Honesty Love

Honesty Love
9



Soundtrack: SNSD - Star


Sonyul returned to school after a few days of rest.  But things haven't changed.  Everyone is still hostile to him.  The illness began again when he appeared again.  A day, two days, three days the longer their fad becomes.  Sonyul who just entered the toilet directly flushed again.  Not water anymore but paint red.  They are now hiding Sonyul's supplies.  Hyurin who wants to go berserk but in the hold Sonyul continues.  Arrive sports lessons.  They were told to be in groups and of course did not want to be with Sonyul.  When the game began, one ball hit the head of Sonyul but somehow the ball even more coming.  Sonyul was clearly cornered and could only protect himself.  Hyurin came to her aid.


   ‘’YA/hey!  YEP!  What did you guys do to Sonyul, huh????  Later I report to sonsaengnim/guru!’’, threatening Hyurin and lucky sonsaengnim they came because they saw a commotion.   Hyurin immediately brought the injured Sonyul to the uks.  While nagging Hyurin treats Sonyul's wounds.


    ‘’Ya/hey!  I wonder why you are not kapoknya on their incisors??  If I were you I would report to sonsaengnim!’’


    Sonyul just looked at Hyurin.  As if I could read what Sonyul thought, Hyurin nagged again.


    ‘’Ya/hey!  Don't tell me you don't want to answer them because you don't want them to be the same as you!  Now it has been proven that your patience is useless??’’


   ‘’I know.  But they also don't know anything’’


   ‘’Do not know what?  They knew it was just cheap gossip from irresponsible people!  They are the ones looking for trouble!   Ask the cake to your room and make a conclusion!  Don't just side with the gossip because they're jealous of you!  They think you're not sick because of this too!?’’


   ‘’Already, Hyurin.  No need to continue.  One day they will realize that this is not what they think it is!   I am tired of explaining it if they do not want to hear’’, said Sonyul ended his conversation and left Hyurin.


  ‘’Argh, up to you ah!  Dizziness me!’’


***


   Today is the day of Minho's resignation live on tv.  Everyone had been waiting for the development of this scandal for a long time and finally got the answer.   Minho is not alone.  Along with his manager and Sulli!   With formal makeup Minho sat on his stool quietly though his face this time was a little grim.  A lot of reporters were crammed into the press conference.  Minho's friends, the other members of Shinee, are now sitting in front of the tv watching one of their members leave.  What about Sonyul?  Just like the others, from earlier he just stared at the tv screen without a word.  His family who know the relationship of Sonyul and Minho this time even did not comment anything if you see the state of Sonyul now.


   ‘’....Today is a day I never imagined.  I've been living my life without thinking about how it will be until today.  I started my career because there were opportunities and opportunities.   I just realized that I forgot that one day this opportunity will leave me.  Because of my own carelessness, I hurt everyone including my most beloved Ortu and yeoja.  But it is useless if I regret it because my future wife will give a future and a new day for me.   I don't know if I have to say the word ‘miane/maaf’ until how many times I remember my sins.  I am ashamed of everything.  Please give me a chance to change.   For everything, I'm ashamed to know you're still defending me, still want to be friends with me.  I can't repay your love but instead make you suffer.   But I'm glad to see you guys.  I will not forget this meeting for the rest of my life and I hope you do.  Minho has now hurt you but I promise when we meet again I will be the new Minho.   And please for the fans, don't misunderstand anyone on this matter because I'm the one who's completely at fault.  Friends and relatives are not at all involved..........’’.


    After that show, there are many pros and cons.   The sudden resignation of Minho shocked many people.  Given his fame while with the newly rising boy band Shinee at this time.  The astonishment of this problem was felt by Minho's other management friends.  They didn't think this would happen.  They want to help but what can they do?  Because Minho's problem also concerns the company that is orbiting them.


   The SNSD room


   ‘’Ya/hey!  You watched tv not yesterday?’’, asked Leeteuk oppa et al who came to SNSD room.


    ‘’Ne/yes!  I never thought Minho could do that!  I always tell you she is quiet!’’, said Jessica oenni.


    ‘’Ya!  Yep!  Gossip again!  Gossip againiii!’’, exclaimed Hyoyeon oenni.


    ‘’Onnie tau not yesterday I heard Sonyul to be involved in this problem!’’, said Yuri oenni.


    ‘’I heard that shawol came storming into Sonyul's house!  Whoa, horrified ya?’’, Sooyoung said oenni.


   ‘’Jinca/seriously??  Don't take the elves the same yeojachingu/our girlfriend!’’, exclaimed Eunhyuk oppa.


   ‘’Ya!  Than you guys gossip mending training!  Leeteuk oppa et al can also stray here anyway!’’, exclaimed YoonA oenni.


    Taeyeon onnie, Tiffany oenni, Sunny oenni and Seohyun oenni. 


   ‘’Oh!  Onnie is Sonyul's brother!  How is Sonyul?” doing, Jessica asked Sunny and Taeyeon oenni.


    ‘’He's fine!  Waeyo?”, replied Sunny.


    ‘’Jinca/real?  I heard he said shawol attacked Sonyul's house!’’, said Yuri oenni.


    ‘’Ne/ya!  Sonyul can not come out!’’, said Shindong oppa.


    ‘’In addition to fans of course many journalists right?’’, said Leeteuk oppa.


    ‘’Ribet very yes Minho problem!  The cover of Sonyul was hit by the consequences!’’, Eunhyuk told oppa.


   ‘’Not attack but looking for news’’, explains Taeyeon oenni.


    ‘’Maybe they are, but they are fans!  Where no one might be angry!’’, exclaimed Sooyoung onnie.


   ‘’Poor Sonyul follow suffer!  Very well?’’, exclaimed Hyoyeon oenni.


    ‘’Already, it's none of your business either!  Why are you guys also making a noise?  Leeteuk oppa et al!’’, exclaim YoonA oenni.


    In the conversation, Tiffany felt a bad feeling that stuck in her heart.  His mind is complicated.  There is pity, guilt, but also hatred for Sonyul.  He was confused as to which one he wanted to start with.  But this thought kept coming up to bother him."Ottokhae/gimana?  Sonyul, are you okay?  Have I gone too far?’’, thought Tiffany. 


***


   After Minho's resignation went live, Sonyul's friends and Shinee fans began to change, though not all of them.  They are now just whispering behind Sonyul.  But the fad still exists even though not as severe as usual.  Sonyul tried to calm his mind out of the classroom and stared out the window.  Hyurin.


    ‘’Ya/oi!  Sonyul don't daydream!’’, reprimand Hyurin.


   ‘’Hyurin!  Not really I just want to break’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’I am envious and also sad to see you!’’, exclaimed Hyurin suddenly.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?’’


   ‘’You love each other sincerely and live the relationship with a straight feeling even though ultimately destiny separates you!  If you think GD oppa will act the same if our conditions like you?  Not that I don't trust him anyway but maybe he won't be much different from Minho but I think you guys are more interesting than me’’


    ‘’Do you guys fight again?  How did you say it was like that?”


     ‘’I'm upset because the more he's famous he's like he's away from me.  I know I can't be like this I'm an artist, but we are different.  Now there's a rumor that makes my heart boil!  I don't understand!’’


    ‘’Do you start not believing him?  Isn't he loyal?’’


    ‘’Setia kayak what are the names that are not tempted yeoja yeppo?  Blind times not!  Why is he also using it to all Japan!   Meet yeoja not clear it!’’ 


    ‘’Maybe the news is wrong!  You didn't ask him first?’’


    ‘’You ask me how if on the phone rarely lift, sms not reply!  In the photo, they look great again!  Huh!  Really bummer!’’


   ‘’You can be patient first, who knows, it's just gossip!  He hasn't said anything yet!  Don't judge him that bad first!  Ntar nyesal!’’


   ‘’But I remain sebeeeeeellllllll!!!!!  Huh!!’’, the whines of Hyurin and Sonyul tried to calm him down.


    In Sonyul's class the lesson begins.   Sonsaengnim who taught them and gave questions that were already on the board.  Sonyul was asked to come forward to answer.  Not until the front, there were various mockings and ridicule.  The more advanced, their mockery and ridicule the worse until the sonsaengnim/teacher told silence but did not succeed.  Sonyul pretends not to hear but can't.   I don't know why he felt too tired to hold their talk.  Sonyul was uneasy in his heart but kept trying to calm down.   Hyurin replied to the mockery and ridicule of her friends endlessly.  There even looks again war of the mouth.  Sonsaengnim who teach so dizzy with Sonyul et al class that can not be arranged anymore.   Sonyul still persists but the events he experienced lately made him tired and dizzy.  His mind feels dead-end.  Other ridicule and ridicule aggravated his confusion.  Bruckk!  I heard someone fall.  Hyurin who was busy fighting mouth with her naughty friends fell silent and looked for the origin of the voice that had fallen earlier.  All eyes looked towards the sound and Sonyul was already lying there.   Hyurin panicked and immediately came there.


    ‘’SONYUL~A!!!  SONYUL~A!!  YOU WHY??  CONSCIOUS SONYUL!’’, exclaimed Hyurin whose face turned pale after seeing Sonyul.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Hyourine!  Sonyul why?’’, asked sonsaengnim/teacher who was also shocked to see Sonyul passed out.


    ‘’Mollayo sonsaengnim/no teacher!  He suddenly fell!’’


    ‘’Try you check her temperature!  Does he hurt?’’


    Hyurin examined Sonyul whose face was beginning to meet red.  Turns right.  Sonyul fever.


    ‘’Aigu/cum!   Looks like Sonyul fever, sonsaengnim/guru(pak, Bu)!’’, exclaimed Hyurin.


   ‘’Kalo so take it to uks!  Yep!  You guys help Hyurin bring Sonyul to uks!’’


   But Sonyul's friends didn't move.  They just kept quiet to see the situation.


    ‘’Ya/hey!  You guys are Sonyul's friends, right?  Why just shut up?  Quickly take him to uks!’’, the sonsaengnim nagging while glaring resentfully at Sonyul's silent friends.  Surely the nagging was potent resuscitate them and they immediately brought Sonyul to the uks.


   ‘’She was just exhausted and got a fever.  Please tell him to really rest yes!’’, said the doctor in uks.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Gamsahamnida/thank you doctor!’’, said Hyurin then took the place to keep Sonyul who was resting.  The classmates who brought Sonyul to uks open their voices.


