I am your Helper Angel

60. Fear of Losing

Arriving in front of Raya's house, Thomas stopped his car and turned towards Raya who was still looking down.

"It's over, come on down" said Thomas.

Raya turned her head, she looked at Thomas in disappointment then nodded.

"Yes, I'm going down. Emm, are you leaving for Kalimantan again tomorrow?" tanya Raya's.

"Yes, tomorrow at nine. Because at eleven I have a meeting there." replied Thomas flatly.

"Ooh, so yeah."

"Why?"

"That's nothing, just asking. Yeah, I'm down. Thanks for the ride and dinner."

"Emm."

Raya once again turned her head towards Thomas, feeling heavy she wanted to go down. He wanted her to say something to him.

"Thomas I....."

"Hello?"

Thomas's phone rang, undoing Raya's intention to speak. While Thomas was busy with his phone, Raya did not continue her intention to talk to Thomas. He got out of Thomas' car.

Walking with gontai into his house. While Thomas's car had been speeding away leaving Raya who was still confused with her heart.

He immediately went inside the house and into his room to take a bath. His thoughts were still on Thomas who since he said it was too soon to make Thomas turn cold.

Raya lies down after taking a bath, her mind drifting away about her feelings for Thomas. Does he really love Thomas? But why Thomas' change of attitude made him sick.

Without a second thought, Raya took her phone and was about to contact Thomas, this time she wanted to make sure her heart was on Thomas. He found Thomas's number and called him, but Thomas's number was off.

The heart grew more anxious, and disappointed. He was really sick after contacting Thomas turned out to be inactive.

"Thomas, I'm sorry." said Raya softly.

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The next morning, Raya woke up early. At eight o'clock he was ready to go to Thomas' apartment to make sure he liked Thomas too, before it was too late to say and Thomas would be gone forever.

"Raya, where are you going so neat so early in the morning?" ask Simon who also ternyta already neat to be in therapy.

"I need a brother, this is a matter of the heart that must be resolved." replied Raya tidied up her clothes.

Simon frowned, strange for what Raya said.

"Heart problems?" muttered Simon astonished.

Raya rushes away and she immediately gets in her car, regardless of her brother who calls her either.

Raya drives her car quickly, she thinks she should apologize to Thomas and also says that she actually likes Thomas too.

The car drove towards Thomas' apartment which was quite far from Raya's house. And this morning, the atmosphere of the road is quite jammed because people leave for all offices and the sound of the roar of motorbikes and cars is understated.

Raya glanced at the watch in her hand, the hunger for not having breakfast she could bear for fear of meeting Thomas late, now it was time for half nine in the morning.

The sound of Raya's cell phone ringing, Anindya's name is listed there. Raya did not answer him because he was in a hurry and could not be spoken to. The ringing of the cellphone stopped, Raya saw still stuck in traffic. He hit the driver of his car because the road had not yet unraveled.

"Ck, why is this jam so annoying anyway. Why should I be upset about him ignoring me last night. Aaaargha! Thomas, you're sucks to make me like this." shouted Raya.

Before long the car began to be able to drive, Raya quickly ran her car to Thomas' apartment. Hopefully it's not too late, Raya thought.

Arriving in front of the luxury apartment building, Raya stopped her car. He immediately got out of the car and headed for the security guard post office in front.

"Sir, is the apartment dweller named Thomas out?" tanya Raya on the security guard.

The security guard frowned, he did not know the occupant named Thomas. He was also confused to explain it.

"Sir Thomas? What's the guy like, ma'am?" ask security.

Raya seemed to think, there was no way she could have put a picture of Thomas on her phone. Because he himself has none.

"Mom have a picture of her? And what do you want to ask Thomas?" ask the security guard again.

"Yes, sir, I'm sorry I was wrong" said Raya listlessly.

And a car stopped next to Raya's car, the driver of the car noticed Raya who was looking at the apartment building where she lived. He smiled happily, then he got out of his car and approached the Kingdom that did not know he was approaching.

At the pull of Raya's hand to get into his car quickly. Shocked, he saw who pulled him forcefully and quickly to get into the car.

Although surprised, Raya was happy and embarrassed. Thomas had not yet left for the airport. Raya is put in the back seat and Thomas is also in. They sat staring at each other with feeling.

Before long the gaze of the two locked each other, long they stared at each other longingly and now the gaze turned on each other's lips and the face of both was approaching. The lips are interlocked and taste, releasing the longing that has been raging on the chest since last night. Especially Raya, she felt very afraid that Thomas would never see her again.

The two still enjoy each other's sweet touch of each other's lips, until Thomas took off the kiss and wiped the lips of Raya wet because of her saliva. He looked down, he was so embarrassed. Then Thomas hugged Raya tightly.

"I know you love me Raya, I know." Thomas said in his address to Raya.

Raya returned Thomas' embrace tightly, she was now relieved. His heart was restless enough last night.

"I'm sorry, I'm too embarrassed to say about how I feel about you" Raya said.

"Yes, nothing. So let me tell you that I love you so much, just say it with your attitude. That's enough for me, because I know you love me" Thomas said.

She smiled, she was embarrassed to admit it. But now he also believes that his heart really loves Thomas.

"I love you" said Raya shyly.

"Hahah, yes I know" said Thomas, increasing his embrace.

Before long, Thomas took off his embrace and looked at Raya. There was a sound of kuryuuk from inside the belly of the Kingdom, so he was embarrassed.

"You haven't had breakfast?" ask Thomas.

"No, I came straight here to see you before you leave for Kalimantan" said Raya with a red face.

"Duh, very sweet yes, afraid of losing me until no time to have breakfast first" said Thomas stroked Raya's cheek.

"Because I don't want to feel guilty and regret continuing with my feelings for you" said Raya.

All right, then let's go find some chicken porridge on the side of the road around here" Thomas said.

"But you'll miss the plane."

"I got on a domestic plane, so what time can I. The important thing is that your stomach doesn't keep asking for food" Thomas said.

Raya smiled embarrassedly, she then nodded quickly. The two got out of the car to find roadside chicken porridge around the apartment.

"I'm afraid of losing you, Thomas" Raya said after they had sat in front of the chicken porridge cart.

"I know, so last night I just tested you."

The forehead of the Kingdom shriveled, what did Thomas mean?

"What do you mean?"

"Forget it, after this I'll see your father."

"Emm, you know. One more month papa and mama celebrate the unversary of their forty-fifth wedding."

"Oh yeah? Then so are you."

"What?"

"Emm, ngga. No more surprises."

Raya also pouted with Thomas's words that made her curious. Thomas smiled happily having made Raya such a cute face.

The porridge of their order had come, then the two ate voraciously while telling him anything about each other's problems.

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