I held But Away

I held But Away
42. Is this love?



After he was delivered home by Azam. Nur returned and went into his room, seeing a prayer beads and a book that Azam had given him. At first glance was engraved a beautiful smile on her lips


"Oh Allah I am why, when close to Azam my heart feels calm but also nervous" Nur's mind with still staring at prayer beads and Azam's gift book


"Is this love?" again with a smile


"Astaghfirullah, no. For sure it's just a sense of awe, my age is not enough to discuss about it" he continued


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While Azam was smiling, remembering his first dinner, how unhappy he was, the girl he wanted to meet at this time he could meet every day while on campus. He even had dinner with her


"What is this feeling, why am I so happy?" he said with a smile


"Did Nur feel the same way about me?"


"But what if not?" he continued confused


"Agh no, he should have felt the same way as me"


He took his handphone in his pants pocket


"Hi Nur, are you asleep?" the message, but he broke it


"Don't bother him"


"Maybe he's asleep" he said again until he fell asleep


This morning he should have only had the afternoon class, but Azam deliberately left early in the morning just to see and meet someone he missed.


Arriving at the campus gate, he saw the figure of a little girl who was none other than Nur, he saw the girl was focusing on her laptop screen, occasionally he focused on the screen of her cellphone.


He got it with the inspiration of his friend


"Assalamu'aikum Nur" he said


"Wa'alaikumsalam kak Azam, brother ilham" replied Nur


"What's right here?" tannya


"Oh, this brother is continuing some of my image, sister" Nur replied


"Hai Nur" greeted someone who suddenly approached them


"Oh hi brother Andrea" replied Nur


"Wasn't this man who was holding Nur forcibly at the restaurant first?" azam wondered


"Let's go to the cafeteria, your friend Sisi is waiting for you there" said Andrea


"Oh yes brother come on, I'll sort this out first" Nur replied quickly he tidied up his things


Arriving at the cafeteria, it was true that Sisi and Rara were waiting for them


"You have been Nur for a long time, my stomach is hungry waiting for you" said Rara


"Yes sorry brother had a need for a while" replied Nur and sat down beside Rara and Sisi


"This is the man who was at the restaurant with Nur at that time" Andrea inner


"Why does this man see me like that?" inner Azam


"Nur.." said Azam and Andrea together.


Nur turned his eyes to Azam and Andrea


"Yes, brother Azam, brother Andrea" replied Nur


"Can I." said Azam and Andrea together again and it made Rara, Sisi, Ilham and also Nur confused over the attitude of the 2 people


"Please Azam's brother, what's wrong?" nur


"Yes, I finally used to" inner Azam


"Sister" call Nur


"Can we talk both Nur?" ask Azam


"Sorry brother, but I have not finished my meal" replied Nur, Azam was just bowed


"Can we eat both Nur?" said Andrea


"Sorry, we're eating together right now, right?" retort


"You guys why the hell, let's go Nur you just to your class, don't you have an entrance this morning?" ask Rara while inviting Nur to leave the cafeteria


Nur was taken by Rara and followed by Sisi


"Because of you he's gone" Andrea said


"It's not because of you, is it?" reply Azam


"Let's get out of here, you guys if you want to fight or fight not here" said ilham melerai


"I have a rival at the moment. Does this man have the same feelings as me towards Nur?" inner Azam


"No way" he continued


"I don't allow Nur to be with her" Andrea said