
...I'll probably be a pretty girl who likes the death penalty ... In the space where such fear and madness mixed, I cried out in my heart....
I'm leaking, I have a stomachache.
The mind is dominated by the guja invaders.
Me, a normal person Very It is a public high school child. Age Is 16 and class is the first year of high school.
His performance was mediocre, his academic performance moderate, and his motor skills average.
A very ordinary picture. Why should I be in such trouble ... Why are you forced to make such a choice?
toilet or death...
Damn it, why fucking! ??
In front of the biggest turning point of my life, I desperately held on that my head would turn white, and I resolved the situation.
Despite the heat and humidity, late July Normal amount of sweat fat lost from the whole bodydropping I let you. And the beautiful girl standing in front was a beautiful girl.
Yes, I was her Akane Miyanouchi He decided to make a "confession of love" and called her.
Did you get to this point and go to the bathroom disrespectfully ... or will you leak in front of your loved ones and be mentally sentenced to death?
Same day tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
It felt like I was being stretched out bit by bit, as if I was dying lightly.
I want to get out of the mundane, but who wants to be taken out of the mundane like this?
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A few minutes ago ----
The closing ceremony was over, and the students around me went home or gathered at school.
I was waiting for someone in an upright position and not moving like a soldier, with a student playing around happily in the hallway.
Why so? Of course to make a confession.
I don't know how long I've waited.
However, discomfort due to sweat stuck to the shirt and the burden of tension slowly slows down the body. The eclipse I'm going to go.
Besides, it seems like I feel nauseous because of this heat, and my stomach hurts.
I really want to go to the bathroom.
It's macabre.
I couldn't stand the huge pressure on my intestines, so I thought about going to the bathroom once.
At that time. I heard a classmate girl rushing up the stairs, panting.
The true nature of sound is the time for me to make the difference He is the one who is there.
"Well……"
The moment I saw her, my horrible disgust and stomach ache disappeared like a lie.
What was in front of me was a couple of confessions that seemed to embody the word handsome.
His name is Tun Miyanouchi Akane.
Her pottery-like skin was so white that my sweaty clothes looked yellow.
Her round eyes glowed unlike my original listless eyes.
And most importantly, a shiny jet black haircut on the shoulder gives a slight floral scent. On the other hand, my short hair, which was sticky from sweat, smelled like a landfill, so melee combat was forbidden.
"Fw..."
Located at the top of the hierarchy in the class, she is attentive and has a good heart. It's the first opening, and it's enough to say an apology to me.
"Did you make me wait? I'm really sorry! It was a time when I helped clean up the club's activities. Yuuki and Koya I heard from you ... Do you have an important problem? "
I don't know from his expression whether he's guessing what I mean.
However, when I looked at that gaze seriously, I thought there might be a chance to win.
I suppressed my growing feelings and responded calmly.
"No, that's not the problem. Thank you, take some time for me."
He shook his head slowly to the side.
"Yes, that's not true. Jintaro-Kun is a classmate. If you are in trouble, you will be like each other. I'll ask you anything if you like. What the hell's going on? Is that intimidation? "
No, I returned an awkward smile.
When he saw this, he mysteriously tilted his head and spoke continuously with a serious look.
“Do not overdo it. Tell the truth? It's okay, I won't tell anyone. I love everyone in this class. If you go on a summer vacation, you want to have a fresh feeling, yes. Doesn't it? Looks like this, and fights aren't easy to lose."
I thought when I heard that word. After all, Mr. Miyanouchi is cute. A beautiful girl who is a good girl and very reliable, and loved by everyone in the class. I know that a lot of boys have feelings for him, and I was one of them.
If you compare her to the cast of the drama, she is a princess, and I am a pedestrian A who does not stand out among the masses. No, the lighting officer who pulled him is no longer useful. Maybe it was a regular guest without being involved. Suddenly, get on stage and admit that you like her in front of the role of Princess. I was cast out by a guard as a suspicious person.
I am not a suspicious person, and I can confess this way. Yuuki and Koya Thank you for my two best friends. They led him to come this far for me.
I can't be attractive to them or to myself.
I made up my mind and slowly opened my mouth.
"Actually, are you worried ... well, I wonder if this will be worrying .. I always wanted to say that."
After I entered High School, I fell in love with her at first sight and began to briefly tell her how I fell in love with her. She was so shocked that she stuttered and looked at me as she stuttered and listened to me. Maybe because his mind cheeks are flushed a little.
