HUDDLES

CHAPTER 41

‘’ Nak Vito has not died ‘’ Excite someone from inside there

We were shocked, we looked at it for a moment, then came to the crowd.

‘’ Ron, Vito is not dead? ‘’ Ask while holding Roni's arm

‘’ Yes Rat, Nggi. Vito has not died, only, his body is already here. but some of his soul is still left in other places ‘’ Vito explained

I closed my eyes long enough.

‘’ Ratih, do not forget to meet me in the mountain Raga Kusuma this afternoon ‘’ I immediately opened my eyes, my breath was cut off again.

I swallowed deeply.

The more I tried to forget it, the closer the whisper of Sri Rahayu came to me. As if Sri Rahayu's spirit would be with me at all times. My eyes have been tired of shedding so many tears since, these eyes feel so sore, this heart feels unsettled, feels slashed.

Death is a mystery. God's Secret. And maybe it's time I'll die, in Ronggeng's hands. Perhaps this is my destiny, I will pay my soul for what Papa has done to Sri Rahayu.

I really didn't expect Papa to have done this to her. But I can't hate papa, I'm more sorry for Papa. Papa must have had some very hard days, many years already. I don't know what really happened to Papa and Sri Rahayu. I can't blame Papa for everything either. Papa is still my father, I love him very much.

Then, mama? How would you know that Papa cheated on her. Papa has killed an innocent village girl. But it seems, papa's love for mom is very big. Papa would never love another woman besides Mama.

Mama, if Ratih dies. Do not get depressed, do not lose direction. Don't go crazy just because of your son. Mama, if Ratih dies. Mama don't sacrifice yourself. Stay conscious, above positive thoughts.

Take it easy ma, Ratih will be present in every dream mama. Ratih will meet with mama, embrace your embrace, pour out all the roaring longings. I will come to you in every dream.

Then papa, it looks like I'll be seeing her in a moment.

And I have healed yes, I have healed. I will no longer be sickly, I will no longer lie in the hospital, I will no longer be haunted by delicate creatures and I no longer feel curious. my goal here is to heal and this is how. Soon all this will be over, I'll calm down.

As far as this foot goes it will definitely stop, the extent to which I hide from Ronggeng he will seek, the extent to which I will dodge from Ronggeng he will always follow.

I let out a long, very long breath than usual.I felt a little calmer. I seem to be ready to die. Even in my deepest heart, I was struck by the roaring fear, but I was a little more prepared to face death.

Goodbye mama, Ratih loves you.

I wiped again the tears that had flooded my cheeks, wiping the face that had faced the mystery. Soon this face will face another mystery, which will be far more terrible than it is today.

It's time, I don't want my best friend dead. I sacrificed them for my safety. I can't be a coward.

‘’ Ron.. nggi. I need to talk outside with you guys. ‘’ I said to them, in a raucous voice

Anggi immediately rubbed his face, nodding, followed by Roni. We're getting out of that house.

I immediately thought of the right words, some kind of farewell words to them. The atmosphere between us was quite quiet for a while.

I looked up, the sky looked cloudy, it was raining soon.

‘’ What's the Rat? ‘’Tanya Roni curious who saw me dumbass long enough.

I wiped my face

I immediately grabbed Anggi's body and hugged him. This is the last hug, I am content to hold it, because in the future or the next minutes, I may not be able to hold it anymore.

Anggi seemed confused by what I was saying and doing. He's just dumbass.

I immediately looked towards Roni, ‘’ And you're Ron, when we're just getting to know, but you're like my old best friend, just like Anggi and Vito. And you, so far, have helped me a lot, protected me, accompanied me. I'm so happy to meet and know someone as good as you, if there wasn't you maybe I wouldn't have gotten to this point. Thanks for everything. ‘’ I tried not to cry

I'm trying to smile, I'm trying to toughen up ‘’ we here mengelamainan absurd events, spooky events that continue to terrorize us, the subtle creatures that continue to follow us, the, I don't think I'm strong enough to deal with all this. Soon I will recover Nggi, Ron. I no longer need to think about what my disease really is, because I already know the cure. And maybe my destiny is like this. Finally I'll recover ‘’

‘’ Rat, what do you mean? I really do not understand deh ‘’ Anggi asked curious

While Roni I saw he was silent thinking about my words.

‘’ I'll die, I'll die tonight too. I will meet Ronggeng Sri Rahayu ‘’ I tried to smile, but my stuffing became so. I can't stand the chest tightness.

Anggi and Roni glared.

‘’ Rat, you don't miss Ronggeng it, it might be a trap. We find another way, we can persuade Sri Rahayu's mother to let Sri Rahayu go, or we can go to see Mbah Saan, he must know the ins and outs of Sri Rahayu that Rat ‘’ Roni looked at me while holding my hand. He explained with a broken. Sweaty pliers. I saw him tremble.

‘’ Yes Rat, Rat I do not want to lose lo, pleaseee Vito has not died, you do not feel guilty like this. I'm not going to blame you for all this. We are friends, we will definitely help you, get out of that problem. I don't know who Sri Rahayu is, Ronggeng is. But, what was said by Roni was true, there must be another way. ‘’ took my hand, and the storm was trembling. A hoarse voice sounded from him.

then memeluku.

‘’ There is no other way. No other way to escape, no place is safe for me, even last night, I was just transferred in the forbidden forest, in the mountains of Raga Kusuma. I don't have a safe place anymore, and I have to see that Ronggeng, I'm ready for all this. I am ready to endure all this. In fact I must die in the hands of Ronggeng it‘’

Wuss....

Glarrr......

Blarrr.....

A thick fog suddenly came from the north direction, the mist quickly covered the trees, houses. Making the view blurry, all sides were filled with an extremely thick fog.

Objects around became invisible, after that, the sound of lightning roared in the sky Silurah, lightning struck the picture. The wind was moving quickly, the rain was falling very hard. Shaking Silurah very hard, hitting the earth, hitting all of Silurah without exception.

‘’ Kok, suddenly it rains gini sih‘’ said Anggi while lifting his palm up his head.

‘’ Rat, we talk about this problem again inside, let us enter ‘’ said Roni with lips and face that has been filled with rain water.

However, Ratih did not answer.

Rat....

Radihs....

‘’ Like Ratih already not in front of us anymore deh, Ron ‘’ Said Anggi trying to find Ratih