Hillbilly Girl's

silence watching me

I was getting anxious waiting for news from Raka, I accidentally threw the ball and how I could tell Hamzah the truth, Raka was still feeling pain and the child's consciousness was waiting for his turn to visit him and arrived Hamzah sir and my father came to school on call from the students.

"how's Raka doing?"

asked the father arrived while Mr. Hamzah immediately met him to the uk, the father immediately pulled my hand violently, the father might think I accidentally throw Raka, the father of the,

"what are you doing, son? I've never taught you anything bad, why did you arrive like this?"

said the sad father, looks disappointment on the face of the father, without realizing I shed tears.

"dad trust Hanna? they're cruel dad, they keep bullying me,"

my words in my heart without telling the truth, the father who was very disappointed could not calm down because he was worried about the state of Raka.

"father, forgive Hanna, Hanna accidentally threw Raka, Hanna just wanted to avenge Bima's crime"

I said in self-defense, you did trust me completely, but you were disappointed with my attitude this time

"dad just wants you to be a good boy, don't reply those who abuse you leave it until they're tired, I don't want Hanna to be vindictive"

dad's advice to me, he just knew that if I was being yelled at without knowing that they hurt me too, I just kept quiet and tried to calm down.

after coming out of the uks room Mr. Hamzah met me, I can only apologize. fortunately Mr. Hamzah understood him and forgave me

"sorry Hanna sir, please don't take Hanna out of this school. Hanna promised to take any punishment from you"

I said as I pleaded, Mr. Hamzah just smiled fan rubbed my head gently.

"it's okay son, I know you accidentally, anyways Hamzah is better no serious injury"

said Mr. Hamdan, I was a little calm to hear the words of Mr. Hamdan, I cried and thanked him.

***

I feel resigned and want to end my life, there is no point in my life I think, everyone is unfair, they are against the truth just because of status and position, he said, though it's not entirely my fault I tried to climb the rooftop and stand over the fence

"ayo jump"

"Hanna?"

calling him, I wonder why he recognized me, when I didn't recognize him at all, he smiled at me and tried to comfort me

"you don't recognize me? I'm the son of your future"

he said it with a joke and made me laugh.

"you're kidding"

I answered briefly. He brought me a chair and let me sit down, not forgetting he gave me a bottle of mineral water.

"relieve yourself, I know you're tired, but do you think dying is the right solution?"

asked to wake me up, I did not recognize this man, but honestly this is the first time in my life there is a man in my school who wants to greet me and even try to comfort me with his jokes.

"why do you recognize me?"

I was curious, she again smiled a little and made her face so sweet with her dimples.I was a little amazed to see her as she threw her sweet smile.

"let me answer, Hanna I've known you for a long time, I remember when you were Junior High at the bus stop there were all these girls coming to bully you?"

the question reminded me, I thought for a moment, and it was true that I was always bullied, wherever and whenever it was.

"it was very heavy rain they pushed you into the rain and made you drenched, you don't know who gave you the umbrella?"

he said again, I thought hard and remember that the incident he said I had experienced when Dira and his gang tried to make me wet until sick, indeed at that time there was someone who gave an umbrella, indeed, but I don't know who gave it to him, because he left immediately.

"i'm Dana, the man who gave you an umbrella back then, I've been watching you a lot.even to this day"

then again, when I fell silent feeling a strange thing, is this a dream? it turns out that there were still people watching me all this time thinking of me. Dana instantly awakened my daydream,

"i think you remember, oh yeah I unplug first ya see you"

Dana said goodbye and left me, I was sad to feel the vibrations that came to my body like shock, but there was no way she could be that good to me hillbilly girl who hated many people.