When I realized it, my heart started to emit roaring sounds that others might hear.
I could not say anything, I felt a pale pink aura surrounding us.
"Well, Miyanouchi-san greeted everyone kindly. I was happy when Miyanouchi-san greeted me. So I started greeting the people around me."
May, as she overcame the battle between tension and shame, and began exchanging greetings in the morning and on her way home with Mr. Miyanouchi.
"Always, my English PR. I asked Mr. Miyanouchi to tell me if it was true before class. Thank you." Thank you."
I didn't do my homework when I was in junior high school, but because I realized that my homework would be a common topic with Mr. Miyanouchi, he said, I started doing my homework every day in June.
"I heard Mr. Miyanouchi likes short hair, so I tried to make it short."
In July, I started to care about my appearance and tried harder for my hairstyle.
When I say this myself, I become embarrassed, and I often ruffle the hair whose wax is washed away by sweat.
For example, I slowly nodded to chew on my words carefully. Even with such a small movement, my heart was throbbing.
"Well, I want to talk to Miyanouchi-san with just one word."
I made a point.
I have never worked so hard to learn or exercise.
The feeling of thinking about Mr. Miyanouchi was second to none.
"I just want to talk...?"
He said carelessly. It is clear that we are waiting for the next word. And I know what to say.
I noticed that the moment I was about to launch the final weapon, Aino Kokuhaku, right at that moment, something else would be released.
Not likely... I really want to fuck.
Why what! ?? Should have been fine until before. I don't know what triggered it.
From an unbearable stomach, the intestines of Crying rang a warning bell all over my body.
It is undoubtedly well beyond the danger zone, and it has been discovered that a nuclear warhead-class hazardous material descends into the body.
Destruction began.
My despair began too.
Foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Heh. Hm ...
But I survived. That's soft.
Concentrate all the power in your stomach and squeeze your anus Tighten the death I get it.
Take the facial expression Fix I can't afford it .. but the person who created it and showed it!
Whole body Bet Then, force a smile so that the hydrogen bomb does not come out of the umeboshi hole.
The spirit, the spirit, the guts, precisely Sekigahara, the world division war.
If you win, it is the life of Taihei Tenka, and if you lose, it is the gate of Gokumon.
Get here. Stay one step away.
All that changed me you Thank you for.
In front of him, I have tried hard to bring out the best in myself in despair.
it was an unimaginable mega evolution for me when I was engrossed in the gal game I loaned out.
Normal From the pronunciation of his name, "People Usually I have done my best so far to make those junior high school days with subtle nicknames that react to anything. I am confident that I will be able to surpass it, even though it is not yet in the average range. He gave me that confidence.
If he's in trouble, help him relax. If you do it boringly, it will be a clown to laugh at. If Mr. Miyanouchi wants to, he can be anything.
Yes, you can be a brave man. So I don't want to draw here. Even though it tastes really good, I can't say, "Oh, wait a minute, the toilet."
There's no way we can do a repartition.
if he is big, he will allow me to leave the toilet on the road, but before that, I, which is smaller than the toilet bowl, will not allow it.
Hm ...
Face your own conflict ... Is this a confession? It's the best. With this Pain on one side. My stomach really hurt.
Anyway, let's go!
"loves,"
When I try to let go of words of recognition on the winds of early summer.
Hm ...
It's the devil, it's very dangerous.
Severe pain in the abdomen, which should be suppressed by the spirit, flowed like the surface of rippling water.
toilet or death...
toilet or death?
Thinking as far as your brain burns, you can instantly get a choice.
Is it still defecating in the toilet, or is it socially dead to get it?
Foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
While shouting inwardly, my feet stepped towards the restroom, the land of safety... The voices of my two best friends echoed in my perverted brain.
"Taro has worked very hard. After that hit the feeling Taro.”
She always smiled and comforted me Yuuki. I want to fuck now. Will you accept me if I am exposed to this feeling?
Ahhhh, it looks like the brown bomb will be thrown away!
"We work together. Regardless of the outcome, report it correctly."
With good glasses, he will protect you physically from the usual Koya...
What is a report! Did you report that a lot of this shit came out?
Do you want to get the stool test data, this bespectacled man!
I don't even know why I'm asking myself an incomprehensible question.
However, the next two words I remember regained my sanity.
