HUSBAND ANTI ROMANTIC

Luka Hanum's.

"Congratulations Ren. Make a loe pregnancy." Said Hanum hugging Kiren. Today, Kiren is at home. Because this morning, Kiren was allowed to go home from the hospital by a doctor.

"Thank you, ma'am." Answer Kiren slowly.

Hanum took off his embrace slowly, smiling warmly at Kiren. But Kiren knew that from the look of Hanum's eyes there was a spotlight of envy there. Not envy like a negative thing, but more to envy because of women in general. It's like hearing another pregnant woman she won't be able to feel. That was how Hanum felt at this moment.

"Mr. Loe ain't papa?" Ask Kiren carefully.

"Yes. Just relax." Hanum said trying to relax. From his voice, he sounded vibrating.

Adam who saw his wife look moody from yesterday just looked at Hanum. He can't do anything now. Not Adam did not know if all this time his shortcomings complicate the life of Hanum, his wife.

Of course Adam knew that, but how else. Adam could do nothing about it. He is not a god who can do whatever he thinks is right. He was just an ordinary human being, just like the others. Who can only be grateful and resigned to the line that God wrote for him.

Doctors initially diagnosed her as barren. Adam had Hanum looking for the perfect man. Yang can give a descendant to Hanum, but Hanum resists him firmly. He would accompany Adam under any circumstances, since they were married. That was, Hanum's words back then. But, here and there, Adam began to doubt all that.

Although Hanum continues to convince Adam, whether he wants to have children or not. Hanum will still try to love Adam as they were married first. Because their lives would also be fine without a descendant. No, it means Hanum doesn't want any offspring.

But Adam knew, Hanum was just trying to strengthen himself. And try to keep his promise first when they first get married. But, Adam really doesn't matter, if Hanum denies it and looks for another man. Even though Adam knew, he was also afraid of losing Hanum. But he didn't want to be a selfish man. Who saw the woman he loved hurt if too long was beside him.

Even Adam also knew, if secretly sometimes Hanum often cried in the bathroom every time there is a family or friends who offend about heredity.

Although Hanum looks chatty, chubby, cheerful and never seems to have a problem. But Adam knows, if his wife is smart in terms of keeping his heart wound. Hanum wants to look okay in front of him, even if Hanum wants to. Hanum can share his wounds, and his heart to Adam.

Even sometimes because it is too difficult to guess Hanum, Adam often felt disappointed in himself because he could not provide happiness for the woman he loved the most in this world. Although not hereditary, at least comfortable, warm hugs and friends share, maybe it is more than enough for him.

Now, Adam could only resign to every decision his wife would make. Because all he can do now is keep trying to give great love to his wife.

But if one day, Hanum wants him gone. So Adam will go according to his promise to Hanum. As long as Hanum can be happy because of all that.

"Mas." Call Varo to break Adam's daydream.

Adam looked at Varo. "Why?" Ask Adam.

"Mending mas bring Brother Hanum home first. He doesn't look all right." Varo pointed at Hanum with his chin.

"Gue has to!! I'm confused now." Lirih Adam looked at Hanum with a wounded look. His heart also hurt to see Hanum who seemed to pretend to be strong when the opposite.

Varo patted Adam's shoulder slowly. "Our son. Will be your children too. You can think of our son, as your son too. So don't think too much. Now the mas should be a backup place for Hanum, if the mas kayak gini. Brother Hanum must be getting sadder." Varo said consolingly.

Adam looked at Varo inside." Thanks a lot." Adam said sincerely. "Gue take Hanum home first. I'm saying goodbye." Keep Adam warm. Varo just nodded as he followed Adam walking in front of him.

"Yes." Call Adam to Hanum. "Back yuk?" Let Adam hold Hanum's hand.

Without much to ask Hanum directly according to when invited Adam home. "We'll go home first!!." Adam said to Varo and Kiren. The retorted head nod by Varo and Kiren.

*****

"Yes." Call Adam to Hanum after they get in the car.

Hanum looked at Adam. With eyes asking. Wh why?

"I'm sorry!!" Adam said weakly as he looked at Hanum straight.

"Mas make a mistake?" Ask Hanum. "Why apologize??" Hanum continued trying to sound relaxed when her eyes looked out the window of the car, trying to avoid the eyes of her husband.Fear if her husband will see her eyes that look dim. Not as bright as usual.

"Mas is sorry. I can't be the perfect husband for you." Adam's whisper rubbed Hanum's head slowly.

"Don't." Hanum's protest was firm. "Don't say anything.... I don't want to hear anything right now.....We're out of Varo's house to go home, but I just got home. So, I don't want to talk about anything right now..I want to go home..As per the words of earlier...Who brought me home." Flat Hanum.

Adam silently heard his wife's flat tone. Breathe in deeply. "Ok sorry. We're going home now."