   ‘’Eng...  Hyurin, we... we are sorry!’’


    ‘’Kok suddenly..?’’, exclaimed Hyurin.


    ‘’We regret what we did with Sonyul lately!   We are ashamed to accuse Sonyul of being a no-no!’’


   ‘’Oh, so?  It is enough to say?’’, said Hyurin ketus because she was still upset.


    ‘’Kok did you say Hyurin?  We are really sorry!’’


    ‘’What's sorry enough to make the wound in Sonyul's liver heal?  You guys are too much!  It was as if torturing him and also as if apologizing!’’


   Sonyul who daritadi sleep so wake up because of the noise.  Sonyul came to the origin of the sound.


   ‘’Hyurin, waeyo/why?’’, Sonyul asked.


   ‘’Sonyul?!   How not to rest?’’, said Hyurin.


   ‘’Sonyul actually we regret because we have been sculpting you all along!  We are khilaf!’’, said Sonyul classmates.


    ‘’I know!  I'm sorry you guys’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Sonyul?  You forgive them too easily!  They can lie!’’


    ‘’Anio/no, Sonyul!  We earnestly!  We realized that we only burned jealousy because you could be near an idol like Shinee!’’


   ‘’Do you know that you can be prosecuted for this?  Sonyul is the nephew of SM Entertainment director!’’, Hyurin threatened.


    ‘’Hyurin, stop!  I am disappointed because you don't believe me but well. I know there is no way that you guys I forced to believe’’, explained Sonyul.


   ‘’Jongmal mianeyo/sincerely forgive Sonyul!  We even make you more tormented with the problems that have happened to you!  We're not good friends!  We're shy!’’


    ‘’Gweanchanayo/nothing!  Mianeyo/sorry that I'm hiding my status!’’


    Afterwards, Sonyul's classmates also apologized.  Some of them are already conscious but afraid to ask Sonyul until Hyurin finally explained it.  The shawols from other classes who are not even known follow up apologizing even though they are still jealous because of Sonyul's relationship with one of the members  Shinee.  This incident was heard again at the SME office.  Taeyeon oenni and the new Sunny can be heard rushing to meet Sonyul.  The boys bands and girls in SME offices also seemed busy because they heard the news. 


    ‘’Oenni now want to Sonyul place now?’’, Sooyoung asked Taeyeon.


   ‘’ Ne/iya!  Sunny is also coming!’’


    ‘’Onnie, so it's true Sonyul passed out because he was in shock with the problem that befell him?’’, asked Jessica oenni.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  Do you guys want to come?  Don't overstate it!’’, replied Sunny.


   ‘’We send greetings to him!’’, exclaimed Yuri oenni.


    Tiffany who heard the news was surprised and also intended to visit Sonyul.  This time he had to fix this problem. 


  The Sonyul house.


   ‘’Aigu/oh, your heat is very high anyway Sonyul?’’, asked Wonhee oemma when looking at the thermometer.


   ‘’He said he exhausted ahjumma/aibi!’’, timpal Hyurin.


   ‘’I'm okay oemma!  If rest is also definitely healed!’’, exclaimed Sonyul.


   ‘’I'll look after him ahjumma!  Ahjumma rest aja yes!’’, said Hyurin.


   ‘’Are you not tired?  Not that you are also busy?’’, asked Wonhee oemma.


   ‘’Anio, gwaenchana/not, it's okay!’’


   ‘’Ya is already so!  If you are tired, you say yes ahjuma yes Hyurin?’’, said Wonhee oemma who left the Sonyul room.


   Not long ago, Wonhee oemma came in again but she's not alone.


   ‘’Waeyo oemma/why ma?’’, asked Sonyul who saw his oemma enter again.


   ‘’This is you have a guest!  Come on in!’’, said Wonhee oemma to let the guest in.


   ‘’Tiffany oenni?  Waeyo/why?’’, asked Sonyul and Hyurin together.


   ‘’You've done it?  Mianeyo/sorry that I suddenly came here!’’, said Tiffany oenni.


   ‘’Lumayan.  Gomawo/tank is in jengukin.  Oenni must be busy, right?  Not in jengukin is okay!’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Cheonma/sama-sama (ordinary people do not say this but just want to know if it is the same in Korean). gwaechanayo’’


   ‘’Then oenni suddenly came here there must be something right?’’, asked Hyurin.


   ‘’Ah, the....’’.


   ‘’Mianeyo/sorry to hear investigating!  But strange oenni will not be close to us!’’, explained Hyurin.


  ‘’Ne/ya!  What's the problem oenni?   Say aja!’’, said Sonyul.


   Tiffany oenni is silent.  Sonyul and Hyurin wait for Tiffany oenni to speak.  After being quiet enough, Tiffany oenni started talking.


   ‘’Mianeyo/pardon Sonyul’’, says Tiffany oenni.


   ‘’Apologies for what?  The feeling of oenni doing nothing to me!’’


   ‘’Miane... mianeyo/maafin Sonyul!  I'm ashamed.I've been wicked to you all this time!  I'm a coward!  My unwarranted jealousy even made you suffer!’’


   ‘’Tiffany oenni??’’


   ‘’Sonyul, as long as you know I broke up with Kim bum oppa because Kim bum oppa prefers you and I do not accept!  I am really angry and jealous!  Just think of something so evil, destroying your happiness through your status!’’


   Sonyul and Hyurin were silent at Tiffany Oenni's confession.  Seen from their faces if they are shocked but they also still want to hear the confession of Tiffany oenni.


   ‘’I know that Sulli has a crush on Minho and I used her love to destroy you!  I helped him figure out how to get Minho's heart even though it wasn't easy because Minho still loves you!  But... But for this time, as long as you know, I'm not participating in Sulli's pregnancy at all!  That was beyond my plan!  I. I did not expect that my guidance to Sulli to destroy you would be like this! I'm just this you realize that I love Kim Bum oppa so much! That's Sonyul!  Please believe me!  Jebal/plis,please!’’


   ‘’Why would oenni be like Sonyul?  I did not expect!’’, exclaimed Hyurin.


   ‘’Oenni, I'm surprised why oenni can do this!  Have I hurt oenni so much?’’, asked Sonyul. 


   ‘’Mianeyo/pardon Sonyul!  I'm sorry for making Sulli think outside my mind!  I didn't know it was like this!   I'm ashamed..’’, said Tiffany oenni started crying but Sonyul remained silent. 


   Taeyeon oenni and Sunny suddenly appear.


   ‘’Taeyeon oenni?  Sunny?’’, exclaimed Sonyul when he saw them coming in.


   Plakk!  Taeyeon oenni without babibu slapping Tiffany oenni.  Everyone was surprised to see the incident.


   ‘’Taeyeon?!  I...’’, said Tiffany oenni shocked to get a slap.


   ‘’WHAT ARE YOU DOING TIFFANY??!!!  DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID???!!  YOU KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES?!’’, snapped Taeyeon oenni who spilled her anger.


   ‘’I... I was accidentally like this.. I... I begaaaal.....’’, exclaimed Tiffany oenni who came back crying.  His legs were limp and he sat down.


    ‘’Aigu/cum...  Tiffany... You are my most trusted friend.... my most beloved friend but why did you hurt my sister???  Did I ever hurt you so much that you pulled it back to Sonyul???’’, exclaimed Taeyeon oenni in tears.


    ‘’Anio, onnie/not brother!  This has nothing to do with you!  This is my jealousy for Sonyul!  I... I was wrong.why I still insist when Kim bum oppa no longer want to be with me!  I know that.. I know...’’.


    ‘’Then what will you do if it is so???  Will you be the one who invites Sulli to think this way and what will it be??  Very fatal!!’’, cried Sunny who started beating Tiffany oenni.


   ‘’Propause, oenni!  We can't be vigilante!  I know oenni is upset but this is not the way!’’, said Hyurin holding Sunny.


    ‘’Anio, gwaenchanayo/no, it's okay...  I deserve to be hit!  Come hit me, Sonyul!  I've ruined your life!!’’, screamed Tiffany oenni while forcing Sonyul to hit her.  But Tiffany's hand prevented someone.


   ‘’Kim bum oppa???’’, exclaimed Tiffany oenni when she saw the face of the person who stopped her.


     ‘’It's enough Tiffany’’, said Kim bum oppa who made Tiffany speechless.


    ‘’Oppa hear everything???’’, asked Hyurin and followed by a nod of Kim bum oppa.


    ‘’Mianeyo/sorry.. I understand why oppa asked us to break up. I know now...  I do not deserve to be with oppa... I am selfish... at will.... and always bother you..’’, said Tiffany who was still crying.


   ‘’Tiffany, don't blame yourself constantly...   Mianeyo/sorry...  I also want to break up with you without thinking about your feelings..  The past let it be the past..’’, said Kim bum oppa.


   ‘’But, because of this I have ruined Sonyul's life!  I did mean to make him feel sad that I feel but not until Sonyul and Minho parted in this way!!!’’, exclaimed Tiffany.


   ‘’Anio/gak..  This is not a complete oenni mistake...  Without oenni invites Sulli to pursue Minho, one day Sulli must have her own initiative...  I am sure that she is pregnant because of her own work’’, explained Hyurin.


   ‘’I was disappointed to know oenni was involved in helping Sulli but, maybe this is also my fault so oenni like this.  I'm sorry too.  Minho and I are different, although this problem does not exist if fate says we can not be together anymore what can be done.  I know I can't be tough, strong-ass, but this is all I can do.  So, oenni don't worry’’, said Sonyul.


    ‘’Aigu/oh, if I were you Sonyul I would be depressed deh!’’, exclaimed Sunny.


   ‘’Mianeyo/sorry...  Sonyaul...  Mianeyo/excuse me..’’, Tiffany's tears are getting worse.


***


   After the events of Tiffany's oenni's confession, one by one the facts about Minho's problem begin to unfold.  A lot has changed since then.  Yes, Minho's presence.  Day after day Sony began to change.  When his eyes closed, out of nowhere the memories with Minho continued to roll in his heart and mind.  Fun and exciting.   Being aware of the reality is painful.  How many tears have fallen from Sonyul's cheeks, I don't know.  Sometimes the feeling of longing re-emerged and flew his heart into the dream realm and when he realized, many times hurt the reality.  Sonyul also realized that there was someone who kept paying attention to him.  At first he refused the presence of the man.  But as this wound in his heart continued to exist and could not bear his own responsibility, he began to open up to the man.  Yep, yeah,  he knew that he could not look at the name as a substitute for Minho let alone think it was Minho but because the feeling was still there sometimes he acted  thus.  