"I won't let you rejoice alone or cry alone."
"Because you are us"
Maybe that's what my best friends want to tell me the most.
My two best friends called him into the corridor on the fourth floor. On the 4th floor of the school building, there are only facilities that are not commonly used, such as audiovisual rooms, music rooms, and science rooms, so the traffic is small.
As he made a confession, Yuuki and Koya offered me something to help, but I refused him to show them.
The result was only two people with Mr. Miyanouchi.
The result is this situation now.
I don't want to leave the results of going to the bathroom.
Inspiring a broken heart.
toilet or confession!
When I reach a new frontier, I inspire new choices.
It had only been 4 seconds since Mr. Miyanouchi had asked his thoughts so far. The flow of time strangely felt slowly.
I can do that.
You don't have to run.
My anal life gets shorter every time I crawl.
I just need to say one more word.
I opened my mouth to it and said loudly.
"Mr Miyanouchi, you're like" Bry!
Feelings and liberation accumulated over the years.
Dirt is also released.
An unprecedented feeling of excitement shook my mind and body.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"
I screamed because I let go of a lot of things that shouldn't have been taken off my ass.
It seemed that when he confessed, he had bad luck.
“Oh, hey, it's okay... uh, lie!
As the urine came out with the feces, Mr. Miyanouchi screamed and fell backwards and fainted.
That's not surprising. The person who seemed to have confessed until just a moment ago suddenly leaked out and you couldn't imagine it. When I understood it, tears.
I could feel the sweat coming out from a while ago and the entire body was covered in bodily fluids.
At the same time, someone's voice echoed in my ears.
"What is Kussa! Seriously Kussa!"
"Hey, give someone a thrill!"
Hearing the shouts of me and Mr. Miyanouchi, the students from the science and inflatable band rushed over to see if they had not left the school. The students, like Nojima, surrounded me and him.
Some are my talk, some are exposed to other harsh words. Some even vomit.
"Come, beauty committee! It's your job to clean it up!"
"That's not a fool! I don't like this motherfucker!"
The mockery of how many people can be heard in the distance.
But I don't care about that.
However, in despair, my knees laughed. Therefore, I could not put my strength on my waist, and I fell into a puddle of dirt that I had removed myself. The uniform fabric absorbs dirt and becomes heavy, and warm liquids and strange smells stick to the body.
I pointed it out just before fainting, which burned my mind. Miyanouchi Akane Face full of astonishment.
Everything's ending.
Confession and school life.
I should have done my best...
Suddenly someone in fading consciousness I heard a popping sound.
"Hey, you! Get rid of Soko! Don't you guys understand what I'm saying!?"
This rough voice was usually very intelligent Koya. Let's go however, when I slightly raised my face, I saw him, who was tall enough to be seen from here, hitting some people with his bag. He hurriedly pushed the crowd and came to help.
"Jintaro!! Sorry, I'm late. People are getting together, so if you are curious, why don't you go back .. This Fuck Shit is covered! ?? "
Although I was amazed, he was the one who brought me covered in pollution without worrying about getting dirty.
"You're not a spectacle! The story originally was that the closing ceremony was over, so hurry home!"
Koya kicks the trash can in the corner to the people and threatens him. The trash can hit one of the rubber breakers, but Koya instead barked harder without worrying about it.
"The first story, the next one is the fire extinguisher!"
Enragedly doing Koya a teasing rubber neck spread out in the blink of an eye.
"OKAY ...Yuuki I will explain to Senko, who will come after this. Take Taro and go to the bathroom of the swimming club. Yuji might do it himself, so ask them and lend me a bath. Also, my jersey is in the locker, so take it with you. I'm gonna get rid of this. Oh that's true. I have to take Miyanouchi to the bed in the infirmary. I might be a little late, so go home first."
Koya gives instructions. He was a handsome guy in glasses who was quick to fight but also cautious.
"OKAY. Then I'll go first. Mr Taro, are you okay? I'm going."
"... uh, yes"
I nodded, though my consciousness became ambiguous.
Yuuki When I tried to go down the stairs slowly with a shoulder on my shoulder, Koya took out a plastic bottle of sports drink from her bag and put it in my bag.
"I forgot. Take this with you. Maybe you just ran out of water, so you might be dehydrated."
"……thank you"
koya If I were a woman, I might fall in love with you ...
