I LOVE OM SAGA
Be sincere and Surrender
Not feeling his cry that night made him feel tired until his eyes fell asleep very soundly. Jun fell asleep with occasional still hiccups in his sleep. His once very neat room was filled with tissue strewn with traces wiping his tears.
So tired that June that night that she did not hear that her mother and father tried to bang on the door of her room. His parents who did not get a response from June finally decided to return to their room.
The husband and wife lay in bed and still talked about things that made them feel strange
"Well, where did Mr. Saga know that June was our son" Mami Sintia told Bram's father who was looking at the lights on the ceiling of his room.
"Come on ma, as far as father knows. Dad never told anyone and I know that June doesn't want to be exposed" dad told me about himself who never shared his family story with anyone except that his other family already knew and also had been advised by June not to tell his life story, Bram's father looked at his wife who was beside his bed.
During this time, the Bramanto family never revealed that they had two children from different mothers. Not because Bramanto is ashamed of the disgrace of his past actions that may not be known to others but rather to June's request that does not want everyone to know and talk about his father's actions behind his back.
June also does not want if later many people gossip him as an illegitimate child because according to him either in marriage or outside marriage there is no child that deserves to be called haram, he said, the illegitimate is not a child born but the actions of his mother and father that should not be justified. Although the fact is that his late mother and father were married and June was born from a marriage but not everyone will know the true events with the backgraund of his late mother who was the third person in the marriage of Father Bram and Mami Sintia.
That's also why June never wanted to attend big events that hurt her family. June also knows that many people who know him as the son of Baramanto with a mother who is not from Mami Sintia may be the late mother of his birth will also be labeled as a woman who likes to hurt his first wife and that's not what he wants at all.
"Yes ma'am, let's just sleep tonight tomorrow we talk again with junj" Bram's father pulled out his blanket and covered almost all of his body but after he said it was not even close his eyes, his eyes remained open still awake while looking inside the blanket that covered his head.
His mind was so chaotic that he could not sleep at all, opened the blanket that covered his head and had found his beloved wife had fallen asleep. His wife looked tired with a thin crepe that lined her face.
The face of the wife that Bramanto never felt had ever made his wife happy. The face that he often hurts but still accompanies him during the difficult times of his life is one of them when now he gets into trouble. Bram rubbed his wife's face slowly so as not to wake up because of her husband's caress.
Sometimes he looked at the clock on the wall above the right wall of his bed. At that time the clock had shown at 04:00 in the morning and he was still unable to fall asleep because he still remembered the words of Mr. Saga who gave him time only until 12:00 noon later.
Even though his mind has been unanimous that he will not accept the condition of Mr. Saga to marry June to the boss who shelters the store and clothing and shoe stands at the Mentari Department Store owned by Mr. Saga. His head was still stuck thinking of other ways, all the ways he had done and after continuing to try to think himself also to classify whatever God wanted. Sincerely and surrender is the last path that Bram took after having done everything he could but not getting the results he wanted.
Whatever happens may it be God's answer to all the best his family has found. The clock was at 05:15 and Bram decided to close his eyes. The old eye was closed by itself when he felt sincere and surrender he instilled in his heart and mind.