   December


   ‘’You are not cold Sonyul?’’, asked Kim bum oppa who looked at Sonyul near the window.


    ‘’Anio/no, I just want to see the snow from here’’, replied Sonyul without turning to Kim bum oppa.  Kim bum oppa stepped off his stool and put on a warm Sonyul shirt.


   ‘’Ah, gomawo oppa/thank you brother!’’


    ‘’Now is December huh?  Not expecting to soon change the year’’, exclaimed Kim bum oppa.


    Sonyul did not respond to Kim bum oppa and looked back at the snow.  Again there is this stifling feeling of longing.  Coming back but with greater turmoil than usual.  Is it because this month is part of that person's memories?   Thought Sonyul was trying to control the pain again.


***


   At home Sonyul is full of decorations welcoming Christmas and new year.  Everyone rejoice.  And who else is most excited if not a couple who have planned a date on Christmas and new year like oenni-oenni  and the oppa-oppanya Sonyul.  Eiits, Hyurin doesn't want to miss you!( Beh, sta!  Exis jasatss!  Plakkkp!  The author had to throw a sandal from Hyurin!)


     ‘’It looks like you need to go to a psychiatrist deh!’’, exclaimed Key oppa when you see Hyurin cangar-cengar alone.


   ‘’Omo/hah??!!  Uh, sory ya cave is not crazy kale oppa!  The cave is happy!’’, Hyurin replied.


   ‘’Happy why???’’, asked Onew oppa.


   ‘’I know!  I knowuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa kayak queen gossip.


   ‘’Sssst... oppa is silent!  Beware if you say!’’, threatened Hyurin.


   ‘’Definitely want a date with Jiyong hyung right??  Aren't you?  Noona nappa/evil!!!!!’’, Taemin's screams started beating Hyurin.   Whining like a kid.  Everyone laughed at Taemin's behavior. 


   ‘’A, ne/ohya Sonyul noona want a date with whom??’’, asked Taemin.


   ‘’Ah, the..’’, said Sonyul who was interrupted by his friends.


   ‘’Aigu/waduh, small children do not need to know!  The same thing!  Yes right?’’, Goda Key oppa accompanied by laughter everything.


   ‘’Wah, fast development too huh?  How not to say anyway?’’, said Onew oppa.


    ‘’Loe aja kale slow do not know hot new!’’, exciting everything.


    ‘’Say she has had a crush on you for a long time right?   That the hell you have been targeted from a long time!’’, said Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Ya!  What is my oppaku playing all Sonyul?  Hunter?’’, said Hyurin.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Love Hunters!  Wahahahahaha!!’’, exclaimed Key oppa accompanied by laughter all.


   ‘’But noona this month is the birth month of Minho hyung, is oenni ready for gift?  How safe are you?  Blabl....Hmmmfff’’, asked Taemin with an innocent that directly smothered the oppa Key.  The question seemed to hit his heart.


   ‘’Eng...  Sonyul do not need to hear the sound of a whimper one, huh?  No matter!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa trying to divert.


   ‘’Ne/ya!  Halah, most children are ngigau!’’, said Onew oppa ngasal.


   ‘’Ah, where were we?  Aigu, quiet napa Taemiiiiiiiin!!!’’, exclaimed Key oppa who is still holding Taemin talk until the child is hard to breathe.


    ‘’Already, gwaenchanayo/nothing.  You guys don't have to make me avoid anything about him’’, said Sonyul who started to open the sound.


   ‘’You still love him?’’, asked Hyurin.


   ‘’Long if I said no.  Gomawo/thank you guys because you've been with me...  It was more than enough to make me strong.  But honestly, without it I am weak but because there are you I am still tough’’, said Sonyul with teary eyes.  Hyurin hugged him.


   ‘’Crying Sonyul...  You don't have to look strong!  Sometimes you are so weak that you can't bear it anymore...  I am sad to see you smiling sometimes...  I also became ill..’’, said the crying Hyurin.


  ‘’You don't have to hold it up Sonyul...  We know it hurts and we can't continue to be sad but weep occasionally if you can't bear it so you're relieved!  I also cry sometimes!’’, said Key oppa.


   ‘’Bhuuu... crybaby!’’, jeered Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Yeiii... justin aja!’’, reply Key oppa.


   ‘’Mianeyo noona/sorry brother, my words even make you sad..’’, said Taemin.


   ‘’You can't see mekit!’’, exclaimed Onew oppa.


   ‘’Haish, already!  Already!’’, Hyurin said soothingly.


    ‘’Sonyul, not only you who lost Minho but you too!   So, do not need to be detained?’’, exclaimed Key oppa.


   ‘’Ne/iya.. I am not always able to survive..  Miane... if I make you sad.’’, said Sonyul as his tears began to fall.  Hyurin hugged him even more.


   ‘’Yah... You are strong Sonyul...  And we will support you so that you are not like this anymore.’’


***


   Snow in the Sonyul home area is getting thicker.  It was just the beginning of the snow season.  Sonyul is back to his habit.  Looking at the snow through the window.  This time so remembered when Minho was suddenly at the bottom staring into the room Sonyul through the window Sonyul first.  Minho came suddenly startling Sonyul.  Suddenly all the memories of Minho burst into Sonyul's heart and mind.  Wherever he is, wherever Sonyul stands there are always memories of him with Minho.  The shadow about Minho is like always following wherever and wherever there is Sonyul.  It was stifling and sad. His eyes suddenly puffy when he tried not to remember it all but it did not work. 


   In Hyurin's house today there are only Kim bum oppa and Hyurin.  Taeyeon oenni is already living with her husband Chunhee oppa and their order is out.


   ‘’Hyurin, do I deserve to be with Sonyul?’’, asked Kim bum oppa suddenly.


   ‘’!!!  Waeyo/why?  How do you ask that?  Tumben did not pede’’, replied Hyurin.


    ‘’Not so, you know for yourself right that person where might be forgotten just like Sonyul right?  Moreover their farewell is not what they want!’’


   ‘’So, therefore oppa want to say if oppa is getting tired of melting the heart of Sonyul and already want to give birth?’’


   ‘’Molla/no idea.  Sometimes I look at Sonyul when he says, I'll still love Minho.  There's no such thing as him.  So, I might stay like this.  That's’’


    ‘’Hahahaha!  Where did oppa come from?  Your mind is dead!  Yes it is impossible!’’


   ‘’You will also know that from a small Sonyul also only considers me his own oppa.  Not so desperate anyway but sometimes I want to follow him not nyampe’’


    ‘’Aigu/oh, handsome oppaku!  Throw away all those unimportant thoughts!  That soul mate no one knows!  Could he be dating Minho but oppa's soul mate, right?  If Sonyul still has no reaction to the oppa attention for now yes understand because if the problem itself I experienced also not necessarily  as loud as him!  Give him time, please,  yes I know what oppa meant so that the wound in his heart quickly recovered but the best thing now is to give him time to rearrange his heart.  Difficult you know oppa if we already love someone if asked to forget just like that let alone the condition is forced like this’’


    ‘’Well, maybe so anyway!  I was also wrong for being too worried and so hurry up like this!’’


    ‘’Quiet oppa, Hyurin will always support oppa!  I'm sure someday Sonyul will open his heart to oppa, so don't give up huh?  I don't want Sonyul not to be oppa!  Hehehe!’’


    ‘’Aigu/confused...  Hahaha, can you!’’, said Kim bum oppa while shuffling Hyurin's hair.


    Tong!  The bell from Sonyul's house.  Clamps!  The door opened and Wonhee oemma appeared and her expression immediately changed when she knew who her guest was.


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo Wonhee ahjuma/hello aunty Wonhee!’’, said Kim bum oppa salute.


   ‘’Oh annyeonghaeseyo/hello!  Kim bum, right? Come on in, sign in!’’, invite Wonhee oemma to let Kim bum oppa in.


   ‘’Gomawoyo ahjumma/thank you bibi’’, reply Kim bum oppa walk in and welcome sit Wonhee oemma.


   ‘’Aigu/wah, Ahjumma guess who was Kim bum!  Waeyo/why?’’


   ‘’This is no cake from America!  Yesterday I had time to go back there because there is a duty’’, said Kim bum oppa handed the food parcel to Wonhee oemma.


   ‘’Aigu/waduh... do not bother!  Ahjuma is so ashamed!’’


   ‘’Ah, gwaenchanayo ahjumma/nothing aunty!  Indeed I specifically buy for ahjumma!’’


   ‘’Aigu/aow, nak Kim bum is good!  Gomawoyo/thank you!  Mianeyo/sorry to bother ya!’’


   ‘’Then, ahjumma is there Sonyul?’’


   ‘’Sonyul?  Maybe he's in his room?  If you want Kim Bum can call yourself!  A,ne want to drink what?’’, asked Wonhee oemma walking into the kitchen.


    ‘’Ah, don't bother ahjumma!  I'm fine not drinking!’’, reply Kim bum oppa open the door Sonyul room and.   Sonyul does not exist.


     ‘’Sonyul is in his room ya nak Kim bum?’’, asked Wonhee oemma from the kitchen.


    ‘’Anu, my ahjumma is no business!  I say goodbye!’’, said Kim bum oppa hastily out.


   ‘’Loh, what's the hurry?  Don't drink first?’’


   ‘’Mianeyo ahjumma/sorry aunt!  I remember suddenly having a sudden business!  Annyeonghaeseyo/bye bye!’’, says Kim bum oppa pamit.


   ‘’Be careful Kim bum!  Next time here again yes?’’, cried Wonhee oemma when she saw Kim bum oppa in a hurry.


    ‘’Hyurin!!!  Hyurin!!’’, call Kim bum oppa who is still in a hurry.


    ‘’Waeyo oppa/why brother?  How do you get chased by demons?  Rush very?’’, asked Hyurin who just appeared.


   ‘’Hyurin you know today what is it?’’


    ‘’Today what's up?   Why the hell?’’


    ‘’You know?  Sonyul is not at home!’’


    ‘’???  Loh, why?  What connection???  I'm looking forward to today on December 9th and there's nothing a... argh...!!’’, Hyurin screamed after something.


    ‘’Waeyo/why?  How do you scream?’’


