HUSBAND'S MISTRESS

89.

Wilson POV.

Today I'm with Kenzo going to our base. Ever since I got divorced from Sandra, I've been freeing Kenzo and trying to start over.

It's hard but I have to try to get Sandra again even if I know it's impossible.

I've been divorced for over a year, but I haven't given my son a living in a year. As you know I have one son from Sandra.

Now I've been working and luckily I have money too, right now I would love to see Vania but I'm sure Sandra will ban me.

For now it might be okay if I don't meet with Vania. I'll take care of my life first.

Now that I've been at the beginning I think there's something important, it turns out Kenzo just announced his new plan.

A regret?

There must be, it's just that when I want to fix it then it'll be a new problem again.

Longing?

Every time I miss my old time together when I was married to Sandra.

I always remember everything how we used to be so against the matchmaking done by our parents.

I remember everything about Sandra, how she behaved if she was jealous of me, her anger, her smile and everything that Sandra had I always remembered.

I know what I've been doing all this time is wrong. I hurt Sandra, I hurt her, I lied to her. I was a stupid man at the time.

When my wife was loyal to me, I cheated on my wife, I cheated on her and I remarried without Sandra's knowledge.

Now I have to accept this even though I haven't completely forgotten Sandra myself.

I admit that Sandra is more manageable in taking care of household needs and taking care of the husband, but at that time I was completely unaware of it.

While Merissa she's spoiled and yep, but somehow I can love her.

My love is actually greater for Sandra, while my love for Merissa is there but not as great as my love for Sandra.

"Lo why?" Asked Kenzo who was surprised to see me from earlier sitting pensively.

"What's up." Answer's short.

"Hm."

"*Uda*hlah lupain aja, anyways you are already divorced times." Kenzo.

What Kenzo said was true, it looks like I should be able to forget about Sandra. I thought if I forgot about Sandra would I forget about Vania too? He's my son I should have been entitled to meet my son at least once before I left.

"Rather than thinking of the ex, we better go to the club." Take Kenzo.

"Jaudah come on." My speech.

We all left the Headquarters as the car drove out, I saw a woman who looked a lot like Sandra.

Is that Sandra? I don't think so. But from behind she looked like Sandra.

I must be hallucinating because I'm thinking too much about Sandra.

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It doesn't feel like we've come to a place where it's not really a club.

"Lo said we were going to the club, but why are we here?" Ask wonder.

"The club hasn't opened yet so we're just here to have fun. There are many women in this place." Kenzo.

Usually I'm very happy if I deal with women, but now it seems like I'm not too interested anymore.

I just feel like I have to change I can't be like this anymore.

When I want to do evil or betrayal, I always think of my two children.

I remember that if I had a little girl who would grow up as a teenager, I also had Zayn who would grow up as a teenager and they would both need a good father.

I decided to leave that place and I immediately went to a place that became a place where I remember Sandra first.

Seriate....

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