I embrace you in my prayer

I embrace you in my prayer
Eps.8



'How's this? what should I answer. I've considered you like my own brother Dav.' May lirih in his heart.


"Why are you quiet May. Do you not like me at all. Am I so unworthy to be your companion."


"It's not so Dav." said May felt bad.


"Then why don't you answer. I want to be your best friend and girlfriend, May. I will definitely make you happy. Please give me a chance." said David continues to insist, the look of his face looks melas.


"Looks like I need some time to answer that, Dav."


'You're my best friend, Dav. I never liked you. How to refuse his love. On the one hand I did not want to hurt her.' May withered in heart while holding the corner of her forehead. As if his mind was no longer able to digest the words uttered by David.


"Alright, I understand, if you can't answer it now. I'll give you time until you're ready. I'll never be tired of waiting for an answer from you, May."


May is confused not knowing what else to say. He simply answered David's words with a faint smile.


Instantly the atmosphere became silent. Sometimes David looked at May, since then just quietly sitting next to her. Feeling that there was no comfort in the store because of his words, David finally decided to leave.


"It's late in the afternoon, then I'll go home first, May. Don't forget to let me know if you have the answer."


"Alright, be careful, yes." May said flatly.


David got up from his seat, stepped out of the store and rode his motorcycle parked in front of the store.


After watching every step David left his shop. May slid her back on the back of the resigned chair with her eyes blank.


"why do our relationships get so complicated like this Dav. You shouldn't have fallen in love with me." May wrote.


Throughout the time of David's departure, May was just sitting around daydreaming. Think of David's words that put him in a dilemma.


Until late afternoon, Dania came back to the store after returning from campus.


"Hay May's. You why? is that handsome guy causing trouble again? ask Dania, throwing her ass in the chair next to May.


"No." said May grudgingly.


"Then why aren't you excited like this?"


"My mind is so tired Dan. I'm confused." said May still leaning her back on the back of the resigned chair.


"Why jungles? if you have a problem, tell me. Maybe I can help you."


"May drew his gaze towards Dania.


"So David expressed his feelings to me. He said he liked me."


"Huh ...! Dania was shocked. "the truth is you. Then what's the problem?" continued.


"I've been friends with David for a long time. I love him only as a friend. But I can't bear it either, if I had to reject her love, she would definitely get hurt."


"But you have to be able to make up your mind, May. If you continue to ponder, not only you will be tormented. David will also surely be tormented by waiting for hope from your answer."


"Yes, I know that. But I'm not ready to turn it down now. She's afraid she'll be embarrassed to meet me and try to stay away."


"I understand your current position is indeed very complicated, May. But you have to keep the spirit. So you stay strong to get through all this. Let's get May's spirit! spirit ...! yells Dania cheerfully.


"Let's May, tell me some spirit" said Dania grabbing May's wrist, lifting her up a little, trying to cheer May up.


"Eagerness ..!". May said, throwing a big smile as if forced.


"Let's say it together" Dania said.


"Spirit ...! said May and Dania simultaneously while laughing. Keep doing it and keep doing it.


So that laughs joking Dania and May enliven the atmosphere in the store. All the flowers in the store were smiling as if they were watching their laughter, and May's problem was momentarily forgotten from her mind.


The sky that had been clear, was now slowly beginning to darken. May locked the door, rushed home.


"I'm first, May." Pamit Dania walked by.


"Yes, be careful, Dan." said May, momentarily throwing her eyes at Dania.


After Dania slowly moved away from her sight, she also stepped her feet towards home in a different direction.


"I think this guy's really gone. It turns out it's still here, too. Very troublesome, said May grutu.


May continued her steps toward the door of her house, ignoring I'am who was lying on the terrace floor.


the sound of the key as May opened the door woke I'am from her sleep.


"You've come home. I saw you go out with a man. Is she your boyfriend?"


"Be quiet, my thoughts are currently very messed up. I don't want to talk anymore." May said immediately inside the house.


"What happened to him. It's strange that his behavior. briefly become fierce, briefly so quiet." said I'am astonished.


Nightly.


May lay limp on the bed after washing her body with water, just wipe her tired today, all day selling.


He still thinks about David's feelings for her.


"Do I have to accept his love. But it seems useless, if I live it out of pity. In the end, he would definitely remain injured as well. Huh ... I feel like my head really wants to break." said May grimly.


"I can't calm down here. I can't think more broadly. I'd better take a short walk outside." he hurriedly got up from the bed.


May grabbed her bag on the bed and immediately stepped out of the room to the front door of the house, and walked out.


"Where are you going?" tanya I'am is still sitting on May's porch.


"It's none of your business" said May, continuing to move her legs.


Just a few steps away, May stopped and threw her gaze at I'am. "Go from here. If anyone sees you here. I can be kicked out of this place."


I'am got up from his seat, walked up to May.


"You really don't understand my position, huh. I am still confused about this place. Where am I going?"


"It's up to you to go where it's important not to be in my house."


I'am lowered his gaze. "All right, I'm going. I'm sorry, if I've been troubling you." said I'am gently stepping his foot across May who was standing before him.


Although May is a hard woman. But he still has a soft heart. He could not bear to see the current position of I'am who was lost in his city.


"Wait." said May stopped I'am's move.


As I'am smiled widely, his eyes perfectly rounded, excited, hearing May's voice trying to stop his steps. Then she changed her face back to sad when she turned her body to look at May.


"What's wrong." said I'am sad, pretending to be sad.


May walked over to I'am. "If you want, while you can stay in my shop. How's it?"


"wah ... Of course I want to. Why didn't I think like that before, huh." said I'am cheerfully as he chuckled.


"Because you're stupid" May said.


"Just like you. You're smart sometimes."


"Hem!" may said she rolled her eyes fiercely at I'am.


"He-he-he. Don't be mad, I'm just kidding. Never mind, don't look at me like that. Where's the key."


May grabbed the key in her bag. "Here, keep it well. Don't lose it. I don't have any duplicates."


"Just calm. I won't lose it. Oya, where are you going? do you want to buy food, I'll go with you?"


May scrunched her forehead for a moment as she rolled her eyeballs upwards looking at the face of I'am who was in front of her.


'I came out looking for calm. If she follows me, how can I calm down May said in her heart.


"Why are you silent. What you think. Ah ... Come on, let's go." said I'am while pulling May's wrist.


"Hey ... You are this, yes. Always act as you please." said May shocked as she walked along the leg I'am who walked pulled his hand.