Husband Cold But Attention

Chapter 22 The Love of Diary Yila

Yara opened up Yila's diary. All of Yila's writing was addressed to her not to others. Even there was a very heart-wrenching expression of Yara when Yila wrote a confession that turned out without realizing it had hurt Yila.

"*July 2019, today I returned to deliver an order to Miss Rosi's close neighbor as well as her good mother. I didn't tell you, I'm the only one who wants to. The reason is because Miss Rosi's house is close to stepping a few meters. I want to see YP. When you go to Miss Rosi's house, be grateful that the Rose is there. But because he was busy, who opened the door happened to be Mas YP. Somehow it has been a few days to deliver cake orders in the afternoon, it always happens to be Mas YP who welcomed me*.

Cold welcome always Mas YP present, even though I always say hello and try to smile kindly. Although I'm shy, but I know to be ethical with neighbors.

Mas YP grabbed the order Bu Rosi then will turn around. But unfortunately, before Mas YP turned around suddenly my feet tripped the stairs and as a result my body collapsed on the cake bag ordered by Ms. Rosi. Shame and sadness I got right then and there. Mas YP looked at me very closely and did not feel the slightest care for me who collapsed. Fortunately the order cake did not fall, only when Ms. Rosi checked, there were some cakes that were slightly dented.

It is with good heart that Ms. Rosi refused my goodwill to replace the broken cake. Though I will really change because at home mom still makes the same cake. But keukeuh Bu Rosi refused, after all the cake he said the message was exaggerated, so the damaged one was not served to the invited guests who attended the thanksgiving at his home. I finally gave up and quit. While at the side door, because every time I deliver the order always use the side door, I cross paths with Mas YP, and I say goodbye as usual. But Mas YP just looked coldly and said with judes, "other times be careful, his eyes should not be used that are not-no!"

Hearing Mas YP say like that, I felt very embarrassed and rushed away with my face down. That day I was really crying because I was surprised by his very unfriendly attitude towards me."

The strands word by word Yara had read with teary eyes. He realized he was too cold and sniffy on the girl. Yara suddenly returned to the shadow of her attitude to the girl who was now legally his wife. How bad the treatment is. Greetings are only answered in the heart, a smile is given sometimes swearing in the heart that Yila anjen wants to find his attention. Because Yara is too late in the heartache of the treatment of his ex-wife, Nita. So, Yara considers all women including Yila are only odd women who try to get his attention.

Knowing so, the sinful Yara suguh considers Yila only an odd woman who is seeking his attention, Yara regrets having considered the girl badly. Though the girl really has a sincere love for Yara.

Yara reopened the next page. It's all about Yila's love for Yara. Then when we arrive at the last page there is a recent record from Yila, which is before the date of the ijab qabul with Yara.

"June 2023, tonight the father and mother will present guests. He said a guest for me would propose to me. Though mother and father know I do not want to be betrothed, especially if betrothed to a man I do not know."

Although before I always refused mother and father's requests about his plans to match me with someone, but tonight I can't do anything. I finally obeyed, especially my two brothers A Yudha and Teh Yuri were very supportive of this matchmaking. Especially A Yuhda, she was enthusiastic, because she also experienced the same thing as me. Her marriage to Raisa tea was the result of an arranged marriage. But until now, they get along and last until they produce two handsome and beautiful children.

*I smiled bitterly at that time, when the family of guests who were about to propose to me had come. My heart was immediately sad because if I was forced to accept the proposal of a man who would be betrothed to me, then I must be willing to forget Mas YP. Especially when my mother's neighbors, namely the family of Miss Rosi and Mr. Riza attended my application with a man I did not know, I was immediately shocked and suddenly my body shook. I think that Miss Rosi's family is an invited guest who will attend my application*.

*But it turned out that my guess was wrong, after Ms. Rosi said that the one who would propose was them, one of her children. I became confused and shocked, which child of Miss Rosi will be betrothed to me? Mas Yara couldn't be because I know he's a cold guy who always judges when he meets me. His younger brother Mas Yara is married and is currently studying in America and living there. So which child will Miss Rosi match me with*?

Yara paused for a moment to read Yila's writing. Yara looked up, her teary eyes in the middle. If it is not wiped then the clear grain will fall.

Yara continues the last two sheets to read, then Yara sees a photo of herself and Yila being juxtaposed deliberately by Yila. There is a saying thank God and an emot of love forever for Yara.

"*Thank you God, it turns out that the man I was betrothed to was Mas Yara, the man I had always loved in silence. I am very happy, I promise I will be a good wife for Mas Yara, loyal, and keep her honor. May God always protect our marriage, even though in Mas Yara there is no love for me. Hopefully one day Mas Yara will love me like I love Mas Yara*.

*I wish Mas Yara was my first and last mate. I love you Mas YP, may we always be together and happy*."

The concluding words of Yila's prayer made Yara realize that Yila's love for her was sincere and what it was. Yara did not expect the beautiful but shy young girl to love her so much.

Yara immediately rushed over and ended reading Yila's diary. Yara tonight intends to pick Yila up and bring her home. Yara will apologize and will try to love Yila as Yila loved her.

"I'm sorry, honey. Wait for me, I'll pick you up," he muttered as he exited the house to pick up Yila who he had been expecting at Yila's parents' house.