Humaira's Story
Quarrels I
Online gambling
The Siska days were very happy at first, but, entering the second year with Jhonny, life was not that easy. As long as we live in the world, there will always be problems in this life. All humans live with masks, we all never know what is behind them. We will never be able to understand and know what real humans are like, even sometimes we cannot know ourselves, because humans can change at any time.
It was early in the morning around 7am, Siska had just returned home from the market with Mega, and the driver. Siska asks Mega to cook to make breakfast, and Siska makes warm tea for Jhonny. As usual when the morning Jhonny asked Siska to make him some warm tea. Then Siska headed to the main room and gave a cup of warm tea to Jhonny, as usual Jhonny was at the computer desk, Jhonny was playing online gambling. It had been 2 days that Jhonny did not sleep, as usual Jhonny took drugs, which made him not sleep for 3 days, and Jhonny made Jhonny no appetite.
Siska had known from the beginning to meet Jhonny, that Jhonny had been addicted to drugs, but at that time Siska loved Jhonny very much and accepted Jhonny no matter what the circumstances of Jhonny. But, Siska only found out when Siska lived with Jhonny, that Jhonny was also a gambling addict.
Siska is not the type of woman who likes to ban men, Siska gently always just give input to him, want to when to damage the body like that, and want to when to gamble. But, as long as Siska gets good behavior from Jhonny Siska not too concerned about the problem.
But, it turns out that as drug addicts, most of them sometimes behave violently, behave strangely, sometimes they behave uncharacteristically, without them knowing.
When Jhonny had two days just in front of the computer desk gambling online, at that time Siska was always asked to accompany him beside Jhonny, Siska took a seat while watching youtube with his cellphone, and he was always asked to accompany her, and occasionally talk to Jhonny. At that time Siska just accompanied him and did not want to know about gambling.
Breakfast was ready to be served by Mega, and Siska asked Jhonny to immediately go to the dining room for breakfast, and rest first to play the judge. And Jhonny immediately followed Siska's request and went to the dining table with Siska.
When eating at the table, we both eat breakfast to enjoy the dish, Mega cuisine is indeed very delicious, when eating Jhonny asked Siska to lead the prayer before eating, and the food was very delicious, and Jhonny always taught Siska ethics when eating not to hold HP. Although Jhonny is a drug addict and a gambling addict, Jhonny also teaches Siska many good things. After finishing eating, Jhonny returned to the computer desk in the main room, and Siska again sat with Jhonny beside Jhonny, occasionally Siska to the bed because she was tired. Although Jhonny is a strict man, but Jhonny is also sometimes spoiled by Siska, he does not want to be far from Siska, Jhonny always asks Siska to be beside him.
It did not feel like midnight had arrived, because Siska was tired of sitting in the chair and very sleepy, Siska took the initiative to hold a small mattress beside Jhonny's chair, and Siska fell asleep until morning. After Siska woke up in the morning, suddenly Siska saw the tired-looking face of Jhonny and the disappointed face, and suddenly Jhonny said things that Siska did not understand.
Jhonny “because you overslept, did not nemenin me, so lost.”
Siska who had just woken up, was suddenly confused by the words of Jhonny, in Siska's heart what was wrong Siska, what Siska had done.
Siska replied “lhooo bang, what's up? I just woke up, is it my fault?”
Jhonny “this is all your fault, I lost gambling, it's all because you overslept.”
Siska “lhooo I this man bang need sleep, and what does gambling defeat have to do with me falling asleep? You should need sleep.”
Jhonny “behind you, I spent all my savings on gambling.”
Siska “ whatever brother, all is money brother, so it's up to brother to be flanked all the money, what use his brother love a lot of ATM cards to me, what use I was told to arrange finances.” Siska replied while taking all the ATM cards from Siska's wallet and giving all the ATM cards to Jhonny.
Siska “ini, please take brother all, please spend everything for gambling.” While putting all his ATM cards on the computer table in front of Jhonny.
But Jhonny didn't pick it up, he threw all the ATM cards at Siska, and Siska took the scissors, and cut them all in front of Jhonny in tears, then go to the next room and leave Jhonny who is still sitting at the computer desk.
In the next room, Siska wept bitterly, complaining to God, who was then a Christian. Siska harbored the sad feeling of being alone, Sika complained to God,
“Yes Lord, forgive all my sins, and all the sins of Jhonny, strengthen me to endure this sorrow and pain, love us who are sinful, realize Jhonny for what Jhonny did.”
