
That morning Dara tried to ask permission from her husband. Intention to work abroad is very passionate in his heart. Though Tek never terbesit in mind him from a long time to work out the country even see friends who are successful from abroad he never wanted. But now it seems like Dara's desire is so strong.
" Come on, let the mama work abroad. Lagian mama also fought for the family, katane mamah wants to help father in adding to the family economy" I told my husband
" mah, don't have to help me find money to be out of the country right? answer my husband
" but I want to quickly collect in 2 years and I will search here or business here.after that I return" I replied
" thinking first, don't just talk because it's not just you who's thinking, there are parents and family children?"
" if there is clear even though I become art but the salary is clear if 2 years is enough to ease the burden of Tama school ? I answered ngeyel (Tama is the name of my first child who already requires a large fee)
Husband was silent as if he did not want to argue with me. he remained with his routine work making reports onlaine office every morning.
Angry race is in my heart as if my speech is not heard and considered trivial.
Oh yes my name is Dara. I am a housewife with two children .My husband is named Adi and my first son is named Tama and a girl named Firda.
Actually even though I am a housewife but I have activities that also make money.
Whatever I do is lawful and I'm shameless.
Teaching at the paud I once but because of family constraints I finally had to stop.
I'm trying to find another time where the situation is more relaxed. Still hoping there's a possibility that I can get permission and get one step closer to what I'm aiming for.
Well I'm really shortsighted.I intend to work with the purpose of there is a chance to meet a man from my past who I have always loved. My ex-members in my past who came back after almost 15 years disappeared without news.
First love ...many people do not believe in first love but not a few people who can not move on from his first love including me!
But do not blame and do not judge us who still feel and have feelings in the past because no one wants everything to happen again.
Everyone hopes that what is in front of the eyes and the life to come is better without having to look at the past but human plans are not as beautiful as God's plans .
Just like I'm dealing with the fact that I'm connected again to a past that I never thought I would.
Crane...kring.
my phone rang in a hurry I immediately picked it up
" assalamualaikum...mba dara I want to go home there is important business can not ? " it turns out it was nana my best friend even though you were far away but we could be good friends
" walaikum salam ..oh you na, yes play at home I do not go." answered I was not excited after arguing with my husband
" but a little afternoon yes mba I also want to print the file first so that everything is ready."
" Yes up to you na, the important thing is I want to be in order and the light I again mager really and lazy." I replied
"not really, why again mba? " ask Nana
" later I'll tell you that I'm here again males type also mending all at once so much better." Says me
" ok ok ok I'm ready first yes mba, eh mba dara want to snack or drink later I all bring?" Nana offers food and drinks
" i'm jus ajalah, mango taste is just that."
" okay ready, I'll see you in the afternoon."
" ok I wait and be careful" I replied as I hung up the phone
I and Nana are trusted by the health center to help find and visit odgjs or people with mental disorders or depression .
Those who do not want treatment or there is a mental disorder but the family does not want to treat it finally the health center ask for help from us to find and help them.
None of our pay is social but we're having a katane concerned about seeing them.
Actually a lot of activities I have but mostly social and we are given intensive wages only.