I'll Teach You What Love Is

it's ruined...!!!

It was noon, I went back to my room...

"Wait for Tian now your room is not there but here" Jackson said, opening the royal room

"i don't want to. It's for princess, and I'm not a princess. I'm held hostage by you." I replied.

"i know.but, you've become a princess let me please don't reject me" she said

"huft... well. umm..that's enough here, I'm tired of sleepiness anyway so I want to rest" I said to close the door.

"good luck, my empress's rest" he said.

Suddenly the bodyguards came to ngosan.

"prince, the two ladies want to meet this young lady" he said

"not miss but princess you must remember that or I will behead you" he said

"ba.ba, excuse me.." said the bodyguard

"Tian, your best friend wants to see you."

"let them come. Don't bother us after that." I said

"it's fine that I obey your wishes" he said immediately leaving

Sandra and Sintia went straight into my room. Then, I closed the door...

"what's up? you guys look so panicked rich." I asked

"mmm... Tian, uh I. I want to.." said Sintia not finished.

"want what? tell me the clear." I said

"uh that. umm, sit down first. I want to explain something" he said.

"let me just.." said Sandra.

"what the hell is it? Sin, you're okay, right? Jackson didn't do anything to you?"" ask me to worry

"i'm fine" he said sitting below me

"okay Tian listen to me. umm.I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made."

"the mistake? what mistake?" ask me, I'm getting confused

"humm actually we. ma.I mean is, we were the mastermind behind your kidnapping that time until you were stabbed by him. a. I ma.I mean I.kita." said Sintia not finished

"so... Klian did that to me?! butwhy? heh...!!! haha. I can't believe it.." I said wiping away my tears.

"it's true Tian, we did evil to you for one reason only: jealousy. I'm jealous Ferdy noticed you and Sandra was just as he was getting jealous when you were Rafly Rendy and Ferdy at Fadhil's company. Do you remember that?" ask Sintia

I remember all the past events.after that, I just fell silent lethargic my loved ones betrayed me. but...

"Tian, say something !! don't shut up. You can repay our treatment.I'm really sorry Tian, and... I didn't know that the person I asked was a psychopath who had just escaped from a mental institution." Sandra cried.

the two of them came closer and knelt down without me telling them to. I just fell silent feeling empty...

"you know, he stabbed me so many times. and.. almost, I can still be saved. on the knife it looks like there's the same poison by my uncle. Why did you do that?" I asked, looking the other way

"we were blinded by Tian's love.I was selfish, I'm sorry" Sandra cried

"heh..!!! you guys know ? since that day my life has not been better than before.In fact, I do not know until when I will survive until now" I said to make them surprised

"what..?! no...no..no.. I beg you don't leave me. I'm sorry.." said Sandra hugging me.

"Tian, here. let's reply to me. I'm sorry.." said Sintia gave me a knife.

I threw the knife away and moved away from them, I approached the window with sunlight..

"I just... did not expect you to do that without asking me before. is there a reason behind it? I trusted you all this time , I sincerely love you both but... you guys betrayed me just out of jealousy?" I looked at them still softly

"Tian sorry." he said trying to get close to me

"DON'T COME ANY CLOSER TO ME !!! YOU BETRAYED ME !! MY HEART IS BROKEN !! VERY RUINED... I LOVE YOU BOTH. I HAVE NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU GUYS BUT IT TURNS OUT LIKE THIS?!" I was hysterical about not believing any of this

They were surprised at my attitude they approached me wanting to hug me...

"Shut up on the spot !!! get out of my room.From today on. you're not my best friend anymore.(pointing out) I won't trust anyone but my husband." I said facing the window directly.

"Tian.., everyone knows our behavior except you" said Sintia

"except me?! meanin?" my words are getting smoldering

"Rafly, Fadhil, Ferdy they know and are angry at us. In fact, your sister knows our crimes" said Sintia

"Fadhil knows this? WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME !!!" snatch me

"sa. At that time you were pregnant. Fadhil threatened me not to approach you until it was time for my birth.I made up for my mistake back then, I told you to run because.Since Jackson's subordinates wanted to take you away at that time." explained Sandra.

