Holy Waiting.

Chapters. 24

The female doctor came out of the ER with a resigned face, we stood up and approached the doctor.

" How are my parents doing, Doc?" ask me fian

" i'm sorry sir, we've tried our best but God loves them more, sir" said the doctor.

Like a lightning strike that strikes, the doctor's words are able to make my world seem to stop spinning, God I feel I can not afford all this. But I am sure you never burden your servant beyond his means.

" no....., the doctor lied, didn't he?" my tears broke in the arms of mas fian.

" why so fast, O god," inward mas fian.

" why silence, tell this adek all wrong, hikss.. hikss.." I cried while hitting the chest of mas fian.

Mas fian was still mute like a statue, I let go of my embrace and turned to alisa.

Alisa spread out her hands and I clasped her tightly.

" sa, abi and umi sa.., hikss "

" yes, we must be strong." Answer alisa

" fian, " said om lukman who came with aunt irma

" father, mother." reply mas fian

Om lukman hugged mas fian, he knew how devastated his daughter-in-law felt at this time.

" all is the destiny of God, son, strengthen your heart" said om lukman

" yes, father." replied the short fian.

" the day is getting late afternoon, son, we better take care of the funeral now." invite aunt irma who got the nod from mas fian.

The funeral process was completed before the magrib, the chanting of the verse al-Qur'an is now heard clearly in my residence.

" our fian said first, strengthen your heart remember god always." said mas revan

" thank you, van, " replied mas fian

" if there's anything don't hesitate to contact me."

" well." okay."

" we go first, assalamualaikum."

*******

A month ago abi and umi left us, I was still devastated because of their departure.

" fian, shouldn't we get sally out of here. Here are too many memories that will make it difficult to rise from the slump" said aunt irma

" according to fian also so bun, fian will bring sally to stay with us" said mas fian

" yes bun, we will bring sally to our house, hopefully that way he can forget" continued alisa

" not that you disagree with your plan, but you feel better sally living with your father and mother. As much as possible the mother will try to be a mother figure for her "clear aunt irma

" yes, son, I agree with you. And to avoid anything else you should stay at the home of your father and mother first until sally improves" continued om lukman

" well dad, fian's going upstairs and packing up sally's stuff and persuading her" said mas fian

*****

" Assalamualaikum adek. "greetings mas fian

" Waalaikumsalam's. "

" adek, adek go with mas ya. We're moving into dad's and mom's house." persuaded mas fian

" sally here aja mas, sally do not want to trouble om and aunt. " said me

" grandfather, this is the father and mother who asked. They don't want to be stuck continuously like this" said mas fian

" but mas." I said.

" grandfather, please.we must not dissolve in sadness like this deck, God does not like his desperate servant." explained mas fian who made me think for a moment

" well, I'll go with you. "I replied.

After packing up my things, we headed straight for Alisa's house. Mas fian has entrusted pesantren to kyai somad brother abi and he is also in the mintak to move into our house so that the house remains maintained and they do not need to contract the house again.

" god strengthen the heart of the servant through all this. Aamiin." my inner

Losing something valuable is not easy, but that does not mean we have to keep crying. Life has to go on even if it's a little difficult, but rest assured that God knows when we should be happy.

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