HOT DADDY (Not Duda, Not Friday)
Chila's guilt
“Mother gapapa, Mother gapapa. Her mother Chila is strong, her mother Chila is strong. Dede baby is also not naughty, dede baby strong. Chila is wrong, Chila is naughty, all because Chila hiks.” The girl muttered alone in a chair, her tears had not stopped flowing, she felt so guilty about what happened today. If, he did not force his mother to help him meet with his biological mother, of course all this might not happen. And now, Chila felt very scared, she was afraid that something would happen to her mother and sister-to-be.
“Honey, don't be like this.” Rasya who saw her daughter was still in shock and so felt guilty, immediately approached her and crouched down in front of Chila with her hands clasped.
“Mother hiks hiks. All wrong Chila Dad, all because Chila hiks hiks.” Chila muttered in between her sobs.
“What really happened?” papa Tian asked with his flat face looking at Rasya.
“Pa, Rasya will clear but not now. Rasya please,” pinta Rasya looked at her in-laws, he hinted that he would calm Chila first.
Papa Tian sighed violently. His heart has been breaking ever since. Actually, his return is still next week, but somehow since yesterday his heart is not good and worried. He did not know what he was worried about, but he decided to go home as soon as possible, making sure everything was safe and well and then he would return to take care of the work.
And sure enough, when he just arrived at Rasya's house, he had seen how Anna, his daughter was in pain but the woman was still pretending to be strong and stubborn. Of course, Anna's stubbornness got from her. Tian can't prevent Anna from leaving, so he decides to wait for Anna at the hospital.
Fear, worry, fret, uneasiness and anger all mixed into one in papa Tian's mind. He was afraid, the incident when Cristy gave birth to Anna will be repeated again.But he was still trying to calm down, he recalled Anna's words before leaving.
Papa Tian grazed his hair, leaned his head against the wall and continued to pray for his daughter to be fine. Even though he was no longer young, but papa Tian still looked so fit and dashing, at the age of almost touching the head of five, his face still looked like the head of four. If he and Rasya are together, they don't look like in-laws and daughters-in-law. It might look more like a brother and sister.
“Opa don't get mad papa. It's Chila's fault, Chila made you like this. Sorry Chila Opa,” said Chila approached opa Tian and clasped the middle-aged man's hand.
“Sayang ..” Rasya looked at Chila and shook his head, he could not bear to see his daughter's face full of guilt.
If there's something to blame, it's not Chila, but her. He shouldn't have silenced Anna, he should have been able to suppress his ego. True to what Michele said, ‘Dendam will only add wounds without being able to heal the wound itself.’
And now, he regretted, because of his anger and disappointment, Anna had to be in a position like this. If from the beginning he could give understanding to Chila about her biological mother, and could limit the sense of curiosity Chila, of course all would not be like this.
'I should have been more able to pay attention to you dear, forgive me for not being able to be a standby husband to you. It's all my fault, it's my fault, please get well so you can scold me and hate me as much as you do. It's okay, I'm willing as long as you will continue to be fine.' murmured The feeling in the heart.