After exiting the house of Cyren, Hanum and Adam remain silent until their home. No chatter came out of Adam's or Hanum's mouth. They are busy with their own thoughts.

Getting out of the car Hanum immediately breezed away, without bothering to wait for Adam who usually opens the car door for him. Makes Adam look more at his wife's fragile back.

Adam got out of the car, following his wife who walked first into the room. After entering, Adam did not find his wife at home. Only the sound of water in the bathroom was heard. Marking that maybe his wife is there now.

Almost fifteen minutes Adam waited for Hanum who was in the bathroom. But, there was no sign of Hanum coming out of the bathroom yet. It made Adam worry.

There is, only the sound of water that continues to mngalirlah heard in the bathroom. Makes Adam's worry even more so.

"DADDY." Adam's screams are strong. Even her hands were twirling around the locked bathroom door handles. Trying to open.

DORS...DORS...DORS....

"Darling...Open door.." Adam shouted while banging on the bathroom door impatiently.

"Honey open...Or I'll break this door down right now.." Adam shouted threateningly. There was still no answer inside, making Adam take a few steps back and.

CZECH.

Hanum came out of the bathroom, staring at Adam intently. "What the hell is." Ketus Hanum is annoyed.

Adam breathed a sigh of relief. Step through. The body of the woman he loved so tightly. "I thought you were why. Why the hell in the bathroom so long."

"People mules." Hanum said reasoned.

But Adam knew his wife was lying. Because his eyes look teary like people have finished crying. "Mas sorry dear...Please don't be like this.."

"Mass-out"

"Dear listen...They never force you to stay..You deserve a husband like that.." Adam cupped Hanum's cheek. Hanum shook his head with teary eyes.

"NO." Said Hanum firmly. "should have...Because I didn't mean to stay..I can't make you leave either."

"Darling..."

"I love mas...Mas love me..That's enough." Shouted Hanum.

"Darling..."

"I don't want to hear anything..I'm not going anywhere....Won't do....I'll be here with you....I'll keep you up anytime...So please don't tell me to leave..." Said Hanum pleading with tears starting to fall.

"You're the one who thinks you are, even make me sick, baby..I feel like a useless husband to you..You always look good in front of me...Butwhy....You look ruined behind me..." Hanum shook his head at Adam's words. "It should be if you want to stay...You should share everything with me...Your pain...Angry you...Crying you...Everything you know, you should share with me...." Adam said in front of Hanum. Come crying to open his heart.

"I'm fine." The whisperer of Hanum lirih.

"What do you mean crying quietly in the bathroom is fine!!" Ask Adam weakly. "I'm your husband Hanum....I'm supposed to be the first one to give you a hug and a boost when you're no longer okay...I'm supposed to wipe your tears...For the first time when you are sad..Butwhy??? Why do you have to pretend to look good if your heart is hurt again?? Why are you pretending to look tough!! Are you destroyed again? Why Hanum? Why?"

"Bag.."

"If you keep going like this..We better get divorced...We better split---."

"NO." Cut Hanum hysterically. "I'm sorry...Mas...I just don't want to make you burdened because of me...I was just scared...You will be uncomfortable with my complaints...Sorry I'm mas...I promise from now on I'll cry in your arms...I'll tell you if I'm no longer okay or broken...I'll tell you all my heart is in you....I-i promise. I'm gonna change...But I beg you..Don't stay with me...I love you...I don't want to live without you...." Hanum hugged her husband's body tightly.

"I don't want you getting hurt next to me."

Hanum shook his head in Adam's arms. "I'll get hurt even more if I part with you."

"Darling.." Adam tried to keep Hanum's body away from his body. But Hanum so tightly hugged Adam's body, making Adam resigned to embrace Hanum again.

"I'm fine....I'll be all right with you...I cry sometimes just sad....Why are they evil with me....I never interfered with their lives....But why do they always have something that makes me hurt..." Hanum's story was interrupted by his cries. "What if we can't have kids...Our lives will not be ruined because of that...There's a lot out there like us...Why do they feel like God is always judging us...Why can't they understand my feelings a little...Just a little bit of guarding their words to not hurt me...Why??" Connect Hanum.

Adam just silently shocked all the contents of his wife's heart. His heart was like it was squeezed tightly upon hearing all the barrage of words that came out from his wife's lips.

"We never asked God to do it like this...You also never pray for God to be an imperfect husband...Then why do they always judge us...."

"Dear." Call Adam, his heart is not strong to hear all the feelings that his wife harbored alone.

"I'm okay with all that....As long as you are always by my side...That's more than enough...As long as you continue to be gentle and love dies with me..That's really enough for me...Someday we will be able to adopt a child...There's still a lot of kids out there who need parents like us..."

"Yes...It won't change, baby...I will always love you....Thanksmeme it...Thanks darlin....I am grateful to be married to a great woman like you...I am truly grateful..."

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