   ‘’Maybe... I know where Sonyul went but oppa...’’.


    ‘’???  What's actually going on?  How are you confused?’’


    ‘’Today actually...’’  


In the car


    Kim bum oppa drove his car.  Seen from his face if he is tense and time-hunting.  Anxiety still lingered in his mind.  The conversation with Hyurin before she left swirled around in her memory.


    ‘’Oppa don't be disappointed?’’, says Hyurin.


    ‘’Waeyo/why?’’, ask Kim bum oppa.


   ‘’Kurasa Sonyul today go to Jeju’’


   ‘’Ngapain him there?’’


   ‘’Because today is actually Minho's birthday and Jeju is where they once vacationed together.  Sonyul also said that he and Minho had buried their treasure there.  So, chances are he went there’’, explained Hyurin.  Kim bum oppa immediately hurriedly prepared to leave but Hyurin prevented him.


    ‘’Oppa where are you going???  Oppa don't go there first!!’’, prevent Hyurin.


    ‘’Waeyo/why?  Sonyul is there alone!!!’’


    ‘’Not so oppa!  Sonyul just needs time to forget this!  Let him go there himself to reflect!’’


   ‘’Kalo I let him keep this up, forever my place in his heart does not exist!!!’’,  exclaimed Kim bum oppa still left regardless of Hyurin.


    ‘’Oppa/sister!!!  Aigu/ooh, stubborn base!’’


     Once at the airport, Kim bum oppa immediately boarded a plane to Jeju.  The weather in Jeju and Seoul is much different.  Snow in Jeju is heavier than in Seoul.  The cold is almost minus ten degrees.  Upon arrival in Jeju, Kim bum oppa went straight to the Sonyul family home and asked if there was Sonyul there but that turned out to be nil.  Kim bum oppa's anxiety became more and more so and she remembered something.


   ‘’Aigu/aow.. Where are you Sonyul???  Are you in that place???’’, exclaimed Kim bum oppa.


   Then Kim bum oppa asked where the place was and tried to find it.  Kim bum oppa was prevented given the increasingly bad weather that may have snowstorms.  But Kim bum oppa still kekeuh go looking for Sonyul.


    ‘’SONYUL~AAA!!!  SONYUL~AAAAA!!  YOU WHEREAAA???’’, call Kim bum oppa looking for Sonyul figure in the snow.  Kim bum oppa is still searching and.... 


    ‘’!!!!  SONYUL~AAAA!!!  SONYUL~AAA!!!  ANSWER ME!!!  SONYUL~A???’’, said Kim bum oppa who is still trying to wake Sonyul.  Sonyul still did not realize Kim bum oppa was holding him and carrying him down from the mountain.   Snow still keeps getting in the way and Kim bum oppa is still trying to bring Sonyul.  The Sonyul family was shocked to see Sonyul found unconscious.


    ‘’Aigu/wah, what is Sonyul???’’, asked Ahjumma Sonyul in the fog to see his nephew faint.


   ‘’Ne/iya, I found him on the mountain it’’, explained Kim bum oppa.


    ‘’Aigu/confused, Sonyul!  Sonyaul!  Appaaaa/papa, Sonyul meetuuuu!!’’, call Sonyul ahjumma to her husband.


   ‘’Aigu/wah, this aigu Sonyul?  How can he faint?’’, asked ahjussi/uncle Sonyul who followed the panic.


   ‘’Sonyul's theme, Kim bum, found it on the mountain where Sonyul played while he was small first!’’, explained ahjuma.


   ‘’Kalo so, should not Sonyul be brought in??  He has not been conscious since earlier!’’, said Kim bum oppa.


   ‘’Ne/ya!  Ne!  Let's bring it in!’’, said ahjussi Sonyul helped.


   ‘’Aigu/oh, Sonyul how can you do this???’’, exclaimed ahjumma Sonyul.


    The moon has appeared.   Nightfall.  Sonyul slowly opened his eyes.  His consciousness is recovering.   Kim bum oppa who looks after her looks relieved.


    ‘’Sonyul?  Have you done?’’, asked Kim bum oppa.


   ‘’Kim bum oppa?  How is oppa here?  And... is this where?’’, asked Sonyul who looked around.


    ‘’We are at your family home.  We were very worried when we found out you went to the mountain’’


    ‘’Kok oppa know I'm there?  And... today right...!!!’’, said Sonyul who suddenly woke up from his bed.


   ‘’Aigu, Sonyul don't wake up yet!  Rest first!!’’, said Kim bum oppa hold Sonyul.


    ‘’But oppa I haven't..’’


    ‘’I know!  Today is Minho's birthday, right?’’


    ‘’!!!  How to oppa also tau?’’


   ‘’Sonyul, namja/cowok it has hurt you like this!  Why do you still care?’’


   ‘’Oppa don't know what I feel!’’


    ‘’I know!  I know how to love someone let alone someone who loves someone else.  Then the person I love is now even injured like this because of the name/cow!’’


    ‘’Kim bum oppa??’’


    ‘’Sonyul, am I in your eyes just an oppa for you?  Did I not have a chance?  Is there no place in your heart anymore???’’


   ‘’Oppa, mianeyo/sister sorry... i, i...’’.


   ‘’Sonyul, do you want to say that you can't love anyone other than Minho?  Waeyo/why Sonyul?  Wae/why???’’


   ‘’Miane/sorry, now I can't escape her oppa!  I know that I'm like this and I'm still torturing myself!  I know this can't happen but I still can't forget it!’’


   Kim bum oppa hugs Sonyul.


   ‘’Wae/why you?  Sonyaul?  Waeyo/why?  Am I not worthy of you?’’


   ‘’Oppa, not... not that..’’.


    ‘’Then what?  Is it in your eyes that I deserve to be your friend?’’


     Sonyul was silent.


   ‘’I've been watching you since that day’’


   ‘’That day??’’


    ‘’Do you remember when the three of us chased the butterflies and so excited we separated from our parents during the camper and only you  who brought supplies? That provision was a little then we split three and finally me and Hyurin wept from hunger, he said,  but you're encouraging us to go out and never go hungry again.  It's not possible for kids like we used to be.  Since then, I've been interested in you’’


   ‘’Oppa, i.. mianeyo...’’


    ‘’I know now it's impossible...  I know you're still hurt...  But mianeyo, my feelings can not forever continue to hold..’’, said Kim bum oppa who sounded sad.


   ‘’Oppa, mianeyo if I can't reciprocate the feeling of oppa... i... i...’’.


   ‘’Sst, don't you say!  I. I understand...  I know that person is still in your heart...  I know it's not possible that soon you'll forget him...  But do not forbid I love you..’’, said Kim bum oppa who sound more and more mellow.  Turns out she was crying.  Crying for Sonyul.


   ‘’Oppa?  Is oppa crying??  Waeyo/why??’’


    ‘’Mianeyo/pardon...  Sonyul... sarathaeyo/i love you..’’.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  Why are you crying for me??  Mianeyo oppa/forgive me sister..’’


    Sonyul feels guilty and bad because this is the first time a namja/cowork cries because of it.  Sonyul thought, Really if Kim bum oppa loves him?  Why didn't he realize that?  This way I hurt him..  Mianeyo oppa's...  I love you not as yeoja/girl to namja/cowok but as yeodongsaeng/sister chick to her sunbae/senior...  Mianeyo if I don't realize how you feel and hurt you...  Mianeyo. I still love Minho.....  I don't know until when this feeling will continue... Jongmal mianeyo/really forgive me....


***


Seven Years Later


    ‘’Oenni, oenni!  Bumso wants this flower!’’, said a little boy at a flower shop.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  Find what little sister?’’, ask oenni the florist.


  ‘’Bumso want this flower oenni!  Make her birthday oemma!’’, said Bumso pointing to a tulip.


   ‘’Eolmana/how?’’


   ‘’Bumso wants to make those flowers a gift!  The besaaarrr...’’.


   ‘’Kalo so just bouquet yes?’’


   After arranging the flowers into a bouquet of flowers, the little boy carried the bouquet a bit overwhelmed because the bouquet he asked was quite large.


   ‘’Can it take little sister?’’, asked oenni the florist was anxious.


   ‘’Can...  Bumso can do it!!!’’, said Bumso who is still trying to bring the bouquet.  Suddenly the bouquet of flowers was picked up by a namja.


   ‘’Hyung help ya little sister?’’, bargain the name.  Bumso did not refuse and let the name help him.   Then they left the flower shop. Bumso and Namja were chatting.


   ‘’So his name is Kim Bumso yes?’’, said the name.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Bumso still tk little zero you know!’’, said Bumso spirit.


    ‘’Kalo name appa/papa who?’’


   ‘’Hahaha, why call appa anyway?  My name is Choi Minho.  A, ne/ohya this flower is for whom Bumso?’’


    ‘’This make oemma!  Sonyul oemma!’’, exclaimed Bumso who made Minho glued to the words of the little boy.


   ‘’Oemmamu must be happy huh?   Then, why Bumso buy the flowers alone?’’


   ‘’Begini, Bumso would like a surprise to oemma so oemma can not know!’’, whispered Bumso.


   ‘’What is your oemmm not worried??’’


   ‘’Ah, let's stay at home!  That's Bumso's home!’’, exclaimed Bumso while showing her home.


   Minho just silently stared at Bumso's house.  Bumso invited him in but he refused.


   ‘’Ayo appa/papa in!  Bumso meet oemma!’’, invite Bumso.


   ‘’Mianeyo, Bumso!  Suddenly there is business!  Then, this gives the flowers to your oemma yes?’’


   ‘’So why can't ya?’’, says Bumso his face looks sad.


   ‘’Mianeyo, sometime huh?  Greetings to oemmamu’’, said Minho pamit left Bumso.


    Suddenly there was a yeoja/girl coming out of that house.


   ‘’Aigu, Bumso where are you???  Oemma worried!!’’, exclaimed Sonyul.


   ‘’Oemma/mama!!!  Here!’’, exclaimed Bumso while handing the flower to Sonyul.


   ‘’Bumso, this what...???’’


   ‘’It's a gift for Sonyul oemma birthday!’’


   ‘’Aigu/wah, there's-there's you!  It's still a few days!’’


   ‘’A,ne/ohya oemma was Bumso helped bring this flower same appa you!’’


   ‘’Appa/papa??  Nuuya/who??’’