"Jackson?! so then... Jackson knows too ?! so they're threatening you for your own crimes?! I see now, Jackson is not the one who does bad things if there is no reason. turns out this is the reason he kidnapped you !!! I'm disappointed in you guys, I'm disappointed.you played with my affection and my care. GET OUT OF HERE !!! GO !!! " collapse me crying

"Tian.." said they wanted to hug me

"themaz..!!! what's up?" jackson asked to open my door

"i want to talk to you Jack" I said

"first, lock them up. lest I see them again." I told them both, until they were shocked at my decision.

"hmm. alright. (wearing an eye gesture on the bodyguard to drag them out of my room)"

"Tian I beg you to forgive us." said Sandra.

Now that we were both in the room. I looked at Jackson annoyed !!!

"My answer, when you saved me from kidnapping, did you know who the mastermind was?" ask me

Jackson was surprised and confused as to what to say.

"ANSWER ME JACKSON..!!!" snatch me

"a. I know they're your best friends. I have proof of everything, and. I threaten them not to do that to you again.if they're not your best friends you love, maybe I've made them my pet food" he explained

"you have no right to it Jack. This is my problem. Let me solve it." I said.

"i know this is your problem, but I care about you. I was worried at that time.from there I was." he said not finished

"from there, did you tell your subordinates to stalk me?" ask me to make sure

"well, you're right" he said

"heh..!!! it's worth it. You always know wherever I am. Jack, why are you being such a fool? no, earlier thank you for protecting me but, you have to protect your loved ones and it's not me !!!" snatch me

"but you're the one I love Tian, from childhood, from adolescence to now" he said

"teenager?" ask me again

"yes, we're in High School but you don't realize it. I always looked at you at the time" he said

"so...(remember Fadhil's arch-enemy) I guess, were you Fadhil's enemy long ago?" ask me to make sure

"yes you're right Tiani Chandra" Jackson said

I was shocked to death, I couldn't believe all this. I thought about all this past...

"tell me the truth, did you have anything to do with my mother's father's death? on my wedding day?" ask me to make sure

"no, I had nothing to do with it. I was investigating it until now, after that I only knew your uncle did it even, your sister was involved not." asked Jackson back

"he was brainwashed by my uncle. I've forgiven him, but, I can't believe you had nothing to do with it" I said

"for what reason did I kill the man who once saved me Tian" he replied making me believe now

"a few months ago, I didn't see Sandra after the kidnapping. Was she taken by you?" ask me

"yes that's right, I punished him in my villa" he replied

"why?"

"because I love you, I can't see you getting hurt by anyone" she replied gently

"Jackson.I'm sorry.I didn't know you back then. But the way you protected the man you loved was Jackson's fault.. I can't be yours can't." I said away from Jackson

"why Tian why? I accepted you until now." she asked standing near me.

"because the person I love is Fadhil my own husband.you're just my brother" I said crying tired of continuing to explain

"don't say that anymore.I'm not your sister.I'm the one who loves you.." Jackson hugged me.

"let me go Jack.." I asked.

"let me be like this for a moment" he said

"may I ask you something?" ask her

"what?"

"i don't know when my life will end. Can you be with me the last few before the coronation?" her question made me feel like she was in trouble

"you mean? what's the matter exactly?"

"Tian.. there will be people who attack me at the coronation. I've been on standby since yesterday.but, I still don't know when my death comes. So, I want to make memories with you." he said he held my face

"so..the theatricality? I can't."

"you can consider me your brother" he said

"hmm. I'll think about it." I said feeling sad that he was going away from me.

"i'm waiting for your answer tonight, so I brought you clothes to decide everything" she said

"alright..the way?"

"if you come, you agree on everything and vice versa" he replied

"hmm." I'm saying

"if so, rest well" he said stroking my hair and leaving

"how do I explain it to you Jackson. I know you love me and I love you too. I love you but. don't love you. for me. You are still my protective sister... I wish there was a woman who would be a part of your life.I want to see you happy, not to remember the past but the present and the future." I murmured.