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Kinan was in a close relationship with one of the male friends in his class, his son was smart enough, it was natural for a teenager to start falling in love.

Even so, his close friend who he once trusted to express feelings that he could not wait anymore, now even likes the same man. But his friend chose to withdraw because it turns out secretly the man also loves Kinan.

The end of elementary school became an unforgettable memory for Kinan, during the graduation ceremony, Kinan was happy when the man he liked got the general champion, but they had to separate because of different schools.

During the holidays Kinan often spent time with the man, but now that he had to focus on his education, he also must not lose to the man in order to be with him.

the first time Kinan set foot in Junior High, the new beginning of all of her.

Unfortunately he had to class with people who did not like in elementary school.

But as time went on, Kinan began to accept everything even he became close to people he had 'hated'. Mita is one of them. The girl became his best friend, but when the 6th grade everything changed. He hated that woman. But now they become close again, not as friends but friends who support each other.

Kinan is not a smart person, but somehow when with his friends in this Junior High School, he became very ambitious with his value.

thats right. His life was full of joy, little by little he began to forget those bad memories.

"so how is it? when to work?tomorrow?" ask a mature brown-skinned girl with brownish-black hair.

"gw les cuyy" You all know for free I'm the same Wednesday Sunday, Saturday is also just the afternoon doang" replied Kinan.

Until now Kinan did have to take his private lessons. Actually he was also a little forced and lazy to follow the lesson, but he 'didn' dare to say no to his mama. He knows it was all done because they love their girl so much.

"try your permission first, you prefer tutoring over grades?" Mira chimed in.

"yeah yes, da'tar gw try asking kek mama gw" Kinan just answered lazily.

noisy. A word that describes the class is like the Amazon jungle. Kinan turned around to see one of his friends Zara Yara crying. 'insecure' reasons'.

Kinan just stared lazily. Most want to say beautiful doang' he said in his heart.

Kinan would rather go out with Mira than listen to the drama in class.

Kinan is a very smart woman in literature. The random writing has changed.

a glimpse of a memory he doesn't want to remember comes back to haunt him. Kinan was just being ordinary. Showing a smile on his face or acting angry at teenage boys who bother him.

Life at school has now ended and continued for her to relax in her home.

The pink-painted room is a safe place to pour out all that.

bad memories instantly haunted and filled Kinan's head. The girl's hand started to shake. Kinan threw himself on the bed that had held thousands of tears.

He still remembered clearly, how the hand had touched his body. How is such a horrible facial expression. How he who got caught up in the act.fear, anxiety, sadness mixed into one.

Tears that had been resistant to Kinan, now began to fall on the cheeks smooth like a tomato. The tears, now have flooded the beautiful face of the teenager.

Kinan continued to wonder in him. Why didn't he fight back then.why didn't he tell his parents? Why should he?.

it was seen in his head when Kartika scolded him. "YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN KAYAK ZARA, HE WAS HIS GOOD SON ENGGA KAYAK YOU, EVIL YOU MAH" cried Kartika loudly.

Kinan started to smile. He is evil. Zara's good, Kinan's bad. Now the girl started laughing out loud "gw evil, I'm the devil" he said with a chilling laugh.

"The world, fair for a moment is the same, can't what?" kinan saw the white roof.

"Oiya how to be fair, I am the devil" Kinan replied with a sweet smile.

Kinan began to use himself, wiping the tears that had continuously flooded the smooth cheeks.

"Beautiful, rather than you like gini, you better do your job" Kinan began to speak for himself.

He rushes to pick up a book containing the tasks of the teacher.when he wants to open the kakulator, unconsciously the hand leads to the chat application and makes the status of Kinan's friends.

Zara is best known as a sad girl in her class. Every status he posts must be about a guy or family. He always felt that he had a bad life among others.

Kinan does not matter if if Zara wants to exchange lives with him, he is also lazy to be haunted by these unpleasant feelings.

At first glance the memories appeared again, Kinan squeezed the Smartphone in his grasp, started slamming the smartphone to the cake over the case and shook the pretty hair.

"GO DAMN! GW SAID GO! GW DON'T WANT TO DRAG IT AGAIN, SO PLIS STOP LIVING GW, STILL SATISFIED BELOM ALSO DESTROY GW'S CHILDHOOD? NOW GW'S TEENAGE YEARS ALSO WANT TO TAKE? GO LO!" the girl shouted in frustration. His hands began to tremble. His body could not bear the burden of it all.

Who is the man he can trust? Who can help heal his wounds? What if he said it all to the married couple he would believe?

He could only sustain all of it himself. Only he is reliable.

The next day at school.

"How come you never insecure anyway?" alya asked one of Kinan's friends.

"wb? An insecure? Crazy times Lo, basically I'm pretty" pede Kinan while wagging his long hair.

"so big Lo" Alya laughed at the behavior of his friend, Kinan also laughed.

Kinan is not a bad boy who will date, smoke or hurt his hands, unlike Zara.

School life is going on normally. Kinan was very happy with this Junior High.

but now he's back in the house. Home is hell to him. Dining and family. Galang holds it already never did that, but as of the 5th grade. Galang often peeked Kinan was bathing. Honestly, Kinan was very afraid of that.

He hoped that the same thing would not happen again.even if it was only a few hours there, Kinan was really uncomfortable, he could close it, he behaved as usual when setting foot there.

A house with thousands of bad memories. It was a pleasure that he had to look at that depraved man who had ruined the life of a 4-year-old little boy.

He is very good at covering up this. Kinan took a grudge against the man before him, God did not give a daughter to the man, if it was true that the daughter was born, I don't know what the bastard would do.

Even so his son is not wrong, their father is wrong, they are still small and do not understand all of it. Kinan loved both of these children. Although a little annoyed because they are very light-handed children, but their behavior is able to melt the atmosphere.

**Connected...

Nahhh guys how's the story? Honestly, this is the first time the author makes angst stories that are like this, in fact the author is afraid as well but yes how. Fortunately, Kinan was not an author.

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