Households
#The Beginning of Everything#
*Yunanhido banjagyeossdeon
The cheoeum boneun tto dareun sesang
Ttame jantteuk baen chae mannan neon
Mwonga isanghaesseossdeon
Nan dareso, neon byeoreseo
Uri daehwaneun sukje
Haruneun bepeu, haruneun wensu
I just wanna understand
Hello my aliens
Urinary seoroui mystery
Geuraeseo deo teukbyeolhan geokka
BTS Friends*
My favorite song echoes a call coming in from my phone.
“Gue pick up the phone first woyyy” by attaching my index finger to my lips, indicating I asked them to be quiet.
And reach for the thin thing in my bag.
“Nwhy? Asked Sohyun who was sensitive first to see my forehead shriveling which indicates I am not used to it.
“ Well, my aunt tumben nelpon”iksaku with shoulders lifted. While picking up the phone that has rang with the mirdunya.
“Hallo, Ajumma(Auntie) do you miss your beautiful niece, are you thinking to snatch oppa kim Nam joonku”
I asked him repeatedly by staring at Sohyun and jerry with my sweetest smile that was only answered with their unclean smiles.
Yep.. Don't be disgusted readers.
“jijiks “ Sohyun and jerry replied to my laughter with other jerry friends.
“Where are you now? Ask the aunt in her unusual voice.
Wait, that sounds weird.
“ aunty can do not be strange, many news I cake first”ujarku tried to eliminate the atmosphere that feels strange. It really makes me uncomfortable.
“Auntie, is there anything? Is aunt crying? Ask me worried. Glanced at my friends who were looking at me in wonder.
I decided to stay away from them. After asking permission.
Looking for a place that would not be easy to reach from the sight of my friends.Without realizing I did that.
I heard sobs on the phone, making me feel uncomfortable.
I really hate the uncomfortable feeling in my heart.
“Aibi.....
“ To the hospital now! Papa and your Mother are in critical condition now! “the call is hard.
The deg!
“what happened?”my shout was no less loud without caring about the circumstances around me. Unknowingly flashed past the smiles of the two great people who presented me in this world. Fearful.
I deny that fear.
Aahh, maybe auntie was just joking.
“Hahahhahhah...... Aunty if joking yes do not like that dong”seruku.
“You don't be stupid, do you think your parents' lives are to be played with, why aunt lied!!”The loud voice there sounded very loud with a stifled voice.
“Atma jaya hospital now” sad voice heard again.
Makes my body shake with a stifled cry.
“What is this? What other trials are these? Will they be taken from me?”I looked up at the clear blue sky. Why does it look so evil the sky is brightly colored. But not for my heart.
I could see from the tail of my eyes, Sohyun stepped quickly towards me. Maybe because of my screams.
Hicks, hyx.
“What happens?Sohyun shakes my shoulder.
“ Take me to the hospital now “
***
Atma hospital .
Tok... tok... tok.
This is where I now stand peeking and staring at the two bodies lying stiffly with the white cloth covering all of their bodies. The room that made me swear to hate it.
*Wait, what am I thinking? It's not real, is it?
No, no, no.
Hahhahaha”this is just a dream isn't it? Please wake me up, this dream is very uncomfortable. I must be sleeping uncomfortable in the real world there.Let me go back to my real world. Let me get up and run to my mother's and father's room to find peace. Hey, the lord of the dreamland give me back, I'm really not comfortable. I want to realize*...
“Der, sohyun hugged his best friend can not guess what is on his best friend's mind. And hugging to share the pain.Try calming.
“Lo, what the hell? Slap unclear”seru derta. Pushing his best friend.staring flat at his best friend.
Turning his head heard footsteps.
Look, Jerry's standing there. He could have woken me up from this fucking dream. And say this isn't real.
Jerry ran increasingly widen his pace.why sohyun sobbing sobbing? With his friend again standing very stiff with a flat gaze. Seeing all the rage.
Accelerate the steps. Look at what's going on in the room in front of him.
The deg!
It is impossible, if...
Look more towards the woman who is also already known her from small. Following the woman's eyes in front of him. Show who.
The deg! Derta's?
Whatdoes thatmean?
“why did aunt see me? His screams were strong with tears not held back.
“jer, this is a dream no, hahha”please wake me up.
“Derta”?trying to pull a woman into his arms. Calms her. Feeling the pain of the blow from the woman in his arms who was trying to release his embrace.
“Jer, say this is all a lie!”raising his face revealed a teary face. Staring at the maniacs of his best friend's eyes. Seeking truth.
“Jer, wake me up. Why is this dream so bad? I don't like”he said shook his head.
Akh, my heart hurts so much to see him weak and helpless. Jerry.
“Ma-af is dear aunt, same father Mother can not be saved, aunt is not lying “tangisnya take over the body of her nephew. and hugged tightly.
“Auntie lied..dadah same Mother ndak may ndinggalin derta” violently push his aunt's shoulder.
“Stop this drama!! “
“Open your eyes, and see “.
***
“ Lord, please make this just a dream”I prostrate in front of two people covered in cloth when it is.
“Make this a dream, please....... “
“Make this a dream, please....... “
“Make this a dream, please....... “
“Make this a dream, please....... “
Shown all memories. Which flows smoothly in my memory.
I want to see one more time.
A smile that welcomes every waking moment. With hands always ready to welcome my little body. A hug that is always calming.
Our little quarrel.
Enthusiastic they accompanied me to receive a report. Advice I can't hear anymore.
All the memories seemed to be dancing in the otaku.
“Derta...... faintly I heard someone calling my name, before it all looked dark.
“ papa, mom......
It's not them, I faintly see the same father Mother with a white light that surrounds them, I just want to hug Mother with father.
“Dad, Mother..... “ I ran towards them.
Why the more I ran towards them the more vague they got from my sight.
And in the end they just waved their hands with a strange looking smile with their increasingly faint.
Glug.
“Dad, Mother.... “why this feels foreign, I look around me, my two best friends with aunt.
“Derta, you ndak apa2 right?
“ This is all a dream, right Jerr? Shouts tell me this is all just a dream”.
“ Aunty, is this all a dream?
“this is all sohyun's dream? I pulled tightly on his collar.
“Please say this is just a dream”
“ This, ngak dream..this is all real, the same father Mother buried tomorrow!! “Hard shocks. Makes me realize this is real.
Why does the world play drama? With a pathetic path. And I became the lead. With all the pain.
“What would they feel if they saw their daughter who was so weak, huh! “Sohyun bully.
“ Elo, strong derta, strong elo”
Hardly shook his best friend's shoulder.
***
Many papa colleagues who came and revealed his Belangkusawa.do not forget the words of spirit that makes me try hard.
Everything looks so soft. His burial is over.
“Please give me a chance to pray for my father and mother”, I told my aunt and 2nd best friend. Begging to stand up and stare at the two mounds of land in front of me.
Then looked back at the 3 people who were trying to accompany me. Stand menugguku. Looking back at the mound in front of me.
“Father mother, now that I feel alone, you always say I am your most formidable daughter,
I just wanted to say, this will be the last time I cry in front of person2. Derta understands the reason you always forbid crying in front of many people, you are afraid and look weak right. Why did you leave Derta alone. Wh why?
Why is the world so cruel?
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