cezy's eyes are breaking.
''Hey, we'll see you again. How are you?'' the man smiled at Cezy.
''I'm doing fine. Why are you here?'' ask Cezy.
''What a ridiculous question are you asking. It's a public place here, so I could have been here because I've met with clients Reno said interspersed with laughter.
''Oh yeah we haven't met, what's your name?'' ask Reno.
''Cezy, '' said Cezy without looking at Reno. He was still focused on his food.
''A nice name, beautiful as the person, '' Reno murmured softly.
''Thank you, '' said Cezy. Although Reno said quietly, Cezy still heard it.
''You're here by yourself? Are you not working?'' asked Reno who drove away the awkwardness.
''I'm not feeling well, so I go home first, '' said Cezy.
''Not feeling well anymore heartbreak, '' said Reno meledek.
''Why does everyone know that I am heartbroken. Ish sucks, inner Cezy.
''Sok knows you,'' said Cezy annoyed.
''So really, are you heartbroken?'' ask Reno who is still in the pot.
''Udah do not have to go to you, go there, disturb my mood,'' said Cezy expel Reno.
''I'm gone first, don't dissolve in sadness. If there's anything call me, '' said Reno blinking one eye.
''Based on land crocodiles, '' said Cezy.
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Leave your tracks for Cezy huh.😊