   ‘’So we met at the florist and help Bumso bring these flowers!  Appa is so good oemma!  But the app has gone’’


    ‘’Honey huh?  Though oemma also want to know who appa is!’’


     Not far from there, there was a namja who secretly stole the conversation Sonyul and Bumso.


   ‘’Sonyul....??’’


***


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo/hello?’’


   ‘’Ah, Seohyun noona!’’, exclaimed Minho when he knew the person who greeted him.


   ‘’It's been a while since we met?  How are you now?’’


    ‘’Yah, this..  Work at the store’’, replied Minho as he sat in the park.


    ‘’Thank God you are healthy.  How many years has it been?   It feels weird’’


    ‘’Say noona wants to marry Yonghwa hyung huh?’’


   ‘’Eng..  Then, how are you with Sulli?’’


   Minho was silent.


   ‘’Mianeyo, Minho I don't mean to offend you’’, said Seohyun oenni not nice.


   ‘’Gwaenchanayo noona/nothing sis...  We are no longer in contact with Kok’’


   ‘’No also anyway, at first it was difficult but because the child was already positive no more well..


    ‘’Have you met Sonyul?’’


    ‘’I don't know if I should see you or gak’’


   ‘’Waeyo/why?’’


    ‘’Molla/no idea.  I guess her happiness now doesn't deserve me to be broken’’


    ‘’Do you still love her?  Mianeyo/sorry yes if my question is weird’’, Seohyun oenni asked doubtfully.


    ‘’Jongmal/highly. Jongmal sarathanta/loves him very much.. but it is not possible right?’’.


    ‘’But no one forbids you to love him right?   Minho, I know you must not like this. I feel your destiny is enough to make me cry’’.


    ‘’Yah... Maybe this is indeed my way’’.


***


    ‘’Horeeeee, Flaming Charisma we come baaackkk!!’’, exclaim Key oppa while prancing like a child.


    ‘’Huwaaaaaaa, Minho hyuuung’’, exclaimed Taemin crying while hugging Minho.


   ‘’Welcome back Minho!  You look different now?’’, asked Onew oppa.


   ‘’Tereteeet, Choi Minho!  Long time no see you!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa.


    ‘’Gomawo/thank you everyone!  I miss you guys’’, cried Minho.


    ‘’Where are you now?  Then, you with Sulli how?’’, asked Key oppa.


    ‘’I now work in a bakery.  We've been apart’’ a long time


   ‘’Heeeee??????  Since when???’’, exciting everything.


   ‘’Well, almost four years ago’’


   ‘’Then what is your son??  How can I split??’’, asked Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’That child was gone because Sulli miscarried.  At first it was difficult to separate but since the child was no longer there so we could part’’


    ‘’A, ne/oh yes hyung he said Sonyul noona had a child you know!’’, exclamation Taemin directly smothered Onew oppa.


    ‘’I already know kok!’’


   ‘’Unfortunately you know she is married huh???’’, asked Key oppa.


   ‘’Then, how do you?’’, asked Jonghyun oppa.


    ‘’Maybe I will start my new life’’


    ‘’Hyung, do you still love Sonyul noona???  Aigu/oh, Onew hyung don't be too late!  Aspiring!’’, exclamation Taemin who wants to smother Onew oppa again.


    ‘’Kalo I said no, meaning I lied’’, said Minho with a soft smiling face.


   ‘’Ah, instead of Saturday there is Sonyul?’’ birthday event, onew oppa exclamation.


   ‘’You are coming with Minho?’’, exciting Key oppa.


    ‘’Ne/yes!  We can find it!’’, Jonghyun oppa said.


    ‘’Not accept rejections huh hyung?’’, exclamation Taemin who make them laugh.


    Saturday arrived.  Sonyul's birthday today rame.   Sonyul's family and friends arrived. 


    ‘’Ya/hey!  Sonyul!’’, exclaimed Hyurin with her husband Kwon Jiyong aka G-Dragon.


    ‘’Hyurin!  Jiyongsshi oppa!’’


    ‘’Saengil chukahamnidaaaa/happy birthday!!!  Here's the prize!!’’


    ‘’Woaaah, what is this??  Not weird, right?’’


   ‘’Ya gaklaaaah!  Where is Kim bum oppa?’’


    ‘’Inside.  Play the same Bumso’’


    Jiyong oppa whispers Sonyul something.


    ‘’There is a gift that makes you must be very, very surprised!’’


   ‘’???  What is it??’’


    ‘’Aigu oppa/sister!  Don't tell me first!  Ntar you see for yourself yes?’’, said Hyurin.


     Sonyul didn't know what they were talking about.  Not long ago, Sonyul's birthday party began.  It starts with singing together and then blowing out the candles from the birthday cake.  After making a wish, they all on a whim put the cream of the cake in Sonyul's face and they reciprocated.  Satisfied playing, the guests give still someone who gives gifts to Sonyul. 


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo Sonyul onnieee/hello!’’, exciting new coming Jiyoung.


    ‘’Jiyoung???  Annyeonghaeseyo!!’’


    They hugged the miss.


    ‘’Saengil chukkahamnida oenni/happy birthday brother!!’’


   ‘’Gomawo/thank you!!!  Alone??’’


   ‘’He's there!  I intentionally told you to come first!’’


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  You guys got into a fight?’’


   ‘’Ckckck!   Not an oenni!  A, ne Jiyoung still have another gift?’’


   ‘’???  What is it??’’?


   ‘’But yes oenni!’’, exclaimed Ji Young then pulled someone from a distance.


   ‘’Sonyul oenni!!’’, call Ji Young to show who she calls.


    ‘’Sonyul?’’, exclaim the name/cow.


    Sonyul was glued when he found out who called him just now.


   ‘’Minho??? Choi Minho Waeyo/why???’’, exclaimed Sonyul in disbelief.


   ‘’Ah, appaaaaa/papa!!’’, exclaimed Bumso upon seeing Minho's presence and coming towards him.


   ‘’Choi Minho right?’’, asked Kim bum oppa when he saw Bumso coming to Minho.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Yep!  Yep!  I think we missed the reunion event!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa with other Shinee members.


   ‘’Oemma, oemma/mama!  This is appa who yesterday helped Bumso bring flowers for oemma yesterday!’’, exclaimed Bumso.


    ‘’Wah, wow so Flaming Charisma we have met first with Bumso???  Ckckck!’’, Excite Key oppa.


    ‘’Ottaeyo/how is Sonyul???  This is a gift from all of us you know!’’, exclaimed Jiyong oppa who immediately followed Hyurin because there was Kim bum oppa there.


   ‘’Sonyul oenni mianeyo/sorry brother if we do not tell yaaa... oenni not angry right?’’, asked Ji Young.


   Sonyul just smiled and shook his head.


   ‘’Wae noona/why sister?  Do you like the same gift from us?’’, asked Taemin.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Is oenni angry???’’, asked Ji Young who Hyurin immediately whispered.


    ‘’Anio/no... i... I'm shocked!  Very surprised... hahaha’’, said Sonyul who tried to smile.  Kim bum oppa was silent.  Making Sonyul all wrong.


   ‘’Yeorobun/all!   Have we gathered, what if we play the game??’’, proposed Key oppa that seems very excited.  His eyes sparkle like that.


    ‘’You play what oppa?’’, asked Ji Young.


   ‘’Hahahaha, just calm down!  Come with me, right?  I've thought of a good game!’’


   Those who don't know what it is.  Who knows, started the preparations.


   ‘’Where did everyone get their number?  The same number as you are your partner?’’, said Key oppa gave a briefing.


   ‘’Wuaaah, Sonyul noona is the same number Minho hyung!!!’’, exclamation Taemin which makes them all turn towards Sonyul and Minho. 


    ‘’Jinca/seriously??  How can ya??’’, asked Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’What is not too coincidental??’’, exclaimed Daesung oppa.


   Sonyul is aware that from the sikon that is not good, he can only be silent.  It feels like he is now in a confusing position.  The noisy friends were instantly diverted by Hyurin.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Yep!  Don't you have to make a fuss?  This may be a coincidence and should not be discussed!  Mending we start the match!’’, exclaimed Hyurin.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Ne!  Aigu/waduh..is it a storm really?  Well we start the ball game huh???’’,  exclaim Key oppa that is not good when accidentally see the expression of Kim bum oppa that has no reaction but looks annoyed to them.


    List of Couples who will compete


   Hyurin-Daesung


   Ji Young - Jonghyun


   Taemin-jiyong Station


Kim bum-Onew


Sonyul-Minho


    Key oppa did not follow because he was a judge and guard Bumso.  The lottery pairs that are not at all their wishes even make the atmosphere so strange.  Especially for Sony.  Why at this moment did she pair up with Minho in front of her husband, Kim bum???  Kayak on purpose but I think it could be possible to see his friends who are idle.  But his friends don't think this will be a time bomb for him?  If so, then so be they!  Think Sonyul.   It feels like being in a match with someone who is already impossible with him.  Sonyul so restless because of fear after this maybe he will be cold war with the husband because of the sudden arrival of this former namja chingunya.


   The match has been going on for quite a while.  Hyurin-Daesung won from Ji Young-Jonghyun and it was time for Sonyul-Minho to play.  The awkwardness between them happened again even more severe than the first meeting just yet.  Sonyul tried not to meet too often or accidentally look at Minho.  Sonyul was just acting as he could.  But even he was confused himself.  Already feel engrossed with the match so even forget what to behave like.  Because they are too nervous, the ball that wants to be held with their mouths each so not caught.  After playing the ball this is not using the legs but using the mouth.  Throw and held in mouth.  This is the most unavoidable thing when playing ball this way, accidentally touch the lips!  Aigu/who! 


   The others have accidentally scratched his partner's lips.  It was all clear at the moment when it happened.  And now it will happen to the Sonyul-Minho couple who accidentally became partners.  Their awkwardness is still ongoing but they think if gini can continue to lose yes finally they focus on winning so forget about it.  Kayak now, when the ball was thrown by Hyurin, he,  Sonyul who tried to hold the ball into the goal using his head so accidentally collided with Minho who tried to hold his mouth.  As a result, Minho again nyium head Sonyul even though accidentally.  Was not immediately excited by the audience aka their friends when they saw the change in attitude Sonyul-Minho began not awkward anymore.  The waning awkwardness between them brought about a result that could make it into the final round.