Until noon Siska was in the next room and fell asleep until the afternoon. When Siska woke up, Siska's feelings had already improved somewhat, and were somewhat calm. Siska then succumbed, Siska remembered the Word of God that must still love even to the enemy, while Jhonny was not his enemy, either, so Siska with a soft heart Siska took the initiative to take food for Jhonny and headed to the main room approaching Jhonny,
Siska “abang belun eat well from morning?, I'm sorry yes I was a lot wrong. This is food for brother, want me to bribe bang?.”
Siska immediately fed Jhonny without waiting for a word from Jhonny, and Jhonny also welcomed Siska's mouthful warmly. Although Jhonny sometimes strange, sometimes angry that is not clear, but Jhonny can also quickly relieve his emotions.
At once Siska and Jhonny forgot the quarrel that had happened, and returned warm as usual, talking, and joking as usual.
Although sometimes Jhonny likes to be suddenly strange, but Siska always loves Jhonny, because although sometimes Jhonny's attitude like that, but Jhonny sometimes very sweet, while with Jhonny, Jhonny, Siska can sometimes be treated sweetly from Jhonny, sometimes spoiled Siska wants to go to the bathroom to be carried with Jhonny, or just want to kedapur Siska ask to be carried, and Jhonny happily obey Siska's request.
Jhonny was the opposite when spoiled with Siska, Jhonny always asked Siska to prepare her clothes, and Siska was happy to serve Jhonny, even sometimes Siska dressed Jhonny like a big baby.
It all goes by, but there are always problems
At that time, Jhonny's son came to the house, asking permission to use a car to be salted, Jhosua certainly if he came home for only a short time, because of the need to use the car and the need to just ask for money, Jhosua, never a day at home. At that time Siska took the initiative why not just give one car to use Jhosua every day, when Jhosua left, Siska said to Jhonny,
Siska “abang, why not just love Jhosua car for daily use, Jhosua is also already big.”
Jhonny “no, later even used by his mother again.”
Siska “ya is okay, why?”
Jhonny “later overrun by her mother!.” Jhonny
Siska “how do you mean mastered? Kan car letters are also the same brother, it is impossible to take his car.”
Jhonny “stay no!!!” Firmly again Jhonny while tone a little loud
Because Siska was afraid that Jhonny was even angry, so Siska overcame the conversation.
After that night comes, and usually Jhosua will go home and drive the car at most night at 1 pm. But, this time Jhosua did not come, Siska finally fell asleep, and Jhonny was able to fall asleep after 3 days of not sleeping.
Morning arrived, as usual Siska was busy making warm tea for Jhonny, but suddenly Jhonny was about to leave the house while looking like an emotion.
Ask Siska “abang, where to go early in the morning.”
Jhonny “mau to his mother's house Jhosua.”
Siska “mau what?.”
Jhonny “mau grab car.”
Siska “lhooo, do not tlp Jhosua just tell between cars here.”
Jhonny “already, but not lifted.”
Siska “may still sleep bang.”
Jhonny “udah, you just wait at home!!!” While emotional
Siska could not do anything else to attach importance to Jhonny's intentions and Siska was very confused by Jhonny's behavior, why suddenly such an emotion. Siska forbids Jhonny to go to her mother's house of children not out of jealousy, but Siska is afraid something will happen because Jhonny looks like an emotion.
Siska waited for Jhonny anxiously, no matter what Jhonny was doing there, about 2 hours Siska waited, siska tlp Jhonny, no matter what,
Phone conversation….
Tiiittt.
Siska “hallo, what is your brother?.”
Jhonny “ini I again unload car glass.”
Siska “lhooo why?”
Jhonny “later home I storyain.”
Soon Jhonny hangs up.
After almost 4 hours, Jhonny came with the driver, heard two cars enter the garage.
Siska did not come out, Siska waited for Jhonny in the living room, then Jhonny went to the living room, and entered the main door that was not locked.
Siska started the conversation,
Siska “ada what exactly bang.”
Jhonny “I'm trying to pick up the car.”
Siska “why should open forced car window?.”
Jhonny “katena I knocked on the door, but no one opened the door.”
Where is Siska “Jhosh?.”
Jhonny “ada, but not out-of.”
Siska in his heart, maybe Jhosua did not come out of fear, Jhonny had such emotions, but Siska did not speak to Jhonny, for fear of a debate with Jhonny.
Siska asks again “terus finally how?.”
Jhonny “finally after I again force open the car window, Jhosua out and love the car keys.”
Siska “ya gosh, why can not wait, was tired of trying to open the car window, finally given also the car keys with Jhosua. Car parts only stay one day there, why so this bang.”
Jhonny “have not been discussed again, I want to take a shower first, very hot.”
At that time, full of questions in Siska's head, actually what happened, but again and again, Siska did not want to be too deep to interfere in the problems between Jhonny and her mother children.
