Homesickness ... The Intoxicant

Apologize

Restless, confused as to what now feels longing. Alone in silence, not as usual there is always aichel beside him.

It seemed that the weather tonight was not in favor of longing, the wet earth of the night was illuminated by flashes from the sky and the thundering sound of lightning.

Missing so sad, recalling her actions at the cafe this afternoon against Aichel, he is not usually angry if aichel calls him a lover in front of other men because he knows aichel only protects him from striped men.

The clock has shown at 23.45 wib but the anxiety is still haunting the longing, anxious towards aichel. Missing not being able to stay still, he went down the stairs and ran out of the house to the house of the residence aichel under the swift rain.

"Bik ojah..bik ojah.." call longing while knocking on the door of the bik ojah room. The bik ojah room is indeed connected to the kitchen backyard so it is easy to wake it up.

"Yes.. wait a minute non" said bik ojah from the inside while opening the door.

"Rain like this is what non miss wet, let's non go inside" continued bik ojah again while wandering to enter.

"Bik... I want to meet aichel, I can not sleep bik" said miss shedding tears.

"But you should not miss to dry first the hair is non and change clothes first" said bi ojah while giving a towel in white.

"This is to change the clothes den aichel only first non so as not to catch a cold" continued bik ojah again while putting a white shirt on a kaaur bik ojah.

"Yes bik trimakasih bik" said miss taking a change of clothes and passed to the toilet.

He missed stepping and climbing the stairs to the second floor where the Aichel room was.

Slowly and heartily longed to open the door of Aichel's room and step in so quietly as an intruder did not make the slightest sound.

Missed to lay her body beside Aichel and now she can look at the handsome face of aichel even though the room of aichel is dark.

"Ai...gue apologized. this shouldn't happen, I'm also confused ai. I know you want to protect me. You don't want me to get sick from people trying to get close to me.

Sorry ai..sorry.this is not going to happen again." said miss aichel, although he knew aichel was asleep but he still could not hold his guilt.

Aichel was silent, still pretending to be asleep even though he could hear and feel the guilt of his best friend. Aichel was still a little disappointed at the longing he did just want to protect the miss, aichel did not want to miss falling on the wrong person.

Miss finally falling asleep. Aichel opened his eyes and saw his best friend, actually he did not have the heart but he also did not want to miss in the end feel pain.

If only their parents had not educated them and raised them like brothers, perhaps they would have become lovers who looked after each other.

Aichel closed his eyes again and hugged longing, but he was still unable to fall asleep somehow at this time his feelings were so chaotic.