   Either this happens to be ato the fate of the Sonyul-Minho couple against the Kim bum-Onew oppa couple.  An unexpected result.  Sonyul is aware that he is too busy playing so he forgets the same as he really is.  Sonyul's self-confidence somewhat fades when you know who it is against.  When the game looks so Sonyul is not focused.  Minho finally asked what was the matter but Sonyul only shook his head with a smile on his lips.  The game starts again and Sonyul has not changed.  His friends who realize why Sonyul so yell at him and encourage.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Sonyul should not be too serious!  It's just a toy!  Hwaiting/spirit!’’, exclaim Hyurin.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Let's spirit!  Hwaiting/excite!’’, yelled the others as well.


   Sonyul became aware because of the words of his friends.  Aren't they all friends?  So want him to get anyone's partner it doesn't matter, right?  Sonyul is finally back and focused on the match that made them concede because of him.  It was already half the final game going but the scores kept chasing each other.  Both partners do not want to lose.  The ball that should have entered the opponent's goal continues to be held until the ball is out several times.  And unintentional touch of lips between partners continues to occur because each holds the ball to each other so as not to enter.  I think now Onew oppa wants to enter the ball into the goal Sonyul-Minho, he said,  the ball was thrown quickly but managed to hold both of them but yes it turned out that the incident of an accidental kiss was finally true between Sonyul and  The real Minho just wants to hold the ball.  The position of Sonyul who had caught the ball, and Minho who helped hold the ball was already between their lips it made everything hysterical.  So the ball is in the middle of Sonyul's lips and Minho's lips are holding the ball.  Conscious because their lips accidentally touch, their reflexes throw away each other's face.  Sonyul his face became red and Minho who became salting.  The match stopped for a while because of the incident earlier.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Yep!  Want to continue?  Storm it all!’’, Hyurin's reprimand is actually still carried away but she quickly realized because she saw the bad sikon there.


    Everyone started again but still laughing on the spot.  The game continues and the incident of an accidental kiss still happens again.  If this is Sonyul who participated in holding the ball that has been held Minho so like Sonyul who kissed Minho and again excited.  Sonyul is getting messed up because sikon is not good but he wants to win too.  Kim bum oppa himself who should just remain silent without reaction when he saw the incident accidentally.  Because between the couples insist on each other held a penalty kick.  A balanced score makes all gerge-degan not kermuan.  But when he saw Onew oppa fail to put his last ball into the opponent's goal, it was certain that the Sonyul-Minho pair won!!!  Sonyul and Minho's reflexes are complex and when they realize what they are doing they become silent again.


    ‘’Ok!  Because it is certain that the winner of this ball game is the Sonyul-Minho pair then I will hand over the prize to our winner this time!  Tickets for the couple to the playground!’’, said Key oppa acting like an MC.


   ‘’Sonyul this ticket for you only!’’, said Minho handed over his ticket to Sonyul.


   ‘’Eh, but you are competing!’’, exclaimed Sonyul doubtful.


   ‘’gwaenchanayo/nothing... suppose this is for Bumso yes?’’, replied Minho.


   ‘’Hayo, what are you talking about again?  Don't mess up everything ah!’’, goda Key oppa followed the others.


   ‘’Anio/no, we didn't say anything!’’, said Sonyul dodged from there and came to Bumso.


   ‘’Wah, wow there is a CLBK!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa while embracing Minho.


   ‘’Wae/why?  Your thoughts do not be strange!’’, said Minho cuek.


   ‘’Hyung/sister, actually hyung happy was able to pair with Sonyul noona?  I know kok!’’, Taemin timpal.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Don't you guys accidentally pair us both?’’, asked Minho glaring at his friends one by one.  Suspicious.


   ‘’Anio/no!  We even suprise really fitting know you are a couple!’’, explained Onew oppa while flicking his hands marked ‘not’ to Minho.


   ‘’So who is...’’, said Minho who is still looking for the culprit.


   ‘’I'm kok oppa!’’, exciting Ji Young relaxed.


   ‘’Heeh??????’’, exciting everyone was shocked to see Ji Young.


   ‘’Wah, it turns out yeodongsaeng/your sister is faster than us huh?’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Ottae oppa/how is sister?  Hajlockkayo/happy?’’, asked Ji Young with a nosy smile.  Minho held onto his head which looked dizzy.


   ‘’It looks like your oppamu is dizzy!  Sampe can not answer!’’, said Daesung oppa.


   In the place of Minho et al all laughed at the act of Jiyoung the nosy magical bin.  In the place of Sonyul...


   ‘’Kim bum oppa are you angry?’’, asked Sonyul who was a little afraid to see the silence of Kim bum oppa since.


   ‘’Anio/not... gwaenchanayo/nothing..’’, replied Kim bum oppa who tried to smile even though it still looks stiff.


   ‘’Oemma, oemma/mama!  We play to the same playground who???’’, asked Bumso.


   ‘’We are there together!’’, replied Sonyul.


   ‘’Appa, appa/papa!  Appa follow me?’’, ask Bumso to Kim bum.


   ‘’Miane/sorry, Bumso!  Appa is busy so can't!’’, said Kim bum as he stroked his son's head.


   ‘’Kalo so, Minho appa can follow you?’’, asked Bumso who made Sonyul and Kim bum oppa look at each other.


   ‘’Appa, appa/papa!  Kim bum appa said, Minho appa can follow Bumso to the playground!’’, Bumso said while pulling Minho's shirt.  Everyone looked surprised when they heard Bumso's statement.


   ‘’Jinca/serious?   But, mianeyo/sorry...  Bumso!  Appa is busy working!’’, reject Minho smooth.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  Appa/papa must come!  Anyway ikuuuut!!!’’, force Bumso with a frowning face.


   ‘’Aigu/oh, Bumso don't be!  We go to the park both are also okay, son?’’, persuade Sonyul.


   ‘’Shiro/no!  After Kim bum appa can not time can not invite Minho appa?’’, said Bumso who still remains hard on his stance.


   ‘’Already, there aja oppa!  It's hard to please a child!’’, exclaimed Jiyoung.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Kan Bumso himself asked!’’, exclaimed Jiyong oppa.  Because Minho continues to be urged to surrender.


   ‘’Yaudah, appa promise will go there Bumso!’’, said Minho while stroking Bumso's head.


‘’Yei, yei!  Anyway Bumso wait ya appa!!!’’, said Bumso who immediately hugged Minho.


   After the party, they still held their reunion and sat in the garden behind Sonyul's house.


   ‘’Wah, very similar kangen this atmosphere yes?’’, exciting Key oppa.


   ‘’You still remember we do not often play games when kayak gini?’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Ne/ya!  It was a strange punishment!’’, said Hyurin.


   ‘’Sonyul noona same Minho hyung tuh who often hit!’’, said Taemin.


   ‘’That's because of you too!  As if trapping people!’’, Minho said.


   ‘’Where else?  How only we?’’, asked Onew oppa while looking wildly.


   ‘’Kalo misuaku come home because it is busy, if Ji Young goes straight home! He said get ready for tomorrow!  Want a date with Daesung oppa!’’, explained Hyurin.


   Sonyul came from his house to them.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  How long?  Bumso is asleep?’’, asked Key oppa.


   ‘’Keunyang/so gini.  Looks like he is really tired today’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Where's your husband?  He was angry not because of the match?’’, asked Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Kim bum oppa nemenin Bumso!  What does oppa tanya mean?  Yes. no!’’, replied Sonyul at a glance looking to Minho.


   ‘’Great oppa not angry!  Maybe oppa lied?’’, asked Hyurin.


   ‘’Kok says it's your own oppamu!  I hope not!’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Where is there a namja/cowok who sees his wife as another namja not jealous?  It is questionable if not!’’, timpal Key oppa.


   ‘’You really face rhino times yes if you can say!   How to say it in front of the person!’’, exclaimed Minho.


   ‘’Lho, better than behind!  Kan sin!’’, said Key oppa do not want to lose.


   ‘’Gaya really loe Key!  You know what sin is!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Sonyul noona, I think Bumso really likes Minho hyung deh!’’, said Taemin.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  The proof is that he is doing so even though there is an app!’’, said Onew oppa.


   ‘’I was also a bit surprised because Bumso was hard to get close to people he just knew.  Eng.. mianeyo/sorry Minho oppa!  Bumso new this time so!’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Anio/no, I'm also happy to be a kid!  So no problem!’’, replied Minho.


   ‘’Kok, talk you guys this formal anyway?  Since when do you call Minho so ‘Minho oppa so’?’’, asked Hyurin full inquiry.


   ‘’Ne/yes, weird you two!  The first time I met you!  This is worse than it used to be!’’, exclaimed Key oppa while looking at it with a strange view.


   ‘’Anio/no, no mean anything!  Just try to be polite!’’, explained Sonyul.


   ‘’Yes what the hell is that?  We have been long!  Regular time!’’, replied Jonghyun oppa.


   The awkwardness of Sonyul and Minho happens again and more severe may be a situation that has changed a lot.  Their friends don't really want that to happen, but what can they do.  They can't do much considering that their status has changed a lot.  Memories that once might not be able to rise again will even only be memories.  Sonyul and Minho maybe they used to be lovers but now?  I don't know at the bottom of their hearts if there's still that feeling even though they know it can't exist.  Their fad friends are making fun of CLBK.  CLBK aka Cinta Lama Bangkit Bersung Back there may be ato still exist between one of them ato even in both but it is already impossible to happen  any more.  Feelings will not die but if fate talks else we can what?


***


     Today is the day Sonyul and Minho promised to take Bumso to the playground.  They were getting ready to go from their homes to the playground.  If not for Bumso whining, Sonyul and Minho would have refused.  Instead of what, the relationship between them is not as it used to be and only lives in the past.


   Twelve o'clock in the afternoon, they met in front of the playground.  Minho was wearing a suit and t-shirt and trousers as well as the shoes he used to wear.  Appearance is generally used as an adult name.  Sonyul wore a sweet orange knee-length dress and a pair of matching shoes.  Not to forget his hair was tied slightly back and decorated with the same ribbon with the color of his clothes.  And Bumso was wearing clothes that his peers generally wear.  They really look like a family that wants to go together in the heart of the holiday.


   ‘’Minho appa/papa!’’, exclaimed Bumso when he saw the figure of Minho standing in front of the playground.


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo/hello!  From earlier yes waiting?’’, asked Sonyul while holding Bumso.


