I Don't Want to Be Fat

32 Disappointed

POV Roni

Today I was actually very busy with my new venture, but Wulan invited me to meet. He said there was something very serious he wanted to talk about.

I was so happy, because I thought he would choose me and we would live happily with our son.

I tried to make time for her, because we were so hard to meet. Even in these two months we only met three times.

Oh, I miss him so much. Moreover, it has been three months I was abandoned by my wife, Meli.

Actually Meli is also good, but I feel constrained to live with her. Meli is very chatty, she is also selfish. Whatever I do must be with her consent.

As for Wulan, my lover is also the mother of my son is a strict but also spoiled woman. What I don't like about him is that he's emotional and whiny.

But because I was in love, I ignored the bad nature, because I realized I also have a lot of bad nature.

I've been waiting for him for half an hour at the cafe where we made the appointment. But Wulan wasn't even seen.

When I waited for almost an hour Wulan finally came too, but why did he look moody or like holding back anger?

"Hey honey, why so long? I've been waiting for you since," I said to him.

"I want to ask something with Mas Roni," he said unfriendly.

"What's wrong?"

"Did Roni really have an affair?"

"What do you mean?"

"You answer me, yes, what?"

"No darling, there's only you in my heart."

"You're lying, look at this!" Wulan threw a few photos as I went home with Windi.

"What else are you going to say, Mom? It's all clear, and the photo is proof."

"But it's not what you think it is. She's just, just-" I'm confused about who to tell her, because Wulan doesn't know about my self-service either. No one even knows.

Windi, and the kids only know that I'm in charge of the self-service. Not owner.

"What is it? You're confused about admitting to him as what?"

"He's my workmate, honey, because his house is in front of my house so I take him home with me."

"A reasonable excuse Mas, and you brought her home with you and your home right? Because I know you Mas, you've been left by your wife, and we very rarely meet. Surely you are looking for an outlet of your desires."

"SUFFICIENT WULAN! Windi is not that kind of woman," I was so emotional as Wulan said something inappropriate about Windi.

"Oh, so his name is Windi? And because of her you yelled at me?" asked Wulan with her tears already falling.

I couldn't bear to see him cry, I regretted being rude to him. But he had gone too far to accuse Windi.

Windi, why do I feel so unwilling when someone says something bad about her? Even if Wulan did.

"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't mean it that way."

"From now on we're breaking up, I don't want to see you anymore."

"Wulan, what about our daughter?"

"I can take care of him myself."

Then Wulan left me. But I feel-ah, I don't know. I used to go after him when he got angry and seduced him, but now it's even normal.

Maybe it was because she and I met very rarely, but there should be a big miss.

As I was about to move on, suddenly Wulan's husband came over. Why is he here?"

"A very interesting show. I really enjoyed every scene you guys presented" husband Wulan sneered.

"What do you want?"

"What do you mean? Don't beat around the bush, I don't have much time to listen to your babble."

"Oh, well I just want to give this to you. As a greeting of friendship from me," he said, giving me an envelope.

"What's this?"

"Open it up, I've been wanting to give it to you for a long time. But I haven't had time to be too busy. I hope you like him, "and then he just leaves.

Out of curiosity I opened the envelope and read it. How shocked I was to read there that there was no match between my DNA and my daughter's DNA.

On the other hand, DNA results showed a 99.99% match between Bram, Wulan's husband and Adinda, the daughter I consider to be my daughter.

"What does this mean? Who lied to me exactly?"

I just remembered when Wulan and her husband came to the house and beat me up, I felt like he was pulling my hair.

Did he accidentally take my hair for this DNA test?

So, I've been lied to a few years by Wulan? How foolish I am to be fooled by women. I try to remember what happened back then.

* Flash back on

Wulan followed me to England. At that time he invited me to have sex, at first I refused because I wanted to do it when we were officially married.

But he kept seducing me, so I couldn't resist the temptation.

At first I was surprised to find that he was no longer holy. But he reasoned that it happened because of juvenile delinquency, and he was seduced by his girlfriend at the age of High School.

Because I love him so much I don't mind that. Almost every day we do it, because I'm addicted too.

A week later she showed the results of a testpack stating that she was pregnant.

At first I panicked for fear that our family was angry when they found out about this.

But Wulan always assured me that if we had children our parents would bless our relationship.

But still Wulan had to marry Bram when he returned to Indonesia. Because Bram accepts whatever the circumstances of Wulan, no matter what the circumstances may be, so does his son.

*Flash back off

Bram and his family received Wulan's child well, it turned out that it was his own.

I was so stupid to realize all this. But why would Wulan do that to me?

Then I saw Bram's business card in the envelope. And I immediately contacted him to find out why Wulan did all this.

Turns out Bram's still in the parking lot, maybe he knows I'll call him.

He came to me shortly.

"I know that you're gonna call me, what do you want to know?" ask Bram.

"Why did Wulan do this to me?"

"Because of love, what else?"

"But why is she pregnant with your child?"

"Because I was also her lover back then. But after meeting you, he ignored me. And he asked to separate from me for your sake, but I made conditions for him. I asked to have sex for a week. And he agreed.

But he also made conditions for me, when he was in contact he wanted me to wear safety. But I'm not bod*h, because my goal was to get her pregnant I purposely gave a hole to every guard.

And my plan worked. When he left I spoke to his parents and explained everything, so you're safe living abroad without interruption.

Anything else you want to ask? Otherwise I'm gonna go take my daughter for a walk, you hear me? MY DAUGHTER," and she left with a mocking smile.

I was devastated, what should I do, and where should I go?

Because it was lunchtime, I decided to go to my sisters, my foster sister, my encouragement. They are all I have right now. Because my parents no longer consider me, because I prefer Wulan. I regret.

POV end's.