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Fate is cruel. No, there was a momentum to climb to the top of my life halfway through.
If you make a mistake, how can you fall like that?
However, it was a relief that my two best friends helped me. Koya and Yuuki Not enough to say thank you.
After that, my body was bathed in the bathroom of the swimming club for Yuuki to take care of me, and I changed Koya's clothes in the locker.
And now I was walking along the school road with Yuuki. Bags containing student bags and uniforms filled with dirt are indeed extraordinary in weight.
"Well, I want to know what it is. I don't give a shit. Everyone has failed. Well, I don't think that's a big mistake. Yeah." yeah."
"Oh, oh ..."
Although Yuuki cheered me up, I returned it to the sky.
On the way home, I arrived at a random intersection on the main road. Suddenly, as I looked ahead, I saw a news telop on a large TV hanging on the wall of a large department store opposite it.
"One by one nationally! ?? Sudden genital change case ”
"Finally started! VRMMO essence for a glimpse. Delivery will start soon”
"Oh, this is VRMMO! The game we played in beta test. Talas let's do it together, for a change of mood."
"Hm? Yes ..."
Yuuki I gave a direct reply saying that I am not here anymore, but I got another news.
Don't look closely lately.
that news.
Better yet, I want to transform myself into a woman and repeat all the past, not just what happened today, without being a child.
Whahuh?
What do you think about silly things?
I shook my head and turned my mind faintly.
"Hi, Yuuki.. We are friends ... "
Yuuki smiled with a bitter smile as if she was embarrassed by my question.
"What's? What are you talking about? If you're not a friend, Fuck shit it doesn't bring a covered Taro. I still can't smell this shit. Oh Kusa"
With that said, Yuuki frowned as he smelled the smell of the uniform.
But this person was really worried about me, and Yuuki's bitter smile that laughed in the sun was dazzling.
I was almost sweating from my eyes, so I pretended to take my eyes off the glare and turned my face to the side.
"Seriously... Thank you." Thank you."
"Aahaha"
With an ordinary gentle laugh, Yuuki walked in front of me.
"This kind of thing is a little embarrassing, but I think my friends will do what they have to do at that time. Like I did when I was Junior High, we're like today, right?"
Yuuki continued walking without turning around.
Looking at my trusted friend's back, salt water spilled from my eyes.
"So it's called that's it. "
Play with a nickname in front of me Yuuki Those words gave me a little energy.
Tomorrow is summer vacation. It is appropriate for mental rehabilitation.
I have never met Akane Miyanouchi.
I have nothing to lose. After that, just take it again.
As expected, I won't lose anything ...
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"Huh ..."
Sigh on the ceiling.
When I got home, I lay in bed in my room, which was dominated by the silence of anyone.
"Huh ..."
I sighed a second time, and the TV remote control touched the hand that I somehow moved.
...... Calm.
I thought so, and when I turned on the TV instead of BGM, there was certain news streaming in.
"Suddenly one by one across the country The cause of the incident has not been clarified, and only six boys and girls suffer from this mysterious symptom. Regarding government response and policy going forward.”.
Sex change ...
Forcibly dragging that hazy thought, I once again vividly remembered back then.
Trying to confess to her beloved son, she becomes tense and desperate.
Why didn't I go to the bathroom without asking at that time?
Reasons clear.
Even if the urge to defecate suddenly strikes, the atmosphere of recognition, the culmination of my small business that I have accumulated, is indestructible.
It was impossible to go to the bathroom in that place and repartition the confession with a face that did not eat.
Is shit important or is confession important?
Of course it's a confession.
I made the right choice.
I made a sudden choice.
I choose to be a heroic man.
Attitude trying to be a good person, is that a mistake...?
"... I just want to be a girl, whatever."
I wish I could.
I fooled the most talked about transsexual news content and sniffed.
After the summer break, the title at my school was "Un Announcement Kokuputih thwart Is it decided by? "Ordinary people" in Junior High are still better.
Half-tempting, half-disappointed.
"Replace ..."
Those fucking tears are back flowing.
Again, I crouched on the bed.
I had no choice but to escape reality, and to heal my tired spirit, I fell into bed and fell sleepy.
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How long has it been?
I woke up to the sound of my smartphone and yawned.
"Bye"
Suddenly I heard a girl's voice, or something like *******.
"Aah?"
But that voice.
"What?"
Is my voice funny?
A beautiful voice came out of my mouth.