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo/hello!  Anio/no, I just arrived too!  Annyeong Bumso!’’, said Minho.


   ‘’Kalo where we went first?’’, asked Sonyul.


   ‘’I'm up!’’, said Minho while playing with Bumso.


   ‘’Kalo so we have lunch first huh?  Besides it's twelve!’’ now, suggested Sonyul.


   They went to a restaurant in the playground.  Fill their empty stomachs and play.  Bumso who had earlier was impatient to play so here and there and they were both hassles.   Bumso play from cars to play motor racing.  Bumso who is avid to play does not feel tired while the guardians have been bored.  Fortunately there is a place where children can be entrusted to play while learning to be Bumso tucked there while Sonyul and Minho rest.


   ‘’Aigu/wah, your son is very active huh?’’, exclaimed Minho.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Anyway must be strong deh keep him because it can not be diem!  Appa/father is sometimes overwhelmed!’’, said Sonyul.


   Silent.  Busy with their own minds.  Strange things happen again between them.


   ‘’Sonyul, mianeyo/sorry yes’’, said Minho suddenly.


   ‘’Waeyo?  How come suddenly..?’’, said Sonyul did not understand.


   ‘’Mianeyo/sorry for everything I ever did to you.  I know I don't deserve to talk like this but I feel I need to tell you’’, Minho said with a sad face.


   ‘’Ah, it's the past!  No need to remember anymore!  I'm okay!  Jongmal/really!  Look at me now if you don't believe me!’’, said Sonyul trying to convince Minho. Minho just smiled.


   ‘’Then, we are now in the playground right?’’, said Minho.


   ‘’Ne/ya?  Wae/why?’’, asked Sonyul who still does not understand what Minho means.  Minho just looked at Sonyul and said something through his eyes.  I don't know why Sonyul understood.


   ‘’Sonyul, gwaenchanayo/nothing?’’, said Minho thrusting drinks to Sonyul.


   ‘’Ne, gwaenchana/iya is okay’’, said Sonyul while sitting on a park bench.


   ‘’Jinca/right?  But your face is pale!’’, said Minho worriedly.


   ‘’Hahaha, anio/no.  Gwaenchana/nothing’’, said Sonyul who tried to evade.


   ‘’Mianeyo/sorry, I don't know if you can't ride a jet coaster!’’


    ‘’Ah, anio/no!  Oppa is not wrong!  I was wrong why even ride a jet coaster when I do not like!’’, explained Sonyul.


   When Minho and Sonyul were engrossed in their conversation, they,  they do not realize if anyone followed them from earlier and hid not far from them.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  What are they talking about?  Not heard!’’, exclaimed Key oppa while putting his ears.


   ‘’Ssst, don't fuss ah!  Yep!  Don't putty!  Narrow tau!’’, exclaimed Hyurin while pointing her index finger in front of her lips to her friends.


   ‘’Hyung, I also want to see!’’, said Taemin trying to find a good place to peek.


   ‘’Taem, don't move much nah!’’, exclaim Onew oppa.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  You guys can be silent?’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa do not want to miss.


   Those who continue to be busy and noisy with their respective positions so it is not necessary to see Minho and Sonyul where it goes.  It turned out they were passing a vehicle that he said had just opened.  Employees who saw Minho and Sonyul immediately offered them to try.  Both agree and try.  And it turns out that after being seen is a haunted house.  They looked at each other and finally came in.


   ‘’Wah, it turns out not like outside huh?  In the dark really!’’, exclaimed Minho.


   ‘’Ne!  Aigu/ouh, the weather is cold too!  This does not look like the cover!’’, said Sonyul.


   Behind them were already the members of Shinee et al plus Hyurin who were following.  Because they are hiding themselves, so bother themselves.  The timid Taemin wanted to shout when he saw that there was a puppet ghost there.  Not wanting to be caught by Minho and Sonyul, they smother Taemin.  (Tremendous pity, Taemin, would yell even smother!  If the author is digituin, just thrown with a mountain stone!!!  Jillie!!)


   Minho and Sonyul who followed fortunately were not aware.  They continue their journey.


   ‘’Gak is too scary but it is so dark huh?’’, said Minho.


   ‘’Ne/iya!’’, said Sonyul who runs beside Minho.


   They walked through various obstacles.  Because it's getting darker.  The atmosphere was also tense.  Shinee et al and Hyurin did not miss following Minho and Sonyul despite many ridiculous events when they were together.  Because not too pay attention to the front, the legs of Onew oppa accidentally stepped on Jonghyun oppa.  Emang Onew oppa base also did not want to say anything was detained by himself.  Hyurin who saw the strangeness reprimanded him.


   ‘’Ya!  Waeyo oppa/why brother?  How do you want to cry that?  Sick?’’, asked Hyurin.


   Onew oppa only shook his head but his face still looked miserable.


   ‘’Sst, you guys don't make a fuss!  Ntar caught!’’, exclaimed Key who led in front.


   ‘’Aigu/wah, noona I takuuuuut!!!’’, exclaimed Taemin who continued flanking Hyurin's hand.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  Don't fuss Taem!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun oppa.


   ‘’Onew oppa, waeyo/why?  Say dong!  Palli/spins!’’, force Hyurin.


   ‘’Waeyo/why?  How noisy is it?’’, exclaimed Key oppa who was disturbed by their commotion.


   Onew oppa who can not say what is just pointing down and automatically all eyes follow the direction of his finger shows where.


   ‘’Aigu/waduh, mianeyo hyung/maafin kak accidentally!’’, exclaimed Jonghyun who woke up and raised his legs.  All who saw was not feeling sorry for the fate of Onew oppa but laughing.  Amused by the expression of Onew oppa who seemed to be suffering.


   ‘’Ya/hey!  You're evil!  Time friends suffer in ketawain?’’, protest Onew oppa.


   ‘’The answer, oppa asked did not say anything else diem aja!’’, said Hyurin.


   ‘’Have his laugh!  Ntar we lost track!’’, said Key oppa reminded.  Then they continued their mission of stalking them.  Minho and Sonyul in front are still continuing the journey even though the situation is getting more serem. 


   ‘’Gwaenchana/nothing?’’, asked Minho.


   ‘’Ne/iya!’’, says Sonyul.


   There were surprises between their trips.  This was more surprising than the first time they came in.  Sonyul who feel tense and not alert, do not realize there is a surprise nearby.  As he passed by, suddenly appeared one of the puppet ghosts that shocked him.  Automatic Sonyul shocked and took refuge behind Minho.


   ‘’KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!’’, exclaimed Sonyul who was surprised and immediately took refuge with Minho.  Minho was also shocked but not because of the surprise on the ride but because suddenly Sonyul hugged him to take shelter.  Things are getting weird.  Minho was confused as to what to do.


  ‘’Sonyul...?  Gwaenchanayo/nothing..?’’, asked Minho.


   Sonyul immediately realized what he was doing and released his hug from Minho. 


   ‘’Ah,mianeyo/pardon!  Jongmal mianeyo/forgive me!  I was shocked!’’, obviously Sonyul with his face flushed red.  So is Minho.


   ‘’Aniyo/no, gwaenchana.  I was also shocked’’


   Since exiting the vehicle, Minho and Sonyul are silent.  Bumso who was tired of playing all day fell asleep in the arms of Sonyul.  Intending to go home, they accidentally pass through a giant wheel.  Sonyul felt a pain in his heart as he looked at the giant Ferris wheel.


   ‘’You want to ride it?’’, asked Minho suddenly.  Sonyul did not answer.  But from his expression said that he wanted to go up.


   Once inside the mill, Minho and Sonyul were still silent.  See the view from the top of the wheel.  An accidental tension ensued between them, leaving them silent.  Sonyul sees Minho at a glance who also seems to just focus on staring out of the wheel.  Sonyul felt again the pain in his heart while in this mill. Yes, this is a giant pinwheel that reminds him of his memories with Minho.  The situation now is not so much different from what it was.  They ride this wheel together.  Suddenly Sonyul's eyes felt puffy.  There were tears in her eyes that were trying to hide.


   After finishing riding the wheel, Minho and Sonyul and Bumso separated at the place where they met earlier.  Sonyul has ordered a taxi.


   ‘’Jongmal gomawoyo oppa/very thank you brother for accompanying us!   Mianeyo, because of the selfishness of Bumso oppa so hard!’’, said Sonyul.


   ‘’Aniyo/no, it is precisely I who thank you for not being like this for a long time!  Besides, I am also happy little boy!’’, said Minho.


   ‘’Kalo so we say yes?  Oppa be careful too!  Annyeong!’’, Sonyul said as he got into the taxi and passed away from Minho's place.


   ‘’Ne/ya!  You too!  Annyeonghaeseyo/bye bye!’’, said Minho who waved his hand towards the taxi Sonyul and Bumso were riding.


   Sonyul sits quietly in a taxi with Bumso asleep in his arms.  Sonyul saw the view outside the taxi.  Suddenly, tears flowed down her cheeks.  Sonyul tried to stop it but it was difficult.  Sony could only blame him.


   ‘’Sonyul paboya/stupid!  Jongmal pabo/very stupid!’’, he muttered trying to stop his tears.


***


    ‘’Annyeonghaseyo Minho/hello!’’, exclaim Seohyun oenni greet Minho at the store where Minho works.   But today he didn't come alone.  There was a namja with him not a stranger anymore.


   ‘’Annyeonghaseyo/hello Seohyun!  Ah, today who is the same?’’, asked Minho while looking towards Seohyun.


   ‘’Ah, introduce this Yonghwa oppa!’’, says Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Choi Minho imnida/i Choi Minho’’, said Minho reached out his hand and replied by Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’Jung Yonghwa imnida/i Jung Yong Hwa.  He said you used to be in a boybands huh?  I watched the news about you!’’, exclaimed Yonghwa oppa.  Minho just smiled.


   ‘’Kalo so we won't bother you!  We are waiting for you!’’, exclaimed Seohyun oenni who was quiet and walked to the table she and Yonghwa sat down.


   ‘’Ne/iya, just relax soon I'm done with noona!’’, said Minho.


   Not long ago Minho appeared to meet Seohyun oenni and Yongwa oppa.


   ‘’Mianeyo/sorry, long time noona, hyung!’’, exciting Minho.


   ‘’You're done?  Let's take a walk out!’’, take Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Eh?  Does it bother you?’’, asked Minho while looking at the two of them alternately.


