I Love My Class Brother

First Day Back to School

As usual I walked down the classroom terrace, from one room to the next until I arrived in one of the rooms at the very end, the room was familiar to me as it was the first time he came, he was my classroom. Before entering the room I heard the voice of the class friends apparently they were talking about something but I did not restore it and continued to step in and found Risna's seat was still empty, I continued to pass until the last table and tidied all the books on the table as usual.

In a different place stood a group of people like the problem of breaking my relationship with Rikar at that time which was the topic, in the midst of the crowd of people there was Rikar. It was exactly what he was discussing but surely some of them seemed to be looking at me.

I sat there muttering in my heart, "about what they were talking about, looking at me," I thought again it seemed like something was not right This was all my fault why I accepted Rikar that if not all this would never happen, I began to feel unease.

Really strange day I seemed unable to linger in the classroom, finally I decided to go out but in the class they were still cool talking like the topic being discussed did not have a finishing point.

After being in front of the terrace of the room I tried to look left and right of the room but still not seen also signs Risna will come.

" Risna where ya, why this hour has not come yet not yesterday school agreement, diDM also not reciprocated, phone not raised about where ya?" I still wonder in my heart.

Before turning his face to go back into the classroom suddenly came felin my classmate with no-nonsense he surprised me with questions that did not make sense in my opinion.

"Tyara," he called,

" yes" I looked up,

" i'm sorry, but I'd like to ask you to break up with Rikar because you like him, Brother Briand?" as soon as I was pretentious, I didn't know what to say and how to explain it to them to believe that it was all just slander even though it was basically all that was said was true.

" No, who said it?" My forehead is wrinkled and it's the only thing that can come out of my mouth.

" Oh my got," as soon as my feelings were broken, I realized with all the words of Felin but you didn't know I was trying to love him even though it was very difficult for me.

" You have feelings right, you should be able to think how he feels after you play with his feelings," at that time also the dam of tears I can no longer bear, I can not stand it,

" i've never toyed with her feelings Fel, you don't know the truth," tears began to flow down my cheeks,

" but everything is clear Ra, it is no longer what you need to hide from your drama,"

"i don't love him but I never played him, you don't know how I tried to fight my feelings to love him even though my little heart said no,"

"then?" Felin is still in his opinion here as if I am guilty.

" Then you all said I played with Rikar's feelings, I played drama in our relationship, I became the benchmark for the cause of the breakup of this single relationship, right?" I was getting hysterical and my voice was a little bigger than usual my tears kept pouring out on my left and right we were already standing some people who were watching our debate.

" How are you going to be alone with another woman, how are you doing she is secretly playing drama over her lies, which woman would survive Fel if betrayed if you were in my position, you would feel the same way," my crying still hasn't stopped my heart is really broken I want to go from all this running to the first place where no one can bother me.

" That's all he did because you didn't love him" Felin said as if burning my anger, I was also confused as to why he hated me so much.

" Yes I don't love him, I know about it but I've tried my best even though my heart can't accept it yet, but I also have Fel's feelings, too, I can also feel the same deep disappointment with her, I don't love her doesn't mean she has to betray what love is? If he really loves me, he will stay with me until this feeling really exists instead of going away when my feelings have not grown at all, and one more thing this is about feeling so it takes a process not a word that is easily protested," I gave my tears and just walked away leaving those who were standing up.