I HATE BEING A BUCIN

A Reality

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Lindsay POV.

That afternoon Inez took me to the nearest hospital because I complained about my stomach hurting, this was my chance to run away from Inez.

the woman doesn't seem like an ordinary person, I don't know if she's very unsuitable for being a waitress, but Inez was smart to shift the conversation when I asked her personal questions about her.

"Inez, I'm going to the toilet first, okay?" I said as we lined up in the examination room.

"Let me take you in" Inez replied.

"No need, you just keep watch here, later if my turn is called you just go to the doctor and wait for me if I haven't come back, my stomach is heartbroken to bab nie" I said give an excuse while holding my distended stomach.

Inez nodded, I hurried to the toilet, almost until I looked around and made sure that no one would see me go, after I felt safe, I walked straight to the exit on the back side of the hospital.

With a hasty walk I held my stomach that felt a bit sick, maybe because of fatigue walking, I finally decided to stop to just breathe oxygen.

With a slight bow I exhaled slowly and inhaled again.

After a while I rushed to walk again, not wanting Inez to find out and chase after me. After I felt some distance away from the hospital, I looked ahead, across the street there was a hotel that was not big enough.

Finally I decided to rent a room and rest, before I had ordered food at the hotel.

Tonight was my first night at this hotel. Fortunately, I still have some money from my old place.

But of course I can't stay at this hotel, because my money will run out if I stay here.

I have to find a job, but where? With my former criminal status, is there still a company that accepts me?

Hah, it turns out to be a cruel and vengeful woman that is very unpleasant.

I really regret everything I did before, huh do I have to ask Mira for help?

Does he want to help me? because only he cared about me all this time. Ah, it's late at night too, I'd better close my eyes, so tired it feels.

Finally I closed my eyes and entered the dream.

What dream is this? I felt like I was floating above the clouds, flying with dozens of pigeons. It feels so happy, I've never felt a soul like this.

But suddenly the atmosphere changed, I felt like I was going into another dimension, a time when I was a kid.

Like looking at a movie scene, I looked at two of my parents who were so happy to see me when I was first able to walk.

Mama until her tears, papa lured me to keep walking by stretching my hands in front of me, little by little I stepped and will reach papa, but I fell.

Mama encouraged me to wake up, I felt so happy to see my childhood with my parents.

Papa carried me lovingly, and so did Mama, the three of us laughed together, it was beautiful and happy this heart.

Suddenly I felt a kiss on my forehead and cheeks, Mama and Papa scrambling to kiss me.

My heart is so happy, can I now feel this happiness God.

Having the affection of both of my parents who currently hate me.

Suddenly I felt my lips kissed many times, and felt this body overlap.

Very clearly it felt like real, suddenly I felt my lips not only in the kiss, but a gentle.

Someone's breath hits my cheeks and nose.

Suddenly I gasped as my stomach was touched, ah what is this, why is this feeling so comfortable.

"Linds, don't go" there was a voice whispering in my ear.

The voice of someone I know very well,

I tried to open my eyes, to my surprise when I saw someone I really wanted to avoid.

"Lindsay," he said.

"Kenzo, why are you here?" I'm surprised.

I looked around and was still in the hotel room.

"I'm sorry Linds, don't go again huh?"

I was just speechless to Kenzo's words, whether this man was afraid that I was taking his son away, but this is my son too.

"Lindsay, shall we get married?" Kenzo's words shocked me and shocked me instantly.

"What, what do you mean? You don't have to marry me Ken, I promise I will take good care of your son" replied I who was opposite my heart.

Actually I'm glad Kenzo said that, but does he want to marry me just for his son's status?

"I don't care about the Linds, I don't want you to go away anymore, let's get married and live together, no matter how you feel about me, but we have to get married for the sake of our son" kenzo's words made me even less willing to make that request.

"Sorry Ken, I don't want to be tied to anyone" I replied, turning my face the other way.

Don't want to see those eyes that keep staring at me. But suddenly Kenzo grabbed my chin and pointed it at his face.

"Lindsay, there's something I want to tell you, whether you want to believe it or not, but I just want you to listen to it" Kenzo said.

For some reason I suddenly felt a beat, this heart was pumping so fast that I could hear it with my ears.

Oh, my God, don't let Kenzo hear him.

"Linds, all this time I don't know what I'm feeling, I've been outlining it for months, somehow when I'm with you this body and soul becomes calmer, it's calmer, not because of our son but I feel from the bottom of my heart the deepest" he said taking a deep breath.

I was still listening to what Kenzo was going to say, his eyes looking at me with a different look, a loving and longing look, I don't know.

"Linds, I love you, I sincerely love you, will you marry me?"

Deg, deg, deg ....

Oh my God, what is this?

Kenzo declared love to me? did I not hear wrong. I'm still trying to neutralize this heartbeat.

Kenzo seemed to reach into his pocket to pick up something. A small red box. Kenzo opened the box and took out a diamond chip in it.

"Will you marry me, Lindsay?" said it.

Oh God, whether I was dreaming or fantasizing, Kenzo proposed to me and he did that in bed.

I'm being proposed to on the bed??

Pov ends.

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