I AM YOUR LIFE

Painfully

" hey, asked instead of bowing, is there anything you're hiding from me, Han, "asked Randy probing.

" i'm actually not sure yet and believe whether you really want this relationship to end, I don't believe you're more concerned with your mind than our relationship, I don't understand any of this try to explain to me again, Hania," asked Randy in a serious expression.

And Hania finally lifted her head, and her own eyes seemed to answer every question asked by Randy, In Hania's heart,actually, Hania also heavily decided this but Hania also could not deny the taste was ingrained.

And Ka Randy seemed to understand that Hania's answer was just breathing deeply.

The silence arrived between us, "well Hania I tried to understand your decision and I hope you can also understand my decision as well, I can not survive the situation like, I can not survive, I can't be sorry I can't be who you want me to be, I realize, my ego has you by forcing my will, I have no choice, I'm so far away even though my heart is close, I hope you can take care of yourself even if there is no me on your side, said ka Randy sounding soft in the ear of Hania.

" Well, I said, the longer it takes near you the more it stabs my heart, take good care of yourself, Hania, if one day you change your mind and I'm still alone, tell me, "say to Randy.

" oh, yes greetings for Mother, I have to hunt because my mother is waiting for me to quickly tell this day. said ka Randy and prepared to leave.

Hania just nodded, and tried to hold back her tears did not fall in front of Randy, and after a few minutes later the shadow of Randy was not in front of Hania and Hania could not hold back her tears, straight to his room crying so it happened, because after all Hania lost a guy who was not only as the closest person but also where Hania told stories, complained and complained when her mother was busy.

No matter how long Hania finally fell asleep, and woke up with her voice next to her, Hania smiled as she hoped that Randy would change his mind and turn out to be just an unknown number, and Hania remained.

" Hello, who is this, replied Hania probing"

" Hello, this is Hania khan, said the caller turned out to be a male voice that sounded the noise of the street, because it looks like he called while driving his motorcycle.

" i, Angga, emang voice I do not know well, said Angga a little scream because his voice almost drowned with the noise of the vehicle nearby.

" uh, yes what Ga," said Hania chuckled.

" I want a phone number Rido, you have no problem I see you know him, when diakntin very serious talk, I just through no chat,"

said Angga while chuckling.

" ooh yes, by the way, I'm not disturbing, sorry, well, I'm confused about who, because I need to be the same, Han, "say Agga sounds serious.

" no really, Ga, I just woke up, a moment well I checked first, rich sich I exist," said Hania, then not long ago Hania sent a short message to Agga mobile number Rido.

And before long Angga replied with thanks.

Haniapun rose from his sleep and saw the clock, did not feel it was 5 pm means he slept almost 2 hours long, sound lonely and Hania walked out of the room, and squinted her eyes, and, where are the mother and adim adatnay deserted once this house, and seen on the table of the living room folds paper, paper, it turns out that the message from Mommy if he goes and his sister to the grandmother's house and hopes to follow her also after waking up because there is a new aunt coming from Bandung.

Without a second thought, Hania rushed to tidy up and before the ashar prayer that was almost passed and ready to go to the house of Hania's grandmother who was not too far away, maybe think about 15 minutes if you walk, for Hania it is not a problem, let alone imagine meeting her aunt who has not met for a long time.