
Chapter 74
Reversing or refusing?
Mika is riveted and her heart beats faster when Aji says her request. Aji wants them to turn around like they used to. Reunited to live both lives. Mika fluttered in her place, her lips twitching and unable to answer a single letter for what Aji asked her.
''Mi, do you want us to reverse it again? I still love you so much and your name can never be replaced by anyone.'' Aji knelt before Mika and adorned, her face seemed sincere with what she just said.
Mika looked at Aji with a pushy gaze as tears had piled back up in the eye sinks. It feels very hard to be able to trust the words of the man who has betrayed his love. Mika glared and rubbed her tears violently.
Instantly, Mika arranged her feelings in order to be able to calmly face this situation. Sitting on the edge of the bed while staring out the window, his mind was still in motion.
What should Mika do now?
Aji came out leaving Mika who was still busy with her thoughts. The man went to a jewelry store and ordered a small ring of jewelers. Cute model and Aji strongly believes that Mika will be very happy if she receives a gift from him.
''Ma'am, I chose this model. The size is 17.'' Aji pinta on the shopkeeper. It is with great pleasure that the waiter prepares his consumer order.
After getting her order, Aji went to the flower shop. He bought a white flower. Her heart was so flowery imagining Mika smiling sweetly receiving a gift from him.
two hours passed and Aji was back home. Keeping the things he bought behind his back.
When he entered the room, he did not find Mika there. Aji went straight to the back door where Mika was there. The woman was sitting staring at the shady trees located not far from the yard.
''Mi,'' calling Aji softly made Mika turn towards him. The woman's gaze now looked flat and indifferent. He was wondering where his feelings would take him all this time.
Mika took a breath and threw it away violently.
''Mi, will you forgive my countless mistakes?'' Aji led Mika facing right in front of her face.
''If I don't want to forgive you. What do you want?'' challenge Mika fiercely. However, Aji faced her with a calm even meekness.
''I will repeat back to apologize to you until you want to apologize to me.'' said Aji in a soft tone.
''There is no apology for you, '' Mika snorted her gaze. Not strong to look at Aji's face that looks calm but groggy.
''God is very forgiving, Mi. Cook you as his people do not want to open the door of forgiveness for his fellow people, Aji seduces a little.
''Because humans have limits. So you cannot force your will!'' Mika moved from in front of Aji to enter the house. However, Aji immediately prevented him and knelt before Mika.
He offered a bouquet of chrysanthemum flowers he had bought at the florist's shop along with a small letter tucked behind it.
Mika became worried, on the one hand he did not want to ignore the former. But on the one hand he does not want to be a selfish person with circumstances.
Aji looked up and thrust the flower in front of Mika and very close to Mika's chest that seemed to beat faster.
''Alright. I forgive you. But, go and don't bother me.'' Mika leaves Aji and runs into the room.
He again needs peace of mind or the decision he just made.
Aji understands and will be patient to wait until that time comes. He put the flower on the nightstand near the door of the room and headed to the study.
The room he used to occupy to do office work. Still neat and looks clean. Mika had already cleaned the room before she cleaned the other room.
Aji sat on that chair and grabbed an album. Photo album at his wedding with Mika first. Some sweet memories of those times made Aji smile bitterly. Gently rubbing the picture of Mika who was smiling sweetly.
''Forgive me, I am a stupid man who is not good at making you happy. But, for this time please give me a chance to make you happy. Fun you and of course always make peace in terms of what is good.'' murmured Aji. Without him knowing if Mika peeked behind the door. Hear all Aji's words even though they are soft.
Mika returned to shed tears, her heart was immediately melted hearing sincere words from Aji. The love that he had buried deep now seemed to be sticking out onto the surface.
Without realizing it his feet stepped into the workspace which is now Aji where Aji looks stunned staring at photos of her who looks romantic and harmonious.
His fingers touched a photo that Aji also touched until their hands touched each other. Aji looked at Mika whose face looked puffy.
''Mi,'' Aji got up and shamelessly he immediately grabbed Mika's body into his embrace. In her arms tightly the tiny body of Mika that she missed so much.
''Please, we can repeat the times like the ones in this photo. Give me a chance for the last time. I beg!'' pinta Aji with a raucous voice.
''Are you able to keep to the words just now without denying?'' mika looks at Aji looking for sincerity from her words.
''Yes, I promise. I would do anything for our love.'' Aji developed her smile. His heart felt so happy it could be like this.
''I have a small gift as my apology to you, I beg you not to refuse.'' Aji pulled out a jewelry box that he had bought.
Aji opened the box and saw a jewel ring that looked sweet and beautiful. He started grabbing Mika's fingers and was about to put them on her fingers.
Mika seems hesitant to extend her hand, but Aji looks at her with confidence so that Mika can trust him wholeheartedly if he is very sincere.
Slowly, Aji inserted the jewel ring into Mika's ring finger which was no longer their wedding ring at that time. Mika had indeed thrown it away when she witnessed the marriage between Aji and Vivi first.
The sweet ring was embedded in Mika's sweet fingers and was very beautiful in her white skin. Aji kissed the soft back of Mika's hand at a glance making Mika blush.