   ‘’Aniyo/no, Minho!  It is precisely I who want to meet you!’’, Yonghwa oppa said.


   ‘’Now no problem right?  Ga ja!’’, said Seohyun oenni.


   They came out of the store and walked together and chatted a lot of things.


   ‘’Wah, I didn't think you could be that strong Minho!  If I was any way possible!’’, exclaimed Yonghwa oppa who salutes Minho.


   ‘’Aniyo/no, I'm just trying to live what I'm living now!  No need to be grandiose!’’, said Minho shyly.


   ‘’Then, don't you think you will return to the entertainment world?  Well, besides, the problem is over!’’, asked Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’Where is well hyung!  Maybe still not think too much about the impression but it is possible someday if there is a chance, I will not waste it again!’’,  minho said as he looked straight ahead.


   ‘’Well, I wish I could.  And the person whose name is Lee Sonyul do you not want to fight for it again?’’, asked Yongwa oppa.  Minho just smiled.


  ‘’Ah, mianeyo/excuse me if impressed to know your business anyway we will just know too!  But all this time Seohyun always told me anything so..’’.


   ‘’Gwaenchanayo/nothing, hyung!  Not that I don't want to but it's impossible!’’


   ‘’Eh?’’


   ‘’Ya, what are you talking about?’’, exclaimed Seohyun who just returned from the toilet.


   ‘’Ah, not we just talk to each other namja!’’, explained Yonghwa oppa.


  The deg!  Minho sensed something was strange about him today.  At first it was just a slight stinging and stabbing feeling in his chest.  But the longer the frequency the more often than usual he felt.  Not usually the pain is continuous like this even though it is brought a short rest has disappeared but this is not even more pronounced.


   ‘’Minho?  Waeyo/what's wrong?  How quiet?’’, asked Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’An.. anyyo/eng!  Just a little tired because from the morning I work and have not rested!’’, exclaimed Minho.


   ‘’Kalo so we sit there first huh?  Mianeyo/sorry was inviting you to walk when you were busy!’’, exclaimed Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’Gwaenchanayo hyung/nothing!  I'm glad to go with you guys!’’


   They sat on the park bench and were still chatting.  More precisely Seohyun oenni and Yonghwa oppa were chatting because Minho was mostly silent.  Minho continued to try to be concerned about their chatter but there was pain and stabbing in his left chest became more so.  His chest felt tight and squeezed and he began to have difficulty breathing.  Consciousness began to disappear but he kept trying to be conscious.


  ‘’Minho, Waeyo/why?  What happened?’’, asked Yonghwa oppa who saw the strangeness of Minho since earlier.


   ‘’A.. anyyo/no!  Gwaen... chana... yo/nothing!’’, said Minho who was still trying to hide it.


   ‘’Jincayo/real?  But your face is pale!   Is it true that you are okay?’’, asked Seohyun oenni in panic.


   Minho was still evasive and continuously endured the pain.  He just kept shaking his head but they still did not stop asking about his condition.  His vision was blurred and his hearing was minimal.  Minho fell unconscious.


***


   Minho was somewhere he didn't recognize.  Because I don't know where he's going to just keep walking until one day there's a light at the end of the road.  He followed that light, finding the end of that path.  The more he walked there, the light in front of him grew bigger but Minho continued it.


   ‘’...Ho! ...Minho!’’, call a yeoja and a namja who is accompanying him.  It was Seohyun oenni and Yonghwa oppa.


   Minho slowly opened his eyes and began to feel the surrounding state.  A relieved smile flashed on the faces of Seohyun oenni and Yonghwa oppa.  Minho who did not know what was going on stared in wonder at them.


   ‘’You are okay?’’, asked Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’I... where?’’, asked Minho who saw the situation around him.  Minho asked in his heart, why is he in a room like a hospital room?  What the hell just happened to him?  Why does it feel like his body is so weak?  Then why are Seohyun noona and Yonghwa hyung's faces so strange?  What the hell is it?  Minho continued to wonder for himself but did not find the answer.


   ‘’You have a rest?  Don't think of anything!’’, exclaimed Yonghwa oppa.


   Sonsaengnim/doctor and nurse came after Minho realized.  They checked Minho without much talking.  Minho was silent too.  After checking, the sonsaengnim/doctor called Seohyun oenni and Yonghwa oppa to talk about the results of his analysis.  Somehow they suddenly tense because the sonsaengnim/doctor did not want to tell in front of Minho and instead told them to go to his room.


   ‘’So how is Minho, sonsaengnim/doctor?’’, asked Seohyun who looked worried.


   ‘’You guys are ready Minhossi?’’, ask sonsaengnim/doctor.


   ‘’We're best friends Minho!  Is there something until sonsaeng calls us?’’, asked Yonghwa oppa who was following us.


   ‘’Begini, has Minhossi never checked up regularly?’’, ask sonsaengnim/doctor again.


   ‘’What sonsaengnim/doctor mean?  We do not understand!’’, asked Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Ne/yes!  Does he have a disease until he has to check up regularly?’’, timpal Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’You don't know?  Alright!’’, says sonsaengnim/doctor sighed then continued his talk.  ‘’Possibly according to the examination, Minhossi had a heart attack and if seen from his condition now it is not possible to be saved!’’


   ‘’Mworagu/what did you say?  Is sonsaengnim/doctor wrong?  Minho is sick?  Heart?’’, exclaimed Seohyun oenni covered her mouth with her hands so much as not believing what she heard just now.


   ‘’Sonsaengnim/doctor, why did it happen?’’, asked the unsure Yonghwa.


   ‘’The cause is due to an unhealthy lifestyle, there is a blockage in the blood vessels of his heart.  But there are also those whose hearts are indeed weak from birth, the heart valves do not close as well as the cholesterol’’, explained sonsaeng.


   ‘’Setauku Minho is not a congenital heart disease from birth just maybe his unhealthy lifestyle makes it so this’’, he said,  seohyun eonni.


   ‘’Is there no way to save him?  With an operation for example?’’, ask Yonghwa.


   ‘’It is unlikely if it works because such a disease is quite difficult to handle because the heart must be taken from a deceased person  and of course it must be suitable to have a donor to the patient who will receive it’’, explained sonsaeng.


   After leaving the sonsaeng room, they met Minho.  Minho was preparing to go home.


   ‘’Minho, how do you stand?  Just take a day off here!’’, prevent Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Aniyo/no, I've done well!  You don't have to worry!’’, said Minho.


   ‘’Seeohyun's word is right!  Your face still looks pale so it might be okay!’’, said Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’Actually I hurt what?’’, asked Minho looking at Seohyun oenni then Yonghwa oppa.


   ‘’Already, you rest first.  We will definitely tell you soon!’’, Yonghwa oppa said.


   ‘’Kalo I do not hurt anything, I want to go!’’, exclaimed Minho who wants to go out but prevented Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Minho, please rest first!  Your condition is now not possible!’’, said Seohyun oenni holding Minho.


   ‘’Kalo I don't hurt for what rest noona?  I have to work again!’’, said Minho.


   Minho still insisted on leaving and Seohyun oenni continued to persuade him.  Yonghwa oppa who could not bear to finally tell the truth.


  ‘’Seohyun, let's tell you now!  Minho, we beg you not to be surprised but what we heard from sonsaeng you suffer from heart disease quite severe’’,  obviously Yonghwa oppa with his face was upset.  Minho.  His expression was flat to find out his condition which turned out to be quite severe.


   ‘’Says to be healed,  you have to get a heart donor but because the donor must be a deceased one and must match you it is quite difficult to do’’,  yonghwa oppa.


  ‘’So, am I going to die?  I'm not so surprised because the slashing and stifling feeling in this chest keeps raging.  I don't know when suddenly this heart someday can not hold it and just stop’’, said Minho while holding his chest.


   ‘’Minho, your family must know so you can get a donor!’’, exclaimed Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’Andwae/no!  I don't want to add to their sadness!  I have done enough wrong to them.  Only here is the pain they feel because of me.  Let me hold myself this time’’, said Minho.


   ‘’But... but we don't want you to die Minho!  Shiroyo/don't want... and what about Sonyul?’’, said Seohyun oenni who started crying.  Yonghwa oppa tries to calm Seohyun oenni.


   ‘’...I don't want him to know.  He's been hurt a lot because of me.  He has found his happiness and I don't want to destroy it.  I'm not who anymore, anyway.  I beg Seohyun noona, Yonghwa hyung!  I don't want anyone to know who that is in my condition right now.  Just relax, I can still hold on so I beg of you.  Jebal/plis, please!’’, Minho's ink.


  Seohyun oenni and Yonghwa oppa would not agree to it.  They had to close the meeting on this matter but they did not just stay silent.  They also try to help Minho find the right donor for him.  Smiling when the heart cries is difficult as they do now.   And they hope things don't get worse because of the silence they're doing right now.


***


   ‘’Oemma, palli/fast!  Later Bumso late!’’, exclaimed Bumso calling his oemma.


    ‘’Ne/yes!  Ne!  Bawel very little prince oemma this one!’’, exclaimed Sonyul while pinching his son's nose.  After cleaning for a while, change clothes, Sonyul is ready to take his son to school.


   ‘’What the hell are you in a hurry to school?’’, asked Sonyul while driving.


   ‘’Songsaengnim/teacher there is a new music teacher today!  So, Bumso curious to see!’’, said Bumso.


   ‘’Jinca/serious?  Mean good dong!’’


   Arriving at school, Sonyul and Bumso get out of the car walking towards Bumso's class in Seoul.  Right in front of Bumso's class, Sonyul releases his son into his class.


   ‘’Today good learning huh?  Don't misbehave!  Listen to what sesangnim says!  Oemma go home first huh?’’, said Sonyul say goodbye to Bumso.


   ‘’Ne, oemma/ya mom!  Bumso will be a good boy!  Oemma also be careful huh?’’, said Bumso waving his hand to Sonyul.


  Just a few steps Sonyul walked, someone called him.


   ‘’Sonyul?’’


   ‘’Minho?  Wae/why?  Why is it here?’’, asked Sonyul confused about the presence of Minho in it.


    ‘’Starting today I teach as a music teacher at this site’’, explained Minho who made Sonyul surprised.


   ‘’Mwo/hah???’’


The To Be Continues...


Minho is a music teacher at Bumso!


What about Minho's disease?


Minho can survive ato no?


Curious???


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