
Apparently longing in the heart can not be lied to, maybe all this time the longing is always Arabella tepis far to just forget all about Haafizh.
But at the highest point Arabella could not shake the longing, Arabella like losing a part of her life. Haafizh, he wants to see Haafizh.
But where is he? Arabella is like walking in the dark of the deep night there is no glimmer of light shining. All this is too dark, pseudo and difficult.
Maybe all this time he was selfish, but only this time he realized one thing. That is, longing for Haafizh is sweet and bitter. Arabella was happy when she remembered all the moments that the two had experienced together, and then Arabella felt very sad because she could not have Haafizh.
It was natural for Arabella to miss Haafizh, the man in the coat was the second love after her father. The first foreign man to fall in love with Arabella. A scrap of love and affection Haafizh has colored Arabella's life.
Full-color scratches that were originally small now extend to full overflow into increasingly beautiful. Haafizh was like a beautiful light in Arabella's heart, shining and filling every breath she breathed.
Arabella missed Haafizh in a way that even words could not understand. In fact, he had to pretend to ignore his longing, even though in his heart Arabella really missed Haafizh.
After praying magrib congregation Arabella immediately go home, his flat ash shoes have been damaged where the footwear is released. Even though it is raining heavily tonight, Arabella inevitably has to walk without wearing shoes.
Just a few meters away from the mosque, Arabella's body was soaked. Her tiny body shivered from the cold.
"Will I die tonight" asked Arabella to herself.
Her footsteps continued to walk through several shops, until Arabella's feet involuntarily stepped on the broken glass bottle. His leg was injured, spitting fresh blood. Arabella grimaced, it felt very sore and sick.
Arabella dodged around the road, looking for public transport apparently not there. Even the streets are deserted, why can it be like this when Arabella already wants to go home.
There was no other choice but to continue walking with a limp, the occasional sight of Arabella staring around the street making sure there was public transport passing by.
It felt like Arabella wanted to cry, why did her life become like this. Actually what sins he had done to feel happy even though he found it difficult to get.
Now his life is alone without family or brothers. Arabella feels a bit of kara, but it's okay instead of this one Arabella herself because she left the house. He should not complain like this, but when Arabella is fragile always complaining alone.
There used to be a father who was always a protector of her, there was Ana the only sister who always shared the story in the joys and sorrows even Ana was always an entertainer when she was sad. But now, Arabella is alone.
What exactly is he living for? Arabella feels like shit, so what's she living for. The goal that had always wanted to live a happy and calm life had been lost, his life was chaotic and even destroyed until it was difficult to reorganize.
I don't know how far Arabella walked, until the atmosphere was getting quieter. The night air is getting cold, fortunately the heavy rain is increasingly turning into drizzle.
Arabella's feet still hurt even more so, until not realizing Arabella fell sitting down.
His head bowed with the growing circle of tears, Both shoulders Arabella up and down signifies the owner is crying so bitterly.
Arabella cried alone on the side of the road, there was only light from the lighting of the street lamppost. The streets were quiet, with gusts of wind so cold. Little rain still falls faithfully, soaking the entire surface of the earth.
"I want to die"
Apparently Arabella was not strong enough to pretend that she was fine, she was too fragile to walk alone. He felt desperate, but why did he not die yet.
Arabella has always taken sleeping pills and sedatives. His mind and heart were shaken violently after knowing the bitter reality of Ana, her mother a seductress, her mother a snatch the husband of people and herself a destroyer of happiness Ana even snatched away Ana's soul mate.
Arabella is almost crazy, she feels stressed. Forced to buy drugs that help his soul and mind calm down for just a moment.
His heart was too tight and sick, Arabella kept sobbing. A heart-wrenching cry, Arabella's life is indeed poor. Fate is good as if it has not been on his side.
Deg
Arabella was surprised not to play, immediately her crying stopped. His body froze with a rapid heartbeat. Who hugged him? What bad guy?
Arabella stared at the heavy hand that was coiled around her waist, why this hand was like a stranger. It felt very warm and comfortable, until a few seconds later the hand hugged Arabella tighter, and? The man's head rested on his shoulders.
"This is Ra, your future husband"
Deg
Deg
Arabella's heart wanted to jump out of place, he even forgot how to breathe.
Haafizh
Arabella once again stared at the burly arm that was now holding her tightly, and this, what is this? This must be a dream, it seems like he was fainting and then having a strange dream like this.
"Ra, your Haafizh has returned"
This time the voice was very soft, whispering softly right in Arabella's ear.
This time Arabella realized one thing, it turned out to be real. Even Arabella could feel Haafizh's heartbeat. The bodies of the two are attached to each other, so there is no gap of one cm for both.
Under the dim light of the drizzling rain, Haafizh embraced Arabella's body from behind. The man felt the sadness of Arabella, the woman he loved was injured. Haafizh wanted to bandage every wound that was on Arabella with a loving touch.
Both Haafizh's eyes were closed, feeling every second of her with Arabella. The two were silent in the dark loneliness of the night, as if they were channeling longings that had long been muted.
I don't know how long the two kept quiet, until Haafizh finally let go of his embrace. He moved, this time Haafizh crouched in front of Arabella.
His heart was sick when he saw Arabella like this. Arabella's face was pale with both eyes puffy, her body looking thin. Though the last time Haafizh met Arabella, Arabella was not this straight.
Arabella as unkempt, Haafizh felt failed to protect and protect Arabella. His heart was injured, when the mosque was patrolled, his sight accidentally saw Arabella walking. Haafizh deliberately asked the imam of the mosque to announce the iqamah, the reason Haafizh himself wanted Arabella to know that he was near Arabella.
Arabella was still looking down, her body frozen. Even for now he did not dare to look at Haafizh. In her heart, Arabella still could not believe that the man she was with was Haafizh.
"Ara" Call Haafizh gently.
Arabella was silent, she kept her head down without any concern for Haafizh.
Not getting any response finally Haafizh's right hand stretched out forward, Haafizh's hand raised Arabella's chin to look at him.
When the pair of eyes both of them sat face to face, the retina of the eyes both of them were wheelbarrowed, looking at each other as if conveying a sense of longing. I don't know how long the two looked at each other, until the boneless chewy object touched the little lips belonging to Arabella.
Cup
One sweet kiss landed right in Arabella's lips, the first kiss was both very short but sweet.