HUSBAND MATCHMAKING

ARiena POV

when Effin has gone to school and Ilan who went to the office. Ariena walked to the room and sat on the chair on the balcony enjoying the sunlight and the wind that hit her.

while thinking about the problem before him.

What should I do with the relationship I have with Bang Nandra why I hesitate to continue to have a relationship with her. Didn't I love Nandra from a long time ago but now I feel doubtful about the feeling I have for her now.

Why don't I dare to speak honestly to Ilan, why am I afraid if he's angry with me? I was also afraid that he would leave me.

It wouldn't be nice if he left me so I don't have to find a reason to get divorced. ah no I don't want to

Am I starting to like him? But what about the Nandra bang I can't possibly let go. We've had so many good memories together I can't let go.

I should what? why is my life like this. Who do I have to choose? I can't let go of both.

O God, may I choose both, why should you trouble me, O Lord. I don't know who to choose, I want both of them (she said without feeling her tears start flowing like a river on her cheeks)

{Ariena is so selfish huh manteman. He wants both when it is impossible. There are people who want to be in the same partner, right? Ariena is very selfish just thinking about her own feelings. Though because of his selfishness he will hurt two good men who love him. He should be firm with his own feelings! is it friends?}

Ahg! I might be crazy about this problem.

I have to make a decision before things get out of control. But I'm afraid I'm wrong to make decisions that will hurt everyone.

Ariena kept thinking about it without feeling the soothing morning alternating with the heat.

"What time is this why it is so hot" he said seeing the wall clock in the room leading to the balcony

Ariana was surprised to see the clock showing it was twelve noon. He's been sitting on the balcony for about six hours.

"Geez it's a broken watch or I'm sitting here" he said

Ariena immediately rushed to the kitchen to cook the lunch she would bring to the ilan office.