I am him and my ego

moody and hunting

After breaking up with my girlfriend for a week, I returned Deket with other guys..eehh... you guys feel g anyway if I was too easy Deket same guy????. hehehehehe..eits..don't get me wrong, this is because from orok I was a tomboy so when adults want to turn radak feminine, and as a result I easily have a guy friend, this one is indeed different from the others, he brani immediately said he liked me, and he also dared to directly ask for a phone number to me, he said, we have the same friends and we have the same club' but I'm a new member, and he's the vice-chairman of the club' that we follow, first impression he is so cute and so gentle, but.he is a shy boy heeheehee.we never talk to each other, we just greet each other and thats only say "hi" with a sweet smile and he looks more handsome with the dimples..IM melted.but unfortunately we are not a match, even though we are interested in each other, and maybe the flowers of love have also begun to bloom between us but I chose another man for me to marry.

Among the many men I had as friends I chose one man who could understand me completely, the man who could accept me for who I was, and the coldest man in the world, after marriage I was still in contact with him, a man who had not yet become my lover, though he swore to wait for me, but he had now found his soul mate and married her, My husband knows this and he's jealous, but I don't give a damn, he'll be fine, and he won't do anything, my search for men will not stop THE BIG WHY..????? because I was not satisfied with playing.

If you ask why did you decide to get married??? marrying her was a requirement that I had to pay for my freedom, it was the most selfish thing I had ever done in my life, because I sacrificed it for my personal interests. one thing that makes me sick is when the ex says "are you crazy?? I thought thaat u can get a better man after brokeup with me.!!! but look at you now.!!!" it was a sentence that pierced my heart, well, it is true when compared to the ex, my husband is far below standard. but he is the man who understands me for who I am and accepts me as I look, but with my moody nature, I get bored and often I get approached by my wild thoughts, he said, have you ever thought about one night stand??? I had thought about finding pleasure outside, but anxiety and fear approached me, often in our household there was debate and disagreement, he said, actually it started from a small thing and then I started to zoom in. This was the result of the stress I was experiencing, and the impingement was my husband, I started various ways so that I did not feel bored and saturated, so I did not feel bored, and also I started hunting to look for one night stand, I got acquainted with many other country guys and started to chat, I was, every time I'm saturated with one guy I'm going to block him and I'm going to put him on the blacklist.